Im sorry I keep promising to be active and just dont. Im struggling to find something I enjoy and am passionate about again. I am working through it from several angles but for now I will probably still be quieter than I'd like.

My step-mother was recently diagnosed with Triple Negative Stage 4 Breast Cancer. Chemo starts this week. If you are in a place to support in any way, please consider supporting. Please do not put yourself out or place unneeded strain on yourself. gofund.me/d7e374471

MERNIN!! I'm playin some of the new stuff in #HuntShowdown1896 with @ladgaman.bsky.social and AL! come hang out, frens! <3 www.twitch.tv/krotukk

Small victories, but in recent weeks I've managed to make myself participate in society a little at least a few days a week. Better than sitting home all day every day but still exhausting.

So that day didn't happen. Working on getting a schedule set for myself to remind me to do this. SoonTM

What if I started posting daily clips here starting tomorrow. Thoughts?

This is an @almostfae.bsky.social appreciation post.

Its exhausting seeing people rely on AI to think for them. Someone can say the most basic of statements, and someone over on the other place will ask the resident AI to further explain.

Has been a wonderful birthday. Good fun, amazing friends, and one of the most relaxed and just....comfortable birthdays i can remember

Going to make a more concerted effort to be active here. Finally breaking a lot of my routines lately and shaking things up to have a healthier mental state.

I am committing this month to expanding my stream schedule (and content). One day a week isn't enough. Motivation is hard, but I am going to get this done. This week stays the same, but next week there will be a minimum of Mon/Wed/Fri. If anyone wants to make plans, let me know!

Living life chaotic in @huntshowdown.bsky.social . Still not sure how I didn't get put down here. #HuntShowdown #Chaos #Pennies

I should probably actually use this. So enjoy. I went to get a haircut and had two realizations. 1. A buzz cut on me feels good but im too generically white for that. 2. I have resting "fuck everything" face which probably explains why conversations are weird. Anyway. Here's wonderwall.

@changeline.bsky.social sometimes things just make sense

Ever lay down for a nap and wake up and suddenly its tomorrow? Yeah me either....

Current obsession in @huntshowdown.bsky.social is Throwing Knives. Sometimes things just work.

I owe a bit of an update. Im still going to be aiming for at least one day a week for streams. Due to some family illness and likely figuring out long term care for one of my grandparents in the extremely near future my schedule and energy levels are unpredictable at best.

go to the list, click 'subscribe' and then 'block all accounts' :) this list is kept updated so keep the garbage off your bsky <3

Live now with some @huntshowdown.bsky.social own Chaos sure to show up. twitch.tv/ladgaman

I'm planning to try and stream Hunt every day this coming week starting around 6pm eastern. Currently no specific teammates lined up, so if anyone has room.for an idiot with traps shoot me a dm!

PSA to all the artists out there from amateur to professional, while there's always room for growth, just because someone doesn't like your art doesn't make you a bad artist. Sometimes people need different things/have different visions/styles. You're doing great & don't stop doing what you love 🫶🏻

Got some rough news this morning. Have to take care of quite a few things. I know I just started back streaming somewhat consistently and since then things have been weird. But im not going anywhere, I just need to get through the here and now.

Im seeing all of these "here are my interests" posts. But like, ADHD hyperfocus allows me about one thing at a time so. My interest. Hunt: Showdown

Just simply gunna drop this. Next iteration of self discovery. More and more feeling like Panromantic Ace is a more specific descriptor.

No stream tonight - in a bit more pain than what will allow me to focus well. Will try to stream this weekend!

Moving some of my better clips over here to help show what Im about. This Shadow Leap play in @huntshowdown.bsky.social from last week. Not gunna spam, but probably one a day or so.

Be kind to yourself today. Give yourself a break. Take 5 minutes to just stop and unwind. Life comes at us fast but we have to remember to take care of ourselves.

I've type this out probably 100 times in my head, but actually typing it is so much weirder. After a lot of self reflection and some research, let me introduce myself. Hi, I'm Lad. And i'm Ace (asexual).