Unfortunately my experiments with caffeine are showing that it TOO is a mood dampener bc I am an incredibly sensitive flower 😪 can’t I have anything fun

Well I’ve stopped drinking again and am working out every day. Predictably, feel totally better

I know that I’ve been feeling shitty lately bc I haven’t been working out and I’ve been drinking. However I can’t seem to change my behavior. Hell

Fun fact: I make my own mayonnaise

Is it too late to have instant ramen

You know, what might keep me sober is my friggin heartburn 🙄 never get old

Yay sex 😎

Holy shit I need to quit it with the caffeine 😑

Have not had the wherewithal to take selfies lately. Feeling so much yearning, weird

I might be bad at this dating thing. Just replied, We’ll see how it goes! 😂 Which is true! I’ve been at this long enough to keep my wits about me

Christ so strange how literally no food is appealing on Naltrexone. In other news, I’m in the best shape of my life?

I am kind of loving this being vagueposting. Ready for my entire life to change. Everything sucks? Most things? Whatever, etc

Am I healed if I texted a quasi-ex and honestly I don’t even care that he didn’t reply? Anywho watch my videos etc, etc

I have cracked open my Love Addicts Anonymous step book! Step one, admitting I am powerless over my addiction. Hmmm

2 days of exercise. Feel slightly less apocalyptic. Next big project is cracking open my love addicts anonymous step book 😑

Rededicating myself to sobriety, investing in myself and my future

Sexxxy cleaning my apt before leaving to go to the airport for the longest trip I’ve ever(?) taken

Next in my sexy and exciting life, a rare venture “outside” to buy some expensive but worth it/essential to Greek salad Kalamata olives

Antibiotics are working. Feeling well enough to work out for the first time in a week. Pray for me

Baby got back

I feel too sick to go to urgent care, which probably means I should go to urgent care 🙄

Peach

I feel like I haven’t been eating enough fruits and vegetables….

Little breaky break

Want to move here permanently but nervous to lose my hard won audience at the other place. But times are coming soon to decide between what is easy and what is right. What will maximize profits or what will help you sleep at night

Having a hard time getting out of bed today sigh

Can’t decide if this is a “flattering” butt photo

After a minor hiccup back to marathon March camming. Need fresh color for Budapest!

Manifesting family

Lunch

My first muscle. Shoulder! Very proud

Just thought the world should know that I’m having the worst latte of my life

Apparently I will sacrifice a lot of morals/ethics to pay rent

Um there’s literally no other way to explain Elon’s nazi salute. So hello

Solo holidays are interesting, doing everything purely for my own pleasure. Not having to consider anyone else. The peak of self care

Picking up a new foster cat!

Life keeps life-ing

Starting a @clips4sale.bsky.social store and holy hell it is a lot of work

Naps have become addictive. Not fair that everything I like has a potential to become an addiction. Sigh.

Mac n cheese giving me heart palpitations?

Technicolor love. Model: @luxgraycamgirl.bsky.social #Streamate #StreamateModel #babe luxgray.cammodels.com

Ok. I should go outside. Then cam. Come hell or high water.

I like edibles but I think they totally knock me out the following day. Magic always comes with a price

Feels like every day there is less and less time?

He can file an appeal directly by mail

Went to sleep early, woke up early. What light through yonder window breaks

Dating while working in the industry. How do y’all do it? The apps suck, for everyone. Do I have to literally go outside and talk to strangers??? Shudder

I have royally fucked up my sleep schedule. Sapporo Ichiban beef flavored ramen with egg and kimchi. Then cam???

In my nun fetish bag with @luxgraycamgirl.bsky.social and Gymnast Alexia