Covid negative finally, but I have an upper respiratory infection. Trying antibiotics to finally get rid of this. Thank god for urgent care on a holiday weekend, who is calling it in.

I feel the worst physically and mentally that I have in years. And I don’t see any relief from that. I just wish this would all stop. Deeply depressed and alone.

Nothing like waking up at 4:30am drowning in mucus. Dear god, this thing is not getting any better.

Feel like I am never going to be physically healthy again. And now mentally floundering on top of it even more. When is it ever going to get better. I can’t fix anything.

Sometimes it feels like the only light left in my world are my cats. Everything else is just darkness. Depressed.

Sometimes it feels like every light in the world has gone out. Tonight is one of those times.

I have lost hope in everything. It’s all too much.

My voice is ragged; I know I cannot please you.

Cowards die many times before their deaths, The valiant never taste of death but once.

Bandi!

The King is mad

So much this. Particularly today.

[Exit Clown.]

I remember when I used to have friends. Now I get to see my best friend just a few times a year if I’m lucky and I’m isolated and alone. I hate this timeline. and I’m exhausted. When does this end? I’m really only here for the cats.

I remember when I used to have friends. Now I get to see my best friend just a few times a year if I’m lucky and I’m isolated and alone. I hate this timeline. and I’m exhausted. When does this end? I’m really only here for the cats.

Got my blood work today, with a potential breast cancer blood work marker. Waiting to hear back from my primary care doctor before jumping to conclusions, but I’m really worried. And I feel alone since I have no one to talk to about this. I wish my mom was still alive and here to talk to.

Seeing Oasis a week from today. It’s about the only thing I’m hanging onto anymore. Other than my animals. I need to find a way out of this place.

She did this again tonight. She is the only loving thing left in my life.

If you think a golden ballroom is more important than childhood cancer research… I have nothing left to say to you. Please unfollow me. #pediatriccancer #cancermom

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I hate how much is being taken from us.From innocent families and from decent people.I don’t normally spiral into rage, but it’s too much these days. Please let something turn around for the good before we’re in the streets fighting for food.I feel powerless and want to help, instead of being angry

Still this. So much. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. Every time I have something to look forward to, it falls apart.

I remember when I used to look forward to weekends. Now I just brace for what’s coming. I wish there were a happier times ahead. Now I’m just waiting for an end. I hate feeling this alone and unsupported.

I would rather stand for some sort of peace and decency than be a bully and advocate violence. I hate this timeline.

I feel like all I do is scream into the void and nobody listens. When is it going to get better?

I remember when I used to look forward to weekends. Now I just brace for what’s coming. I wish there were a happier times ahead. Now I’m just waiting for an end. I hate feeling this alone and unsupported.

BREAKING: A judge has ordered the Trump administration to halt indiscriminate immigration stops and arrests in Southern California.

Amazing. #Oasis

I feel like all I do is scream into the void and nobody listens. When is it going to get better?

I am so tired of narcissistic men and their narrow minded view of the world. They are destroying everything.

"A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people." —The Declaration of Independence

Tonight, while I was sobbing, my little cat ran to me to comfort me. She head butted me and tail wrapped me. She is the only thing getting me through everything. I would not be here without her.

Still this. So much. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. Every time I have something to look forward to, it falls apart.

Still this. I am lonely and overwhelmed. I miss having someone to talk to. I miss my dad.

I don’t think anyone is prepared for what they just did w/ ICE. This is not a simple budget increase. It is an explosion - making ICE bigger than the FBI, US Bureau of Prisons, DEA,& others combined. It is setting up to make what’s happening now look like child’s play. And people are disappearing.

I miss being loved. I miss being happy.

I have been in survival mode for so long. I don’t know how to do anything else. My mental health is just falling apart. I miss having family and friends close by to rely on.

I wish something would just get better . #broken

But it’s not over yet. Provisions like the 10-year ban on state AI regulation and the forced sell-off of public lands are still in the bill. Keep spreading the word. Keep pushing back. This isn’t budget reform.

I wish something would just get better . #broken

My heart is on the streets with my fellow protesters, even if my feet are not. I don’t have a group of friends to go with, and did not feel safe going alone. please be safe.#nokings

Still this.