all the other LGBT people making emotional complex music. smart music. that’s really awesome but it also leaves a hole to be filled with Stupid Bangers ……. so just for your consideration here’s my stupid album about my stupid life

“The Adventures of Jester Jackalope” OUT NOW everywhere 😅❤️🎶 thank you for this life

i've neglected EDM for so long that i have to re-learn bass sound design & what makes an interesting drop :(((

i'm genuinely gonna miss winter, i haven't seen this much snow in over a decade ;~;

i'm the secret third frost child

found three oomfies and WON a COSTUME CONTEST THAT NIGHT??? i forgot to take a pic of my outfit though. 😫 what a lovely first time in a gay bar!!

will i spend my birthday with furries or drag queens??? 🤔

my air fryer recently broke. my microwave started acting up. my toilet seat needs to be replaced. my TV seems like it's about to break. how is this all happening within a week???

have you ever had an iced vanilla pudding strawberry matcha latte with a hint of lavender?? ... yeah.. YEAH, that's what i thought 🙂‍↕️

over two months ago i asked my performing rights organisation [GEMA] about the legalities of letting someone re-use an instrumental that i already registered. and just now, they replied to my email with instructions on how to cover other songs. 😭😭

🤨 + 🤨 =

i'm covering more music than i do originals lately and that NEEDS to change!! i finally have a studio that i get to visit weekly!!! HELLO!!!!!

vocaloid musicians are truly the best in the "happy sound with emotionally deep lyrics" category. youtu.be/LvYL8u4p-aM?...

i was mugging fiercely in berlin

i was about to go "NOW i remember... 🎵🎶 the 21st of september" but i forgor

I'M A SOMEBODY!!! YEAAAAAH!!! 🤩🤩🤩

einbaer in berlin... einbaerlin

i always think i'm not claustrophobic but then traveling long distances with the deutsche bahn convinces me otherwise. 😍

2 ½ months seemed like a good enough sobriety streak for me. i might go for a longer one in the future, but i truly didn't have ANY fun at ALL during it. now i'm literally microdosing weed for some weekends and i reeeally feel the high again.

i'm so [anxiously] excited to go to my 3rd ever concert/2nd time to see food house!!! x3

i can't wait for sneezy season to be over! cozy clothes for cool weather! less sweating! no annoying ass insects! i love autism autumn!!!!! :DDD

in my 7 years of living in hamburg i've only had 3 hairdresser appointments and it has always left me unsatisfied... wish me luck for tomorrow!!! :3

that tennis game didn't even look bad,, i just really badly miss smth like mario sports mix!!! a mario sports game that's just one sport ; idk :/// 60€ seems to much for it mario & sonic's olympic game ; just a minigame collection. mario sports mix for wii ; GOLDEN!!! GREAT!!! PERFECT!!!

let's celebrate mario's 40th anniversary...! ...with a movie [👍], a yoshi game that lowkey looks like it's for mobile [🤔], a tennis game [😓] and fucking two re-releases [😮‍💨]. sure, whatever man...

😍🥰🤩 an online friend is coming over to stay for the weekend 🥲😢😭 i'm spending time with him for like,,, 4 hours max??

will i cut&colour my hair in time or wear a wig? will i paint like a clown or drag queen in berlin?? will i give my favourite band some of my selfgrown weed??? leave your guesses 👇down below👇 and stay tuned!!! 😃😀🙂

they're having a 🫵-off

do you remember...🎵🎶 the 11th of september? 😃😀

new sonic racing game in three weeks!

do you remember the ...1st night of september?

i found "the amazing digital circus" and i suddenly love indie animation again. it's insanely pretty, super cute and emotionally touching at times!

when do those betterhelp ads & podcast sponsors finally die out???

actually NORMALIZE SUCKING YOUR OWN DICK! whether metaphorically or in a autofellatio way ; being a bit cocky can be GOOD!

not to suck my own dick, but i've been a very fierce diva for pride.

will anyone ever find out that i've released a few things under another alias.. or will i announce it first??? 😃😀😬

It's national "Whats going on with mycareer" day

i script out almost any phone call. i proofread my texts about five times if not more. i put off voice memos for weeks 'cause i don't know what to expect. i am SOOO incredibly cooked.

fortnite extended their blitz royale game mode for a whole year! 😀

how many more "i need to"s do i have in me until i actually do shit MY GOD!!!

i need to be more diva RN!!

DIY > AI

i'm still so excited [nervous] to visit berlin next month! i have some shirts to finish!!

why does this website still won't let us save drafts???

i usually don't like posting the same thing on all my socials BUT I CREATED "EinBaer" A DECADE AGO! for TEN WHOLE YEARS now i've been sharing my music!! HOLY HELL!!!

of course this shithead is trying to justify his behaviour with having a job... and he's trying to find more blame on my [& my bf's] side, but of course it barely makes sense. how is us taking up a bit too much space more problematic than his dirty behaviour?! i love conflict!!! 💕😍💕

i've been in waiting mode for half a week and i can't bring myself to do anything fun or productive 'cause of my last appointment for this month.. i love neurodivergence! :3c

finally confronting my dumb ass roommate 'cause i'm tired of him stacking our dishes in his room, never cleaning up after himself and leaving shit stains in the toilet. so excited for his answer! 🥰

i only follow one [1!] guy who rarely posts nudes, so why is my discover timeline 1/3 straight porn? ...actually not even porn, just women posting nudes/kink stuff?! HELLO BLUESKY I'M A #GAY WHO'S INTO #BEARS #OTTERS AND OTHER #QUEER GUYS!!!

MISCHIEVOUS AS IF I'M NABBIT😈 COLLECT THE BAG 'CAUSE IT'S A HABIT🤑 🗣️BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I PACK IT!!😏 🔊AM I GIVING 🏳️‍⚧️DOLL OR A 🏳️‍🌈FAGGOT??🤨

also my new rmx contains ; - "give me your fucking money" vine + quenlin & larray sample - caroline polachek mention - a banging trap & hardcore drop so perhaps,, listen please? 👉👈🤓 open.spotify.com/track/1ItCXS...