I'm not giving up. Thanks for watching today's TF2 stream everybody. Thank you @novapantsu.bsky.social for the raid. Next stream is Thursday @ 1:30 PM EST if everything goes well. Feels good to be back.

Giving up streaming hurts because my life is pretty much just a series of "give up". It feels like yet an other failure and it makes things worst emotionally. But at the same time I don't have the energy or patience to improve my channel so I'm just lagging behind.

I think I might actually call it quits. Too much chronic pain and fatigue. I don't think I can keep up with the whole streaming thing.

Slept the entire day off. I lack discipline it's insane haha. Update about the channel: I'm not sure what to stream and when to stream. However I didn't call quit just yet.

A slow day

On "vacations" at my mom's place. Feels good to sleep without some rusty Honda Civic with a bad muffler or a big lifted pickup truck waking you up at 2:30 am. I'm thinking about returning to streaming once back home but I'm not sure if I want to keep using the 3D model I lasted used. We'll see.

Piczel is silly teehee.

Finished this little tool for #VNyan today! This is just something to help when making expressions or doing things with your tracking. It shows all your face tracking blendshapes in one window. You can also pause it at anytime, so you don't have to hold a silly face while trying to read the values.

Welp. Thought about streaming again. Then my PC bluescreened and now I'm reinstalling Windows. RIP my OBS settings, Vnyan graph nodes and a bunch of game saves I guess.

So blood test results and basic neurological reflexes were okay, but they did find some form of mouth/throat infection. 2 weeks of treatment. Oof.

I've been feeling wrong lately. And that means it's blood test time!

The Snoot Collective took over 1276 snoot pics during Furality. Thanks to everyone who participated, and please enjoy our gallery. #VRChat #FuralitySomna

The beans 🐾

Changed my username to GlitchyFoxVT due to an unfortunate naming.

So... Furality Somna. The goods: It was well organized for sure. Lots of people (26k attendees). Met nice people. The bads: Had a panic attack at some point. Didn't make it into the group photo. Didn't have friend to go with.

Some twitch creators I decided to doodle !! Go give them a follow !! @spaughtfire.bsky.social @kajiru.bsky.social @octo_hedgie @krebuu.com @glitchybeta.bsky.social @xentha.bsky.social

What's this Bluesky thing ?