I’m in an odd and sleepless mood tonight. It’s very frustrating.

This is the Shock Doctrine. This is disaster capitalism. This is fascistic. Now is the time for civil disobedience.

Also, note the pageantry around Kirk’s death. This isn’t normal, but we’ve seen it before!

And academics have lost their jobs simply for pointing out he was also a virulent racist as well as a “free speech” activist (how ironic that his death is leading to an erosion of what he supported). We have a word for that: fascism.

America, this is not a drill! You are losing the first amendment because a racist was shot and some people have questioned his veneration. This is disaster capitalism happening in real time.

Seriously, the temptation is to feel self-conscious, but no, don’t do that! We’re all a bit shit! Stop worrying. It’s awesome

From now on I will only be referring to the US administration as “The Party”

What’s happening in the US is perfectly described in Naomi Klein’s Shock Doctrine. This exploitation of Kirk’s death to steal your rights is a pattern we’ve seen again and again & the US is seeing it to incredible levels that go against the beloved first amendment.

Please read, share and donate if you can afford to. This crisis is still ongoing

What I love about middle aged dating is when you’re vibing you then reveal to each other all the bits of you that are broken, saggy, a weird shape etc. There’s 20-somethings who are physically perfect. But we’re all fucked by middle age & it’s glorious

Sick people: when do you set out with potential new partners the truth of how sick you are? They know my dx but not that im in hospital so much or how ill it makes me. IDW to put them off but I should just say it, right?

Whilst I feel a lot of sympathy for these ppl who’ve lost shit loads on ozempic & wind up with loose skin, a part of me is glad loose skin is gonna be wildly normalised. I’ve never been fat, other than pg, but have very loose skin due to my CTD which embarrasses me

My 1st ever attempt at dating update: I’ve made friends with a woman on there because we got on really well but she finds my energy too masc to fancy me- which is fair enough. She’s super lovely though and I think we’ll probably have a night out together. Meanwhile, I’m talking to a lot of women/

We were sorting my room for keep/ sale/ donate etc yesterday but today I woke up with a trapped nerve. My books are boxed up and it took hours to find my phone- it was under my arse. I was so fucking bored. But yay! There’s people in my phone I can speak to now. (There’s gonna be 0 replies to this😆)

More good music for you to thank me for youtu.be/AiX4CIgKMEs?...

You ever have those times in life where everything has been so shit for so long without end in sight that you just keep looking up hoping for some hand of god shit to just come fix it?

The boer is robbing the Battle Born State

You should definitely watch the Ghostbusters cartoon, because it is straight up better than the movies. I'm not kidding, I rewatched it a few years ago, and it holds up marvelously. It's the best Ghostbusters has ever been.

Having to bin, give away,and box up all my shit because the extent of the damp and mould in my bedroom is so bad, even cardboard breaks down in a soggy mess and metal rusts. It’s not helped that i reversed night and day and no one is awake to help at 3am

Idk what’s wrong with me. I’m mentally stuck and really low. I can’t shake it off. Maybe I should actually start taking my anti-depressants but I don’t like medicating normal human feelings

The world lost a cunt, not a martyr. Fuck every centrist acting like we can remind ppl of his own fucking words

Another artist most people haven’t heard of but was a truly amazing song writer youtu.be/0feFedDW_iQ?...

You can thank me later for introducing to this amazing artist and this amazing cover youtu.be/Gts4irrfGVk?...

I can’t sleep on 4.5 Nytol so I don’t think sleep is coming for me tonight. Man… I would get so stoned if someone offered me weed rn & to hell with the brain wibbles (seizure auras).

Trump just signed an EO increasing H1-B visa by $100K, a visa that typically costs around $5000 This is likely illegal—but if upheld: 1. USA already has a doctor shortage 2. ~25% of doctors are international 3. In our for profit system this will ⬇️ doctor access, ⬆️ medical costs, & ⬆️ mortality rates

💕💸 #HelpSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive2025

My mood is still in my boots. I don’t get it. It’s not like me to be this low. Doesn’t help we discovered the damp (sopping wet water really) & mould in my room means it needs redecorating & rearranging *this week*

I don’t understand how people being locked in burning Teslas has happened multiple times yet even the EU hasn’t banned their deathtrap door handles

Fellas, if toxic masculinity’s insidious socialization means you’ve ever dreamed of dying gloriously in battle to protect others: Stand in the front row of protests. As the crack downs ramp up the way Vance and Miller want them to, you’ll get plenty of chances to hold the line.

news.sky.com/story/afghan... I’m taking a lot of this with a pinch of salt as I had a friend who had to change location daily to stop being found by the Taliban because he ran security for the UK embassy. He lived in terror.

They just tear-gassed us. They tried to run us over in a van holding a peaceful protester. They shot us with pepper balls. They dragged another protester into the facility.

In more fun news, I’ve finally matched with a dyke during my new adventures into actively trying to date. I’ve been matched with way too many femmes.

I upset someone and I feel like such a PoS. I’m not sure what I did as my brain has been so muddied from seizures all week, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I’m a Quaker. Hurting people goes against everything I believe in. I hate my brain. Just slept for most of last 24 hours from a massive fit

Peter Mandelson can sit as a Labour Lord while my colleagues have lost the whip for opposing disability benefits cuts and the two-child benefit cap. Such draconian, politically-motivated suspensions undermine democracy and make a mockery of our party. They should have the whip restored immediately.

youtube.com/watch?v=Gts4... I have a huge crush on this musician anyway, but this cover of Cooking Wine makes me want to start checking out wedding rings

It is genuine hell going through perimenopause with catamennial epilepsy & CVS. I’m not just the moaniest bastard in the world. I’m the moaniest bastard with excuses.

It’s basically turning into “oh! Your body is all kind of fucked up? Umm…. Oh shit, I just found out I’m bleeding to death. Sorry we couldn’t make it work….arghhhhh bye…. Ouchies”

I need a cuggle. Or oestrogen. Probably oestrogen.

I do not know what’s wrong with me today. I’m so lost and idk what to do with myself. I’ve spent the day only feeling half here.

Feeling blue tonight. Had seizure auras and I’m just fucking pissed about it. I’m tired of my body/ myself. Big into the ennui tonight

Starting to doubt the myths about my existence

Quoting Klein: "some of Kirk’s allies declaring war" i.e. POTUS & VP "(Kirk) effort to change this country in ways that (he) think(s) are good." Christian nationalism, as cause de raison, is perverse Quoting Spencer Cox goes beyond the pale, Klein. Shapiro's white man aggrievance, too. U FAIL

Please can you read and share, and please donate if you can, to my friend Ahmed? His family is in dire need

Generally fuck AI, but this is amazing! Imagine gaining that!

I got blocked for making a joke about someone’s joke about how menopause is “cougar puberty.” Ppl may be a tad sensitive.

My first ever foray into intentional dating: Since writing this, it’s occurred to me, with great horror, that I might be the one not being funny. I’m just saying the perfunctory crap I see NTs say to each other at first. “How was your day?” “What is your job?” “When did my personality die?”

Trying to do my first foray into online dating whilst horribly depressed is interesting. Them: Hey, How’s your evening going? Me: Disappointing in its longevity. Would you like to burn the world down to ashes with me?

"Transtifa" it would be funny how unoriginal and stupid this all is if it wasnt for the fact its a motion to label trans people as a terrorist organization and ban the transflag