The summer my dad died I listened to the Interpol album Our Love to Admire a lot

Is one allowed to stop thinking and enjoy their life? I think it quite unlikely

i hate having bpd i hate never knowing if my emotions are real or caused by a mental illness. justified or dreamed up

i love having a boyfriend but sometimes i’m stricken by the inalienable sense of loneliness that runs through my being and i feel like i shouldn’t be with him

i’m so tired of ftm vs mtf arguments and discourses like jesus christ

I hate this stupid fucking country man

on a moral basis, if i post a picture of myself and it doesn’t get a like within a few hours it gets deleted

bf tmrw! ^_^

Guys they still exist in metro Atlanta

need to: -get my brows done -get my bangs trimmed and shaped -learn how to do makeup 😵‍💫 -fix my sleep schedule -a mani pedi would be nice -ponder the inevitability of our demise

I think most people on the internet don’t deserve access to the internet

You can take my Pipeline Punch from my cold (because i’ve been holding the drink) dead (heart attack) hands

Male socialization this, female socialization that, why don’t you socialize with some people face to face

being born a cis woman would’ve been cool

My problem is that I actually think SexyBack is kind of a hot song

it's that time again

What do you mean it’s 2025? That’s not a real year. 2026? Less than a month? Shut the fuck up

If the GA gov gets flipped, I might cry true tears of joy that I won’t feel pressure to move out of a state that could pass laws against my existence at any moment

Come on we just had an election about this

I be in the passenger seat playing music off his phone through his speakers in his car drinking the pipeline punch he bought me and the whole time i’m just ^_^

this man had a woman laying in bed half dressed and he just sat on the floor working on replacing pc parts for like an hour and a half

Most Israeli politicians should be sitting in cells in the Hague

Graduating in May with zero clue what I’m doing afterwards. Fuck it we ball

Sometimes you think “Oh my fetishes aren’t THAT crazy” and then you see normal people talk about sex and they don’t want to see blood or bruising and I’m reminded I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo, what the Hell am I doing here?

I would simply ramp up defense production on actually useful products (155m) (tlams)

I hate this stupid fucking six foot lanky twink bad built body

Very shitty people who become opposed to other very shitty people are still very shitty people

Worth re-reading this seminal 2017 essay from Ta-Nehisi Coates, in light of everything that's happened since. To say it still stands up would be an understatement. A genuine tour de force. Very impressive. www.theatlantic.com/magazine/arc...

All for a slim $23

How different would The Sopranos have gone if Tony had gone to Turkey and got hair implants?

Catching up on Scav, and I love Snitchcock

I don’t like it when it gets dark early unless it’s cloudy. If it’s cloudy it’s cozy, but when the sky is clear the early setting of the sun makes me sad

Any time I see I have more than three notifications, my heart sinks a little

I’m reading three books right now: The Logic of Violence in Civil War, Afghan Napoleon, and The Road. I can’t focus for shit

The egos of people who lead organizations formed for nominally noble causes are often bloated

I call this: I was really stoned

Does it matter what people think of you? It would certainly seem to matter to those who rely on approval or at least acceptance. No man can know what people think of himself. Even if the words are formed and hurled at their recipient, those words cannot truly reveal the extent of emotion.

Coach Ben they could never make me hate you

Had a dream I was in a foreign prison and forced to detransition. Woke up in a cold sweat

nice

Today’s haul

And people I know think I’m overreacting when I say I’d rather **** ****** than go to prison

Мебахшед хонум

I think for a subset of Anglos, the accusation of being racist is seen as more offensive than being racist itself

i’m gonna be happy and silly and whimsical today with very little hate in my heart

Basically everyone who identifies as a liberal that cites Black September as evidence of some innate nefariousness on the part of the Palestinian Arab is saying that they support autocratic monarchy over liberal militancy lol. It's a really funny thing.

My dream pre-transition was to work for the State Department in the US Embassy in Dushanbe. My dream post-transition was to work as a State Department INR analyst focusing on the Middle East and Central Asia. My dream post-transition post-Trump 2 is to become a journalist(👎) or something I guess