now for everyone I HAVE RAIDED: go check out these amazing channels! we raided: @isolura.bsky.social, @ayekavt.bsky.social, @nepherti.bsky.social, @missrogue.bsky.social, @augustbuns.bsky.social, and @squigglyelf.bsky.social they are all awesome and deserve your love!! ILL GET BETTER I PROMISE!!

HERE is a thanks to everyone who raided me recently THANK YOU, @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, @natsuruspringfield.bsky.social, @realspoocy, @ixi-rahz.bsky.social, @tntalchemist.bsky.social, @papercatsune, @mewsicalmiqo.bsky.social, @moriganvamptuber.bsky.social, @6moonsDWN i'll get better ;////;

IS THAT TWO COLLABS, AND FFXIV????? WHATTTTT? ty @kiogaming.bsky.social and @jamievoiceover.bsky.social for lending your time lovelies~🧡🍁🐍

PART 2 yesterday~ thank you to @kiogaming.bsky.social, @genichiroookami.bsky.social, and @solithar.bsky.social for the raids yesterday cuties we raided the adorable cat boy @sashakaineko.bsky.social for the first time in awhile~ much love and many waffles everyone, going live now!!

okay... i have a lot to cover.... THANK YOU TO @tzarofgame.bsky.social, @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, AND @tntalchemist.bsky.social FOR THE RAIDS 2 DAYS AGO WE RAIDED THE BEAUTIFUL AND BADASS @nepherti.bsky.social FOR THE AWESOME VIBES THAT DAY ~ part 2 in a moment!!!

not gonna lie~ i like doing these as another reminder of awesome peeps, not just immediately after stream... yes yes, not copium, yes thank you @vanillasunday.bsky.social for the raid~ you were cool and blessed a run~ we raided @caseyquarcon.bsky.social to keep the chill vibes going~ 🧡🐍🍁

obv i suck at doing these after streams~ soooo ty so much to the beautiful and amazing @odysseyeurobeat.com and @diredirefox.bsky.social for the raids, you made a bunny snek girl really giggly! ALSO SORRY FOR THE BAD SINGING~ thursday we raided the comfy and cute streamer @goblinfia.bsky.social 🧡

delaying stream by an hour due to the omega eeps

HAI HAI I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS LAST NIGHT AHH THANK YOU @tzarofgame.bsky.social, @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, @ayekavt.bsky.social, @everlastingeirwen.bsky.social, & @natsuruspringfield.bsky.social FOR RAIDS MWAH!!!! WE RAIDED @diredirefox.bsky.social YOU ARE ALL AMAZING ILY!!!! 🧡🍁🐍🧡

IM SO BAD AT THESE!!!! hai hai~ thank you @frogberryz.bsky.social, @phillap.bsky.social, @tntalchemist.bsky.social, and @/max5_vt on twitch for the raids ;///; i'll promise to get in the habit of this!! we raided @natsuruspringfield.bsky.social and @diredirefox.bsky.social in the last two raids! 🧡

Loki x Mantis is canon and fem Loki is canon which means Loki x Mantis yuri is canon 💗 Couldn't help myself :3 #vtuber #artist #marvel #marvelrivals #Loki #Mantis #yuri

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN CRAZY~ although no wins, thank you to @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, @ladysilvervoice.bsky.social, and @frogberryz.bsky.social for the raids~ you were all sweethearts!!! we raided @gyrodarkvt.bsky.social after that crazy stream, and hopefully i dont forget the message today haha 🧡

NOT GONNA FORGET TONIGHT!!! thank you so very much to @/JakeTheGM on twitch, @/Noksuna on twitch, and @phillap.bsky.social or @/Me11_0 on twitch! we raided the handsome and bubbly @sleeplesscafevt.bsky.social to keep the comfy vibes rolling~

I DEF DIDNT FORGET POST RAID THANKS YESTERDAY AFTER HUNTING DOWN DEMONS thank you to~ @solithar.bsky.social and @ochaoni.bsky.social for the raids cuties~! we raided the badass and beautiful @nepherti.bsky.social she doesnt post here but GO FOLLOW HER!!!

NEW VIDEO~ i'm actually really proud of this one... ;///; plz let me know how you feel bout it www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzzm...

we had a wonderful and comfy stream despite SO MANY LOSSES ;///; thank you so much @squigglyelf.bsky.social (happy early birthday dork!!!, and @hachidorihanabi.bsky.social for the raids~ you two are awesome~! we raided @ladysilvervoice.bsky.social to support a long time friend, luv ya~! 🧡🍁🐍

we had probably the most amazing silent run in all my time playing sts2!! thank you @tzarofgame.bsky.social, @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, @tntalchemist.bsky.social, and @floramemori.bsky.social for the raids~ we raided the badass biker @nepherti.bsky.social to help push them to partner!!! 🧡🐍🍁

i FOROT RAID MESSAGE IM SORRY, i was tired ;///; ty @tntalchemist.bsky.social and @scarlettsov.bsky.social for the amazing raids cuties~ 🧡 much lvoe and we continued the goofy vibes over to @kiogaming.bsky.social's comfy side of twitch (which btw we are collabing tonight ;3) 🍁🐍🧡

helllloooo~! we got to asc 5 on defect today, and SOMEHOW got 5 molten fists on a slightly doomed run 💔 we were raided by @/jakethegm ~ ty hon 🧡 we kept the comfy warm vibes going with some wuwa with @nepherti.bsky.social 🧡 GO SUPPORT AND FOLLOW THE BIKER QUEEN!!

dark souls 2 sotfs is so stressful ;///; halp... much love to @tzarofgame.bsky.social and @dragonlord1265.bsky.social for the raids~! we continued the souls games, and opened up to warm vibes by raiding @healermainana.bsky.social thank you for having such a sweet community~! GO FOLLOW HER

i forgot yesterdays raid message ;///; ty @/kboss9896 for the raids yesterday~ we raided the fluffy and sweet @auritritail.bsky.social for some kotor2~! 🧡

LEGO STAR WARS!!!! ty @dragonlord1265.bsky.social, @auritritail.bsky.social, @jamievoiceover.bsky.social, & @frogberryz.bsky.social for the adorable raids!! 🧡 we raided @porcelainmaid.gg for the og irl lego starwars building~! much love and may the four'ce be with you all~! 🍁🐍🧡

WE WON ON REGENT!!! LETS GOOOO overall was a relatively fun and relaxing strim~ calm and a vibe! we raided the awesome and amazing @squigglyelf.bsky.social a wonderful friend of the community and a great streamer~ check them out for comfy vibes~

we had a great time slaying the spire tonight~ might have only been two wins, but me and @floramemori.bsky.social still won!!! 🧡 no raids on my end but plenty for flora~ make sure to check them out! 🐍 we raided the warm and down to earth @nepherti.bsky.social 🍁 to keep the comforting vibes going~

no wins but some great runs on regent, necro, and defect~ i'm getting better~!!!! thank you so much for the gorgeous @odysseyeurobeat.com for the raid! you are amazing and a wonderful friend~ thank you! we raided the powerful and awesome @/papersync i am so proud of you.

i forgor to do my raid message, i was trying to edit a crazy insane thing ;///; help THANK YOU @/ironwill4eve on twitch, and @kiogaming.bsky.social for the raids!!! we raided the beautiful and handsome gender enigma @natsuruspringfield.bsky.social 🧡

do you know the definition of insanity? it is a bnek girl vtuber on a noncoherent rant for an hour, while losing her mind at sts2... ANYWAY~ THANK YOU @azuregale.bsky.social AND @thatonefergie.bsky.social FOR THE BELOVED RAIDS~ 🧡 we raided @derpymoobu.bsky.social to support her subathon! 🐍🧡🍁

omg~ late stream but fun stream!!! starting these back up too~ 🐍🍁🧡 we got a win on the silent in sts2, and beat the exec chariat in ds2!!! thank you to @floramemori.bsky.social and @ixi-rahz.bsky.social for the raids!!🧡 we sent the sneks over to @kazvt.com for comfy retro vibes~ much love!!🧡

Another year of Affiliate

500 pizza for @heyitloki.bsky.social :P www.twitch.tv/videos/27443...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3h44... new video who dis?

i dont post often,,, i probably should post more,,, just dont know what to say sometimes <3

im actually kinda proud of this thumbnail ;///; www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYUp...

“hot yuri near me”

How many shivs can she be hiding in there... #StS2

Our Good Girl #Deadlock #LunarEclipse

back on that sts2 unlock grind!! only have regent left for unlocking ascension, get in here and watch me suffer www.twitch.tv/heyitloki

@skylordzoey.bsky.social and @yourcaptainlily.bsky.social told me i should post this here… be nice 🥹

hey chat, what do you think of my necklace? does it look nice? 💕

Eyyoo!? @heyitloki.bsky.social playing @ponett.dog's SLARPG next week?! Sign me up! owo

HAPPY VDAY YOU CUTIE PATOOTIES~ hop on in and enjoy the vibes, we might be hangin with friends and more, but still have plenty of love to share! www.twitch.tv/heyitloki

the interview went well!! 💕

no stream today!! going dress hunting and formal wear for an interview i have tomorrow! 🩷 wish me luck

SAVE ME HELP ME THEY'RE MAKING ME DO 500 SQUATS ON MY HRT-VERSARY

sorry for the abrupt end... just everything compounding today and made me collapse... with scary things happening, to repetitive mommy comments making me think of my mom, and just getting overwhelmed by a factory game since they've just always overstimulated me... i broke... sorry

i recently got approval to increase my estrogen and progesterone~ my head feels loopy, and heavy… but honestly, part of me kinda likes it~ like my confidence feels through the roof~ maybe because i just feel so calm🥀

it's late, hopefully no one sees this... song: don't worry by frank turner

i want to hug 11 year old me… and tell them that everything will be alright despite the roads ahead, to enjoy their time with skyrim and mario galaxy… and be happy… i just hope they’d be proud of the woman we’ve become

“maybe he will learn something from his younger brother.” my father towards me while referring to my older brother… if you’ve heard what i sound like… it’s just… painful hearing this over a call when everything i am screams woman… this isn’t love… this is just indifferent disrespect now…