sitting at da ER for the last three hours and it is now past midnight and i’m sleepyyyyy 🎉 y’all tell me something good thats happened to you recently

if you've ever commented something nice to me and i didn't reply 1. i'm sorry 2. it's because my body has an allergic reaction to kindness and i genuinely have to hype myself up and take a lap around my house to even read nice things about myself or my work

progress shots. you can see i went through a lot on this one LOL

exorcism in the chapel of mourning.

painting turning out surprisingly well i'm scared

a narrative theme is like a wound

saw a scary movie last night did you guys know movies can be scary

wip

being a good little artist and doing a value thumbnail/sketch (suffering)

A good friend of mine received devastating news recently about his father being taken into ICE custody and could use help dealing with legal fees as they try and fight it, if anyone is able to help them. Donating or sharing would mean a lot to me gofund.me/d2069ad17

happy bury the light bfriday are you burying the light today

living dead girl

sacha: so strange to meet myself from a timeline barely removed from my own. how did y— hey why are you a woman by the way sacha: don’t worry about it

big illustration idea just as i’m about to open skebs this weekend…. Augh

crow and penny are like if i split sacha in two and then the two halves made out

ok i finally drew a sacha. come back in 2-3 business months for more

living dead girl

we saw you across the bar and hate your vibes (sacha drawn by @dejasquietplace.bsky.social!!)

i miss my wife so bad (dmc5)

nonbinary but specifically in the way referred to in limp bizkit's rollin' (2000), as in "hey ladies / hey fellas / and the people that don't give a fuck"

real reason i can't post pics of the oil portraits i do is that photographing oil paintings is a nightmare

zzzz

ohhh his innocence i think of him and smile

fetal abruption

i have got to get a more interesting art style

someone remind me to draw sacha at some point

coworkers will tell you insane stories for no reason. mine was like yeah my great uncle didn't have a birth certificate and wasn't named until he was 6, when his school teacher named him after the president at the time. up until then his family called him Hound. i'm like what the fuck do you MEAN.

zzzz

thought the laying pose i was drawing looked familiar ITS THE FUCKING AOBA DMMD POSE

will you guys promise not to be tired of my yaoi by the time you'll actually be able to read the thing

if i don't draw something gay tonight i will fucking die i think

rereading. enjoying them.

I MISS THEM (my characters only i can draw)

strategizing

apparently at another one of our branches a guy crawled into the ceiling and stayed til after closing and then lit a fire in a maintenance closet. average public library moment if i'm honest

put down tomo life for the weekend and when i come back today crow wants a divorce. i said oh i'm sure

character who hates a past version of themself so bad they would kill it if only they could. haunted by a part of themself dissociated so thoroughly it feels like an entirely different person they can direct their blame towards (howling)

audiobook of one of my favorite books ever being held hostage by not only audible but also double hostage by being under the label of "neil gaiman presents" 😒 ugh

midnight

keep quiet

keep quiet

of course i come up with outfit ideas for rooibos the moment i'm about to be gone for the weekend and will have little time to draw :/

can i commit enough time theft today to draw even more yaoi. let's see

the vibe with them is these quick moments stolen in the middle of the night when the world has shrunken to only the space between them because there is no time for anything else. no time to savor it on the tongue, no time for anything but scant seconds of intimacy when the world is dying and all

midnight

i need to draw something obscene right now

tomo life penance said he was thinking about having a baby with crow and i gasped "oh my god no" out loud

its my birthday now 🥺🎈 i would like to ask for the humble gift of sharing my art! (this is my oc that i like a normal amount)

i love love stories with multiple povs that you don't realize aren't in the same moment of time until later. i love you nonlinear storytelling you pick up on slowly with seeming discrepancies

things i always have to look up every single time i draw them: 1. ears 2. cigarettes (i'm getting better at this one. the orange goes in the mouth.) 3. fucking buttons because i never remember which way they go on male vs female clothes