I think my problems may lie deeper than a lack of inspiration. I am very fucking deeply not okay. I should not feel as deathly bad as I do right now just because I cant draw.

genuinely how do you get ideas of what to draw of your ocs

childhood nostalgia moodboard

All I know

He's looking prettier now.

I made a scuffed up doll of one of my friends characters :]

youtubers editing videos where theyre just talking in front of a camera be like "ok on this bit i need to zoom into my face a little. this bit i need to reverb my voice. this bit i make my voice pitch down a bit and zoom in on my face again... yeah this serves purpose probably."

My Pac-Man design

more doodles gifts for zenithalomega (moth) and ccccrococcccat (cat lizard thingy) and tuye n jubei

HI IM THE SECOND ONE IM SO AWESOME

buncha chibis!! been really fun practicing (first 3 gifts, last 2 comms) click image for character owner credits!!

I just wish I could think about the future and feel comfortable and hopeful. I find that thinking in the present, I am... Some semblance of happy and comfortable. But wondering what I actually will reach for in life just... Scares me. I feel so hopeless and I feel like a loser by nature.

Have you ever seen an artist you enjoy gradually discover themselves as an artist and you suddenly find that the art that they enjoy making the most simply just isn't interesting to you compared to what they used to make? It's a weird feeling that makes it easy to feel guilty for not liking it.

A bit rusty lately #greendeltarune #deltarune

I think something

i hate designing cute clothes because then i'm like "i wanna wear that" but i can't because THEY'RE NOT REAL ;-; #ART #DigitalART #anthro

The world is too loud

The world is too loud

i might get off of social media a bit becuase my depression is bad rn and when chapter 3 and 4 came out i feel like i felt so much less for it than chapter 2 because i was so much happier back then, chapter 5 i fear ill play and just be completely emotionless.

I am both of these cats and I accept both of them entirely.

I'm sorry I don't find "You shouldn't do subtext anymore because people are stupid" to be a particularly compelling argument

People ARE stupid but you should do subtext anyway. You can spell it out as blatantly as possible and people will still willfully misinterpret it. I don't want all art to become shows for preschoolers, personally

I actually don't think we should be babyproofing fiction for the lowest common denominator

I am figuring it out

I found this image I made after playing doom 64 years ago I was fucking MAD

Its hard to design a pretty looking old man without it looking too... Anime-ish, I suppose. Then again, the part I am struggling with is the hairstyle, I have never been too great with coming up with hair.

I am so sick to death of everything needing to be THE BEST SOMETHING YOU'VE NEVER SEEN/PLAYED/WATCHED or whatever. Everything needs to be the GREATEST THING EVER and a HIDDEN OBSCURE GEM THAT YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF oh my god shut UP already for christ sake.

It's bizarre how repeatedly people keep hijacking the conversation about Accessibility away from things like closed captioning, colorblindness support, alt-text for screen-readers, etc, to "Games should be easier to play, books should be easier to read, and shows should be simple to understand"

🌙🏠 DREAMCORE 🌈☁️

Ive been extremely unhappy for a couple of days and to make it worse I keep listening to Door Is Jammed by SMØR and i swear its like my version of the king in yellow, i genuinely feel like i go insane the second i hear "youre pomni- NO!! welcome home- NO!!!" But i want to comprehend it but i cant.

annual reminder #pride

Commissioned via an anon to draw jowee and mari from drawn to life - thanks for the support! #drawntolife #drawntolifethesecondchapter #drawntolifemari #drawntolifejowee #mari #jowee #marixjowee #pixelart #pixel #art #artist #digitalart #commission #commissionedaart #commissionsopen #furry

Vel

More Groundskeepers freaks.

My conspiracy on why pac-mom looks so fucking hideous is that Namco is angry that ATgames have the copyrights to Mizz Pac-Man and to make everyone else mad they gave us an ugly replacement that nobody is ever going to miss if they do get Mizz back from ATgames. They want us to want pac-mom gone.

This is my ideal story tone by the way i just want that to be known

Big hero 6 where everything is pretty much the same except baymax looks like this instead

arts and crafts husband edition #selfship

Marfalump is NOT allowed to say the f word

I spy with my little eye... 👁 A mascot design for myself representing my usernames UnknownSpy and Inkhandprint #characterdesign #oc #art #digitalart #originalcharacter

I heard whitehouse start a song with "CAN I SUGGEST YOU, GET FUCKED!" over repeated banging distorted white noise and felt such a unique connection and desire.

Really been contemplating seeing if I can book a recording booth somewhere near me. I have been making music very influenced by power electronics, and a key feature of power electronics is screaming your fucking head off and betting mad as fuck, and I really would love that opportunity.

My personal minecraft complaint is that it has strayed into this dissonant tone of being educational and scientific-based, when the game was rooted in fantasy inspired by dungeons and dragons. Trying to be educational on animals in a game with giant blue squids and killer giant spiders is... Odd.

boys are allowed to wear maid outfit for as long as they desire #ART #DigitalART #anthro

I miss her she was so fucking funny I hope shes okay.

2027 is the year of bhad babie

Someday I will create controvarsial art. I will create a conversation that makes people uncomfortable, because some comfortable people DESERVE to be disturbed and forced to think. Because some people are too comfortable with their ignorance.

I plan on trying to talk to people again a bit more when june finally arrives. I also hope to just be here on my main account a bit more too. I am excited, but good god I am exhausted. I have at least learned a lot about myself and hope to carry that on.

Cavalry.