I almost forgot to write that it's my first birthday as a true trans girl 🎂 also it's been a while since I've been here, but after 5 weeks of HRT I noticed my first changes

2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️‍⚧️ but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026 People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮‍💨

about to do my second injection tonight !

finally it's real ! 🏳️‍⚧️ but at what cost ? 😮‍💨💔

Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢

I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing. happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️‍⚧️

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

I am so proud to be queer 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

guess who is silly enough to wear broken sunglasses 😜

finally feel pretty as I don't have to hide anymore 😌 no makeup btw

it's been a few days since I arrived in Spain I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)

I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️‍⚧️

sorry for never remembering to post here :c

We are going to try to make the move. Looking at Wa state and hoping sometime mid summer. Trying to get help with expenses and making a safe landing. Please only if you are able, take care of yourself first. Appreciate any help or shares though. Open to talk if anyone has other ways of helping too.

Hello Bluesky :3

hello

I just dream for the day when everything will change in a much better way for me (or may not change at all) But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow

I declare that everything that has happened in my life, including my closed nature, nervousness, desire to forget what happened in the past, changing myself beyond recognition are long-term consequences of school bullying from which I haven't recovered after almost 15 years 🤕

i think something that can be said about all people who transition - or come out of the closet at all - is they have answered life at least once with a resounding YES. this is more than most manage and those lacking virtue always resent those who display it.

I thank everyone for the support ! 🩷🩵 I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)

3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken. 6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to. docs.google.com/document/d/1... gofund.me/7182b3ee Here's what I went through. (1/

Happy day of trans visibility! Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!

I don't think I have a mood to celebrate Trans Day of Visibility after what happened in 2024 Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞

meow feed me or I will piss your bed 😼

i started HRT in 2022 at age 30 after two years of debating whether it was too late, whether i’d lose what little in my life i had left, whether i could ever feel beautiful in my own skin there is ALWAYS still time

So unfortunately for the past couple weeks the fundraiser has stalled a bit. But thanks to @coolcoolcool.bsky.social & @renorenorenoreno.bsky.social (BOTH NSFW‼️) who did a fundraising stream we got a lot closer to reaching our goal! Thank you so much! Please check out their art and keep it going!

it's been 3 years since my old life has been ruined bc of the war that my home country started, and it was that moment when I decided to change it ASAP to not lose my potential to make a gender transition forever (1/2) 🥺🇺🇦🏳️‍⚧️

just received that @sharkstunes.com T-shirt on Valentine's day this is the only T-shirt which I'll be glad to wear

just received that @sharkstunes.com T-shirt on Valentine's day this is the only T-shirt which I'll be glad to wear

hey

Today’s my birthday so I guess I’m 31 now 🥳

New transition timeline 2008-2024 I'm so much happier now. Zero regrets 🏳️‍⚧️⚧️❤️

why is there so much fucking hate for trans people? like we just wanna live our lives and be happy with our bodies, etc. i am literally just Vibing and these fucking fascist fucks hate me for it? like make it make sense !!!!

and so I am in the club of 23 I thought about this day as an opportunity to open my Telegram blog for Russian people, maybe this will motivate me to stay publicly online here's the link: t.me/iamirisia

Today is my 4 Year Anniversary of being a Girl

and so I am in the club of 23 I thought about this day as an opportunity to open my Telegram blog for Russian people, maybe this will motivate me to stay publicly online here's the link: t.me/iamirisia

these last weeks I feel so ignorant, like my situation is not worth the attention, but the massive regress about trans rights in the US is this is how I feel on my birthday eve on the other side, I made a decision to go silent to focus on IRL things while I could have done smth useful in waiting

Just to quote to make clear why it's not safe for me to return. Translation from the original investigation by Meduza (it's not translated in English yet). storage.googleapis.com/gsc-link/7c8...

Just to quote to make clear why it's not safe for me to return. Translation from the original investigation by Meduza (it's not translated in English yet). storage.googleapis.com/gsc-link/7c8...

I escaped from Taris !!

how to waste a day off:

I couldn't resist not ordering a merch piece from one of my top favorite musicians, before it's too late @sharkstunes.com it's been a great journey to follow, so I want it to be a strong memory by having something personal from you 🩵

Need someone I can send pictures like this to at work 🥺 (Any volunteers?)

new song "Dissocia" is OUT NOW on all major streaming platforms 🎶

i got a big shirt do i look cute 🩶🩷

my salary has been withheld for the second day and I don't have money to fix my glasses so here's how I fixed them kinda 😬