i miss being able to see my friends, man. they were the one thing that really kept me going for so long and now it just feels like i can’t see past anything right now. they kept me sane and in a decent place mentally. now it’s just harder to do, well anything.

why is it that i have to invest in a leverless that is rarely in stock, has a variant that’s only available at EVO, and is 2-3x the price of other options, just to have a leverless with hotswappable 30mm mechanical buttons with full-size switches. i don’t think that’s a hard ask.

how does one be 'relaxed'? asking for a friend

i’m starting to realize how far i strayed when trying to reach my own goals. i basically ignored everyone else and their emotions, only focusing on my own shit because of how trapped i felt even now i still feel trapped, but i’m removed from the situation i was in before in favor of a new one

BLUESKY GIVEAWAY: - 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry). As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible. RULES: - must be following me on Bluesky - must RT this post you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!

9 packs. 7 sticks each. less than $6 i love NYC asian markets

Man boobas make everything better 💪

I had a fever and a dream over the weekend. What is the most annoying thing to do while in VR: Typing - so I'm making a game about it. #VRChat #Gamedev

hey y’all. i’m in a pretty tight situation. i’ve got about two weeks to figure stuff out and i need some emergency money. now i hate asking for money without giving anything i return, so i think it’s a good time for me to say that my music and physical merch are on sale through my website

sometimes you just gotta dance through the feels

i'm still too gay to say 'she hot', but i'm gay enough to understand

late thoughts: i’m really happy to see someone i cared for in a place where they’re better off for once. it’s been a long battle to get there, and i’m glad that all that time and effort hasn’t gone to waste. a sigh of relief has finally been earned

she elden on mah ring

"you're either gonna shit your pants in 5 minutes or you're gonna shit your pants in 5 years. but if you don't prepare to shit your pants, then what's the point?" that's some profound shit

HEY GUYS ANOTHER DISCORD PSA: PayPal does not store this shit in plaintext, secondly, because this does not have MFA keys included, which you would have dumped if you had actually hacked PayPal, it is clear that PayPal was not actually hacked. Because without the keys you get nowhere with 2FA

my SteamVR crashed while i was twerking to rasputin i just find that funny as fuck

🎵 "Where the fuck do my emotions go when I start feelin' emotional? Am I numb? Lately, I been askin' questions, been needin' to feel somethin' spiritual Is that dumb? Too young to be tied down I just need me right now And I'm selfish with my time now Is it okay if I cry now? I got too much to say"🎵

i just recorded dance footage and i didn't have the greenscreen on, so my key just took me with it i'm fine :)

You deserve rest 💙 #art #comics

i love making fried rice :3

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Time has changed

honest review of Joyride; so far i’ve only tried the Cherry Berry Ropes. these are pretty damn good. for only having 5g of sugar, corn fiber, and corn starch, @ryantrahan.bsky.social actually accomplished his goal of making a natural and great tasting candy, would recommend 8.5/10

i’m remembering now why i can’t eat cold cuts..

just got blood work down and i feel like ima pass out. holy shit i’m a lightweight >~<

nerd talk time; if you’re still a diehard Intel user, and you’re still recommending people go Intel for new users…why? they’ve had nothing but bad launch after bad launch for the last 4 odd years, AMD has been stepping up far more Intel is just not something i can safely recommend anymore

i love my chemical robinson

sometimes i get the feeling that people only talk to or spend time with me out of pity.. and that has to be the worst fucking feeling that i have ever had.. i shouldn’t have to feel like that and yet i do fuck

okay but i want this couch, where can i get this??

and now back i go to watch K-pop Demon Hunters for the 5th time

i’ve finally gotten off for the first time in 4 days. sweet release 😮‍💨

my leg was so inflamed that i had to get medical attention. turns out carrying around heavy ass bags for hours at a time is not a good idea i should be okay, but it really hurts to walk right now

i just met a guy who made my entire night bro. he was so excited about the stuff i was doin and i inspired him to keep goin i’m sleepin real good tonight~

Interrupting the usual programme with something I don't usually do in music - 'Twelve' featuring @isamuthefox.bsky.social September 9th 2025

My mind is still processing what happened last night…..There are so many feelings I’m having right now, but the biggest thing that I wanna say is…. We did it! We freaking did it! The big panther is now Twitch Partner! Let’s Go!!

i can't stop lookin at myself sometimes

GIGAS with the bois is so much fun ^^

@ivy.cm plays trackmania confirmed?? is that you? x3

i'm so fucking bipolar, my orgasms have mood swings

happy to report that now 3 of my tracks have officially crossed 1k streams since i started a year and a half ago! thank you guys for supporting me and listening, this has been a great journey so far and i can't thank y'all enough. you guys are the reason i'm able to keep going <3

i went to go freeze a pop-tart at 11:30. it was only supposed to be in there for 20 minutes it's now 8:18 holy shit i'm a mess

The last two sentences of this really make it hit different.

on a lighter note, i've decided to do something i haven't done before. i'm gonna be doing a private live session in VRC in an hour. if you wanna join, i'll be making a Group+ Instance for people to join vrchat.com/home/group/g...