I've been feeling super disconnected with friends and loved ones. I feel like they either don't understand what I'm saying or it gets overlooked. :/ really fucking sucks

ೕ(⁍̴̀◊⁍̴́ฅ) #ocsky #art #wip

Got the job btw! The average minimum wage is higher compared to I was at previously. So the paycheck will be a bit better at least (　＾▽＾)

I may have a job potentially lined up?? Don't wanna jinx it. ^^' But it's part time so I can still focus on art and what not

Hey could you please report this account and post below? Dude is a GFX Scammer who had a tantrum about being called out over it. They went into stalking mode and found my discord account. Plz and thx u 💕 @/hazelnoah98.bsky.social

Hey could you please report this account and post below? Dude is a GFX Scammer who had a tantrum about being called out over it. They went into stalking mode and found my discord account. Plz and thx u 💕 @/hazelnoah98.bsky.social

I'm still going to call out GFX scammers. I'm just tired of seeing victims end up with shitty art not worth their hard earned money.

Some people are just cringe

Guys hear me out, this pose for a ref sheet would go so hard!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ #art #ocsky #wip

Scream, Cry, Seethe ❤️‍🩹

Ngl seeing my main acc oc as a mermaid made my day TuT Hopefully next year I'll be a mermaid (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

My pose concepts are scuffed af bro fdajfnsfd

Booba mole YES

Will be deleteing all my vents about my situation once I'm outta here btw. It's nice to be able to say this shit without him seeing or knowing it's me. Plus I really do fuck with my design. So hopefully I can stream for you all soon ;u; ❤️

I miss being able to wake up whenever *even early* and just get on my pc and do shit normally. Everything I do is under a scope here. One thing he thinks isn't normal is suddenly bad or "are you okay?" NO I'M FUCKIN NOT AAAAAAAAAA

Booba mole? Might add one me thinks (ФωФ)

I wanna get on discord. But he's also on invis. I didnt remember to do that in the middle of the night. So I wait to play Paralives (T^T)

Plz let this end soon, we're both at our breaking points

commission for @ruruichi.bsky.social ~!!! tysm for the support and comm :D! I rly love how this came out compared to the rough sketch ehe #art #digitalart #vtuber

My mind needs to shut up (..)

Even with the bad i cant help but smile at this face ;u; monies well spent on this adopt 🎨 & design @/cowtzzy.bsky.social

Ferret mode!! Might add this as a toggle...

Loving being subtweeted about -3-

Some day ;u; ❤️‍🩹

Ended up having a panic attack due to my bf's morning meltdown. Im just really not okay anymore. He threw his box of ramen at the wall... proceeded to say horrible shit about me. I just froze shaking in fear. I feel numb, i feel stupid, I feel so worthless it hurts

#art #timelapse #digitalart #CSP

I wonder if anyone recognize me from my art style... (^-^;

#art #timelapse #digitalart #CSP

Either Bsky thinks I'm a bot or I'm in trouble??

Erm #art #vartist #ocsky

Low-key hate when people think those with C-PTSD and social anxiety aren't independent enough. JESSICA LOOK AT THE SYMTOMS INSTEAD OF JUDGING FOR ONCE OMFG Notice how they both include being avoidant? You really think I wanted to be this way, fuck no 💀 EVERYTHING IS HARD FOR ME

Rough model doodle ( ´∀`) Made her hips more thicc #ocsky #art #vartist

Update! Still in pain whenever I press down on my right sinus area and lip. >.< haven't told him either, so im suffering alone. Just sad he hasn't even noticed that im in pain (；∀； )

ko-fi.com/ruruichi Made this for whatever XD

I did a thing c: #art #vsky #vartist

Goob meowning!

Apparently vertigo is a symptom of something else 🙃I've been having episodes many times a day at this point dfsajfbfj WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME WAAAAAAAAA

Another day, more pain

Booba sneak peak c: #art #ocsky #vsky

I'm unsure what my first stream should be. Could do art, just chatting, ASMR, or gaming... (*´Д`) What do you all think? #vsky #vtuber #aaaa #girlfaliure

I can't stop peaking at my design ;u;

Time to doodle :> mayhaps a model sketch???

Ello I'm Ruru! Your local girl failure nekomancer | twitch.tv/ruruichivt | Oshi Mark ❤️🩹 | Art - #Ruruart | NSFW Art - #Rubussy | Design by @/cowtzzy #vtuber #vtuberuprising #envtuber

Bro I found a good ass design this necromancer is BACK BITCHES!!!

I really need a design ngl >.< would be poggers to start

Hihi motherfuckers :>