Life update: Sister is dying (not new but still exhausting) Dad is likely dying (new) Dad's losing his job Can't afford the house Likely moving into my favorite relatives house. I haven't stepped foot inside since she passed. 12 hours away. Best friend is gone 4 recent deaths When does it end???

I guess reality takes a solid 2-3 business days to sink in

Oh stfu you dramatic piece of shit

So the owner of the house I live in is dying (on life support until we say goodbye). I need money to stay here while I figure out what we're doing with the house. Help me not be homeless? Thank you and I'm sorry to ask. paypal.me/boxeswithgod cash.app/$boxescash Thank you.

Dude, Alex Gaskarth rapped and screamed tonight and it was incredible. I wasn't expecting that. My emo heart is proud 🥲

My favorite pastime is planning out music festivals I'm not going to.

My dream is to get a bunch of emos together to go Christmas caroling. Who's coming with me?

Sometimes I'm having a rough day and then other times I'm having a rough day but my neighbor is outside angrily yelling "margarita" because she named her tiny, untrained puppy Margarita.

There's no Miserable at Best on the setlist

sEND MEmes 😃

Tonight at work, I genuinely had to ask a grown adult if he was drinking my floor cleaner.

Now once again I find myself inside an empty silhouette I'll dance around until the light finds me Poison everything you said you loved The stuff that fills me up, I feel it burning away underneath my sweater

Just got a work related email signed "stay unstoppable" Anyways, back to playing Minecraft on the clock.

My job entails having people stay in one room for about an hour at a time and then promptly drowning the place with Lysol immediately after they leave because nearly every group has at least one person who won't shower. I swear I just almost puked from one breath inside that room. How do you live?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I took these!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y'all ever end up so close you gotta step back to take a picture? More pics tomorrow when I'm not crashing, but I still can't get over this 🫠

I see your 20+ tabs open and raise you 4 different web browsers open at once.

I cannot be getting sick before the most important day of the year!!!!!!

Matt Maeson: life sucks, I'm a failure, things are hopeless Me: 🤘🏻😃🤘🏻 Matt Maeson: "Oh rest assured you troubled soul. You may let go of that weight you hold. For it is good to feel lament. It will remind you once again. That I'll be somebody in my own time" Me: 😭😭😭😭 That was a crazy concert.

What is it about me that says "oh sure you can disappear for a long time and show back up when you need help?" It's the fact that I get so excited to hear from old friends just to realize they're only back cuz their life sucks.

My job is fun. I'm in an entirely different room from whatever customers come in, so they feel comfortable yelling at me. Typically when they feel stupid. I usually just offer to come in and help, so they can see who they're yelling at 😊

I went to go put on some cleaning music, and discovered a brand new EDEN album. I didn't know I was capable of making such a noise

Meesa didn't win the costume contest. How rude.

This party is gonna go hard

My waitress just called it a "gee roh" 1-10 how screwed am I?

My grandparents are in town this week, and my dear sweet grandmother took my laundry out and folded it for me. Little did she know it meant she'd be flashbanged by this beauty. I wish I could have seen the reaction.

Damn, Mayday Parade warned me about this exact thing, and I still didn't listen. Sorry Derek.

I saw a post the other day about how OP hates living in their brain, and every time I take my smaller dino purse out of my larger dino bag and imagine it's an emergency C-section, I've never related more.

The scariest thing so far this month just happened. My insurancesless ass almost forgot to cancel tomorrow's appointment. I got the call in 6 minutes before the 24 hour deadline.

when i was a wee artie i first learned abt yaoi bc my older sibling was really into castlevania curse of darkness on ps2 and would show me pictures of isaac and hector on deviantart which they called "why-ayy-oh-eye" including the ones we were way too young to be looking at.

I feel like I'm on auto pilot but if autopilot crashed into things and then kept going

First ever wheel spin for the Bombsquad Retro Achievement Set of the Month™ Everyone who beat or mastered Golden Sun (GBA) in September got to pick wheel slices with their points. Ten slices for Luigi's Mansion, and it still landed on the DS version of Chrono Trigger chosen by @fatmn.bsky.social !

Concert 3/3 for this month was great. I'm definitely ready for a little break now tho lol.

Lol my phone is being a bully. I've swiped away the same memory *three* times, and it's like "hah loser, look at your past pain and suffering. Oh, you swiped it? That's funny. Now look at it you doofus"

It's crazy disheartening how many people will excuse terrible actions when there's some mediocre theology mixed in. "Do not take the Lord's name in vain" doesn't mean saying 'oh my God" or whatever. It means don't try and justify hateful actions by wrongfully involving Him.

It's not even noon and I've held myself back from 4 different crash outs. Idk if I can stop a 5th lol. Pray 4 me

Sometimes, I spend most of my shifts playing video games. Other times, *cough cough today* this job makes me wanna become a statistic. It at least ended nicely with really sweet people.

I seriously gotta work on soft smiles when I'm meeting my favorite artists. Tonight's picture was at least better than the one from Heartbent, but good Lord. You gotta chill 🤣

Disney+ decided to change my subscription to the $40 per month one lol. I caught it before the first payment cuz someone else posted about it. Check your accounts 🙃

Real post time: ADTR and Yellowcard were my #1 picks to see live when I was like 14, downloading Yellowcards violin sheet music off sketchy sights and frying my vocal cords trying to scream. Last night was pretty sick. 14 year old Lindsey is happy. I'm still sad they skipped 2nd Sucks tho.

@adaytoremember.bsky.social Not playing 2nd Sucks tonight knocked you down to 2nd in my heart. Have you just been at it for years and can't reach that level anymore? I expected nothing less from you.

The only truly worthy supreme thing is a crunch wrap

Practicing ballet in the cameraless area at work while listening to ADTR. Lowkey, ballet and screamo go well together. I wonder if my instructor will be cool enough to slip something into the recital 🙏🏻

Artists! Show an old piece you still love! Particularly the Giygas (from Earthbound / Mother 2) part, but I can't be bothered to separate it. Man I need to start drawing stuff again

I just read the words "bottomless root beer floats" Imma be fartin tonight for sure

Oh goodness, at least my past 2 days of Google searches were done on my shared work account. At least multiple people have access, so they can't trace the weird stuff back to me (I think)

Also if anyone wants to try Golden Sun for the GBA, a bunch of us on my server are going through the Retro Achievements set together this month. It's like a book club for a bunch of hermit gamer nerds.

Spotify really keeps telling me my top artist 2 years in a row is back on tour knowing full well I'm at my limit for buying concert tickets. Why's everyone I love gotta tour in the same two weeks?

Will to live restored