Recognizing how stereotypical the butch pipeline of "I never saw a good example of a traditionally masculine role model so I stepped up and filled that role for those in my life" is, oops (I'm in this picture and I don't like it lol)

Me: water's high, let's go check out the bioluminescence tonight! Also me: *works until almost midnight and immediately falls asleep* Maybe I'll see it sometime this year lol :'3

I hope this is real and something I'll ever be able to afford access to...

Had plans for the day, ate lunch and then crashed for 5 hours... Recognizing that I'm not anywhere near recovered from my helltrip and I'm not actually OK :'3 I'm not getting any younger and my rebound time isn't what it used to be. It's a hard pill to swallow without cheese tbh.

Me: "fantasizes about upgrading my night photography camera" Life: "here's five figures of extra expenses to deal with this month, lol" Me: :'3

I found salamander babies!!! First time I've ever seen them, look at the little gills and itty bitty leggies <3 (now I gotta find out what kind this is!)

Hey fellas is it butch to drive 60 hours round trip to tear up the wet carpet from your girl's house with your (now bruised) bare hands? (obviously yes what's wrong with me lol)

Sitting here trying to figure out if I can call myself butch as a strongly non-masc non-binary person, but I guess if you spent years presenting your gender identity as an enormous physical threat to bigots in a Texas women's room for your girl as a service of love, you qualify on principle, huh? 🏳️‍🌈

Bark!

One day I'd really like to upgrade my dslr :'3 I found a few suggestions for resetting hot pixels and I don't know if I've ever actually cleaned the sensor (I'm a bad dog lol) so I'm going to try those things and see if I can improve my current performance, but it's just really tired too.

The aurora says happy pride 🌌🌈 📷: me! #aurora #pride #lgbtq

Here's some of the antelope I saw in New Mexico! They watched me eat breakfast on the roadside lol

New Mexico is just gorgeous at dawn and dusk 🌄🌌

Wasn't able to get photos of much because helldrive, but I saw a lot of critters! Here's my list: Wild horses (CO, NM, OR) Pronghorn antelope Mule deer Whitetail deer Peccary/javelina(!) Raccoon Groundhog Prairie dogs (many) Weasel (?)(ID) Jackrabbit Cottontail rabbit Pocket mouse (NM) Coyote

I was today years old when I found out that there are wild horses in Oregon and I found them by accident! 🐴👀 These are from the Warm Springs herd!

My sky tonight 🌌

OK this is all fucked but "in roles such as police officer or nurse where sex matters for others' human rights" Excuse me, what the actual fuck? #1 these are the top jobs for high school bullies and abusers #2 you're already allowed to request a different nurse or cop for those things

Wish I was here 🌲🌅

The spirit is willing but the flesh is hot and exhausted...

Let's see how many emergencies we can stack this week! Fuckfuckfuck :'3

That's because they were on my northern horizon/briefly overhead! (aurora from the same storm in January, Olympic Peninsula, Washington)

So I had an experience today that I am still kinda struggling to process :'3 Our vet misgendered our dog today and I had secondhand dysphoria. They love her there so it was most likely a genuine mistake, but it's a stark reminder that the concept of the neutrality of an animal isn't universal.

Throwing money into several voids today (toilet/dogmaw/wife)

I believe in hope. I always have. If I lose that, I lose all of myself.

I miss chicken cheddar broccoli croissant pockets </3 (did anyone else just put them in the fridge and eat them cold? Or just me?)

Here's hoping 🤞

The aurora says happy pride 🌌🌈 📷: me! #aurora #pride #lgbtq

Tomorrow will be a better day. I'm a good dog and I deserve to be loved.

Just pulled a muscle stress vomiting?? Didn't know I could do that :'3

I give up. It can't be ok.

My heart hurts

one easy trick for making your relationships healthier: learn how to maintain affection for your loved ones even when you feel like shit, and especially when you're upset *with them*

Cheesesteak burps :3

Big dogy want cheesesteak 🥩🧀

Just had the most quintessential PNW experience watching the beach crows harass a bald eagle! (Sound on for them screaming bloody murder at this poor bird over the roar of the Pacific ocean)

This is my wallpaper and I feel like a competent photographer every time I open my phone lol it looks like a quintessential stock image but I took it coming back from groceries or something :'3

Saw some deer pretty close! This one was having a tasty snack 🦌🌿

Ever feel scalding hot rage and a tsunami of relief at the same time? What the actual fuck is wrong with people...

My timeline is so dog coded lol Birds Sticks Bones Other dogs Places I went outside What I saw on my car ride Inane barking

Got a good look at the quail we keep seeing! I think they're California quail!

Sometimes the most unassuming artefacts are utterly incredible! Take this piece of wood … It is a spear point worked from yew about 420,000 years ago! 🤯 Known as the ‘Clacton Spear’ it is the world’s oldest known preserved wooden spear! Natural History Museum, London 📷 by me #Archaeology

I dunno, man. I'm just a dog.

Here's a secret: if you live for confrontation, you'll always find a fight no matter what is actually happening. And if you're wrong about the energy you think they're giving when you are reactive and respond, then you /become the aggressive one/. I'm not here for that.

Washington sunsets go hella hard 🧡

As Washington refugees from Texas ourselves, it's increasingly noticeable just how many Texas plates we've been seeing in traffic... That's exactly what drove us to make the hard decision to risk everything for a chance to escape before we couldn't. This is real, and it's really happening.

Here's hoping that things will be a little less cloudy from here on 🌈

Remembering that time I tried to play d&d and got so triggered by the DM scripting a fake "party wipe" scenerio into the first playsession I have literally never been able to play again :'3 Guess I never realized how much I was damaged from my previous game where it wasn't just a psych out.

nonbinary but specifically in the way referred to in limp bizkit's rollin' (2000), as in "hey ladies / hey fellas / and the people that don't give a fuck"

The next person that earns my trust will have to approach me with treats and genuine kindness like some fantastical wild creature or unicorn or some shit. Been burned too much by too many people, too many times believing that I'd get out what I put in under the guise of good faith. I can't anymore.

I keep trying to see the bioluminescence but I get too sleepy to :'3