timelapse

DEFY TAXONOMY, HEGEMONY, AND DECENCY

yesterday a patron referred to me as “fluffy” in reference to my body and it was so not in the top 10 patron interactions i’ve had that i completely forgot it happened just a few minutes later

ouhhhhh tomorrow i get tested for my ailments

i swear one day i'll figure out how to make a 2 minute timelapse instead so it's slightly more comprehensible

timelapse

DEFY TAXONOMY, HEGEMONY, AND DECENCY

actually i would classify myself a genderfail and absolutely love exploring genderfailing in many of my characters

i feel in many ways like i am unable to really count myself as A Real Trans. i would call myself profoundly gender apathetic at best. it’s fun to explore a spectrum of identity and presentation and the Theater of Gender through my art as something i feel like i cannot access, only observe.

happy trans day to the clown and whatever it may be

the thing is thinging

my apple pencil suddenly on the fritz and not registering light pressure :(

Happy Trans Day of Visibility ❤️🏳️‍⚧️❤️

the thing is thinging

i lied. figuring out the colors of its damn outfit is by far the hardest part (wailing in agony)

unsatisfied but they're still cute

rewatching this movie rn and this is so fucking true (this is about rooibos)

i normally record timelapses starting after i'm done sketching because my sketching phase is so embarrassing. i'm recording during sketching this time and you'll get to see me redraw the thing's hair about 12 times.

anyway i had a bolt of inspiration for an outfit for my thing and i need to do some concepting

when contemplating how old rooibos is meant to be i think the answer is. you know how there's that saying that casinos don't have windows or clocks to intentionally obscure the passage of time. it's like that

Mama rapidash with her newborn ponyta

ball

skebs... complete!!! 👌 will reopen either this coming weekend or next weekend. we shall see how i feel after a little recharging by drawing gay people

you know, right as i have literally finished a comm is probably not the best time to decide i don't like it and need to start over. and yet

so you're telling me that i have to work a job and also cook my own meals and on top of that cook my own yaoi

did a triple feature watching all three fifty shades movies for the first time and god bless they were so incredibly ass

thinking of them

crow is usually the one with 'power' in the compositions i draw between them, standing over pen or sitting astride him. when penance is the one with the upper hand, showing gentleness to crow who is forced to accept it despite his asperity, the fuller picture of their relationship is shown methinks

I AGREE i think a lot of the moments of tenderness between them are juxtapositions of physical strength and vulnerability— and, in other ways, the opposite, crow's willfulness and penance's shame and guardedness flipping their positions of power.

enjoying the beauty of nature at a gorgeous vista rn but also taking pictures of my tiny plush in front of flowers. needless to say i am hopelessly entranced by my thing

hope i am not just the yaoislop guy on your tl… i hope to be your yaoislop Friend

maybe one of the funniest commission things that’s ever happened to me was one time a very sweet person commissioned a surprise gift for their friend, and after the commissioner posted it and tagged them the friend had me blocked

moe

good morning saturday let’s all go on a walk today if you’re able

moe

finished the work day relatively unscathed and it is now the weekend. i can think of my yaoi in PEACE (and work on skebs)

thinking of them again

good morning let’s all have a nice, completely normal friday without incident. please 🙏

roommate was given some bath and body works lotion by their mom because it smelled too strongly for her. roommate applies it, walks briefly through the living room. and now our whole house. has been berry blasted.

vexing

i have got to draw crow in more dresses. i don't draw him enough in them for a guy who is wearing skirts most of the time. i just draw him in those tight ass pants

the lady and his knight ✷ #fearandhunger #art #fanart #nosramus ✷

started reading the picture of dorian gray. this made me go O _ O

something wretched in the water this week but especially today methinks

can i have one normal day of work this week. everyone get OUT of my library i need to think about yaoi until morale improves

needless to say neither of them ever define their relationship. partly because it is fucking crazy and sacrilegious for two members of the pilgrimage and partly because they’re like that. crow would call him “my companion” or “my priest” and penance would call him “my,” (vague hand gesture)

yaoi on the brain today as you can see