A long time Sir was in town but work went crazy and I was unable to get a session in with him. So so bummed. Really needed to service him and get the needed discipline maintenance.

This weekend I really need to see my Sir. Need to be in full submissiveness all weekend.

Whelp…

Reconnected with a previous Sir (ended well). Been so great to be able to be back as a sub. Missed it so much.

Got my @happyholetoys.bsky.social order yesterday. So excited! Love their products and always great supporting local and queer-owned businesses.

After last week at work and this weekend, the need to allow my submissive side to take over is beyond strong. Really need a Sir.

Such a frustrating and stressful day. Dealing with grown adults/companies throwing tantrums over things so stupid. Anyways. Time to now focus on doing gay things.

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Ugh. Filed my taxes, reluctantly.

These past two weeks, I have been absolutely feral.

If today is any indication, this weekend will be full on submissive mode.

This weekend has been such a strong pull for my submissiveness.

That was a shameful display earlier today. There are so many battles to fight that it can be overwhelming. We keep fighting on all fronts (fighting for the trans community, our queer communities, our friends, our allies) because we have no choice.

Been sick that last few days. Got over 35 hours of sleep this weekend. So then why am I so tired today?

Holiday so no work today. Feels like a good day to do gay things.

I’ve been 🔐 all weekend and I am so h word. It’s getting to me but at the same time I also enjoy it. 🤷‍♂️

On a vacation with my family but my best friend and essentially brother (been best friends for all but the first 6 years of my life and I’m over 40 now) just got devastating news that cancer has spread to his chest and stomach. He, his wife, and kids have anxiety already. Trying to be there for them

There has never been a better time to go out of your way to make an extra effort to shop at family-owned small businesses buying local products whenever possible, avoiding chains, online behemoths, and big corporations whenever you are able.

For the second time in my life, I 💦 hands free from just having my 🍑 devoured (and while 🔐). Absolutely magnificent feeling.

Date went very well. Beautiful scenery… both outside and in the back seat of the car. 🤭

Date tonight with a super sexy and sweet Daddy Bear and I’m all excited and nervous and can’t sleep. It’s so funny to still get nerves at 43 but here I am lol. Now, to 🔐 or not???

San Diego is nice to visit and good to see family but I am missing Seattle (and my bed). Parents voted for orange ball sack so those convos have been *fun*. Really want to get back and be extra slütty to counter the family cockblocking.

Back in San Diego and my parent’s house for the holidays. Good to see family but also it’s a lot. Lol. I get to sleep on a twin in my old childhood room. Going from a cal king to a twin was an experience 🤣🤣

Finishing up holiday shopping today for my upcoming trip back to see family. While I am in downtown Seattle, I will be taking a break from shopping for family by visiting @doghouseleathers.bsky.social and shopping for me 😈

The wrapped results were… interesting. Especially the top songs. What does this say about me? lol 💅

While most Star Trek shows had fantastic opening songs, there is something about Voyager’s that completely changes my mood. Iconic, melodic, and an anthem in its own right. DS9s (pre season 4 change) was great too, and TNG’s is a good base (the movie’s opening songs are better, imo).

Somehow I am awake for work but my motivation is zero today. I may not even put on pants today because I don’t really feel like it. (I decided today is a WFH day)

Getting occasional bouts of pretty strong vertigo was not how I saw my early 40s go but guess this is what we are doing.

Shower time hump day!

Lights flickering, wind howling, and tree branches falling on the roof. It’s been an interesting evening. Hope all the PNW gays and theys are staying safe tonight.

Reskeet if you eat 🍑

Not usually into doing trends but this is also more for myself to look back on any changes. Introduce yourself with four tv shows.

Twitter accounts deactivated. Twitter helped me find others after moving to a new city, helped me meet other 🏳️‍🌈 people in the PNW and the pre-m*sk days will be remembered fondly. But it turned into a cesspool of hate, racism, and bigotry that is, frankly, unredeemable. New chapter of social media.

Ooof, I do not feel like working the rest of this week after whatever that was on Tuesday. But alas, I am. Much rather be pretending I’m a burrito in bed.