My mind needs to shut up (..)

Even with the bad i cant help but smile at this face ;u; monies well spent on this adopt 🎨 & design @/cowtzzy.bsky.social

Ferret mode!! Might add this as a toggle...

Loving being subtweeted about -3-

Some day ;u; ❤️‍🩹

Ended up having a panic attack due to my bf's morning meltdown. Im just really not okay anymore. He threw his box of ramen at the wall... proceeded to say horrible shit about me. I just froze shaking in fear. I feel numb, i feel stupid, I feel so worthless it hurts

#art #timelapse #digitalart #CSP

I wonder if anyone recognize me from my art style... (^-^;

#art #timelapse #digitalart #CSP

Either Bsky thinks I'm a bot or I'm in trouble??

Erm #art #vartist #ocsky

Low-key hate when people think those with C-PTSD and social anxiety aren't independent enough. JESSICA LOOK AT THE SYMTOMS INSTEAD OF JUDGING FOR ONCE OMFG Notice how they both include being avoidant? You really think I wanted to be this way, fuck no 💀 EVERYTHING IS HARD FOR ME

Rough model doodle ( ´∀`) Made her hips more thicc #ocsky #art #vartist

Update! Still in pain whenever I press down on my right sinus area and lip. >.< haven't told him either, so im suffering alone. Just sad he hasn't even noticed that im in pain (；∀； )

ko-fi.com/ruruichi Made this for whatever XD

I did a thing c: #art #vsky #vartist

Goob meowning!

Apparently vertigo is a symptom of something else 🙃I've been having episodes many times a day at this point dfsajfbfj WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME WAAAAAAAAA

Another day, more pain

Booba sneak peak c: #art #ocsky #vsky

I'm unsure what my first stream should be. Could do art, just chatting, ASMR, or gaming... (*´Д`) What do you all think? #vsky #vtuber #aaaa #girlfaliure

I can't stop peaking at my design ;u;

Time to doodle :> mayhaps a model sketch???

Ello I'm Ruru! Your local girl failure nekomancer | twitch.tv/ruruichivt | Oshi Mark ❤️🩹 | Art - #Ruruart | NSFW Art - #Rubussy | Design by @/cowtzzy #vtuber #vtuberuprising #envtuber

Bro I found a good ass design this necromancer is BACK BITCHES!!!

I really need a design ngl >.< would be poggers to start

Hihi motherfuckers :>