dude were my shirts always this long.. im a big shorts guy and i just look like im never wearing pants

i lost one singular lb in january that is actually hilarious

meant to type 2 but thats what it feels like

alright time to get it together

kinda tired of this whole gender thing

saw a pic of a girl @ higher bmi than me and all i thought was that shes adorable and pretty….. but i need to keep losing before anyone can even look at me. does this make sense. the brain is so strange lol

i have nothing left to give emotionally

i hate everyone

at what age do you start looking like an adult

i finally put it on tday and oh my god 😭 its so much flatter i dont wanna take it off sob

oh my god what rhe fuck is goinf on everyone needs to leave me alone wtf

can i admit either this was apparently a weird fluke or im genuinely insane because i went straihjt back to 141 the day after this and havent gone back down since

ive been eating so much i need to die

YEAHHHHHHH SNOW

turns out eating 1k instead of 700 makes my stomach shut up at night

yoink yoink yoink im impatient you Will learn about me Now Now Now

just went in the same room 3 times to get one thing because i kept forgetting

please god if you’re real let it snow so hard i dont have to go back to class on monday

i have been drawing all day it is such fun

ive been having yogurt for breakfast all week cause it was gonna expire & its finally done… i can have waffles now 😭

kill all periods

ok my period is actually just early which is fine bc if it were on time itd be starting the same day classes do 😭

why am i 139.6 what just happened

this is actually the worst pms i have ever experienced in my life wtaf is going on

Cuz some of y'all tryhards need a reminder

MAKE IT STOP

i dont fuck with comparisonsp0 or fatphobia at all for the record. shaming people with the same problems in a different form is nasty asf and youre not better than anyone because of your bmi. be fucking real, we’re all being controlled by food regardless. thats the reason its a damn disorder lmao

somehow a chocolate chip granola bar was less c4ls than the granola i use in my yogurt 😭

YAY SNOW

started spiraling bad about not being able to accurately track the dinner ive been having all week & then overate yesterday on top of that so. i just need to get it together really

why do i have cramps already 🫩 period shouldnt be for like almost another week…..::kms

im going to hurt you if you dont add privs

omfg my 1 hour nap turned into 3 hours

caved

ok i had another weird dream about stealing what’s going on

if i said something every time a nonblack person used aave in an incorrect/weird/microaggressive/annoying way id have no friends

IM GONNA KEEP DOING IT EVERY DAY EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO WEAK ASS EXERCISE LIKE AN IDIOT BABY FOR MONTHS UNTIL IT GETS EASIER

ok second day trying it im getting into the slop factor

would kill for a brownie tbh

i want to make my stance very clear: we’re living in a really terrifying point in history and it’s extremely important to make our voices heard.. fuck 🧊 , fuck the current administrati0n and fuck anyone who supports it !!!

i am trying so hard but i am so weak its actually embarrassing

theres so many 10-13 y/os under 4n4 pins asking if theyre fat it makes me feel ill like omfg pleasee you’re just a babyyyyy ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

i think i made it a bit too sweet which is on me but im definitely not as offended as last time

tried making oatmeal again to see if i still hate it

its a game changer ive already decided

im so so happy today went so well! ( ˙꒳​˙ )

gonna slowly test the skincare stuff too before building a routine, so far the cleanser and moisturizer i got feel sooo nice and my skin isnt burning at all which is half the battle imo

got here today ! im excited idk