Without my cats, I would be not be here anymore. They are my only support system. The world is an ugly place with no safety left. Tired of living in a hostile place, with no way out.

Feeling this today. My whole existence is working, cleaning, cooking and trying to keep my head above water with no help, while the world burns down around me. Wishing I had help and could help others.

Still this

I miss being happy. I miss having friends. I miss having a family. I don’t know that I’m gonna make it into 2026. I am alone. And I just feel broken.

So much this. Particularly today.

[Exit Clown.]

I remember when I used to have friends. Now I get to see my best friend just a few times a year if I’m lucky and I’m isolated and alone. I hate this timeline. and I’m exhausted. When does this end? I’m really only here for the cats.

I remember when I used to have friends. Now I get to see my best friend just a few times a year if I’m lucky and I’m isolated and alone. I hate this timeline. and I’m exhausted. When does this end? I’m really only here for the cats.

Got my blood work today, with a potential breast cancer blood work marker. Waiting to hear back from my primary care doctor before jumping to conclusions, but I’m really worried. And I feel alone since I have no one to talk to about this. I wish my mom was still alive and here to talk to.

Still this

If things don’t improve soon, I’m not sure I’ll be here at the end of the year. I’m exhausted. This isn’t a cry for help so much as I’m not sure I can physically stand the depression anymore. My blood pressure has been high, and I think at some point my heart might just give out.

I am at the point where everyday I feel like I am just circling the drain

At least I know it’s high blood pressure that’s going to kill me. Deeply depressed.

I wish when I was 21 years old, I hadn’t failed. Then I wouldn’t be here.

I miss being happy and what it felt like to be loved.

I miss being loved. And decency. And things not being terrible everywhere.

Still this

Seeing Oasis a week from today. It’s about the only thing I’m hanging onto anymore. Other than my animals. I need to find a way out of this place.

Sometimes you realize, things are too broken to fix. 🙁

I miss being loved. And decency. And things not being terrible everywhere.

I miss being happy and what it felt like to be loved.

Sometimes you realize, things are too broken to fix. 🙁

She did this again tonight. She is the only loving thing left in my life.

If you think a golden ballroom is more important than childhood cancer research… I have nothing left to say to you. Please unfollow me. #pediatriccancer #cancermom

Again how I feel. No family, world falling apart. I can’t take this much longer

💯

I hate how much is being taken from us.From innocent families and from decent people.I don’t normally spiral into rage, but it’s too much these days. Please let something turn around for the good before we’re in the streets fighting for food.I feel powerless and want to help, instead of being angry

Still this. So much. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. Every time I have something to look forward to, it falls apart.

I remember when I used to look forward to weekends. Now I just brace for what’s coming. I wish there were a happier times ahead. Now I’m just waiting for an end. I hate feeling this alone and unsupported.

I would rather stand for some sort of peace and decency than be a bully and advocate violence. I hate this timeline.

I feel like all I do is scream into the void and nobody listens. When is it going to get better?

I remember when I used to look forward to weekends. Now I just brace for what’s coming. I wish there were a happier times ahead. Now I’m just waiting for an end. I hate feeling this alone and unsupported.

BREAKING: A judge has ordered the Trump administration to halt indiscriminate immigration stops and arrests in Southern California.

Amazing. #Oasis

I feel like all I do is scream into the void and nobody listens. When is it going to get better?

I am so tired of narcissistic men and their narrow minded view of the world. They are destroying everything.

"A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people." —The Declaration of Independence

Tonight, while I was sobbing, my little cat ran to me to comfort me. She head butted me and tail wrapped me. She is the only thing getting me through everything. I would not be here without her.

Still this. So much. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. Every time I have something to look forward to, it falls apart.

Still this. I am lonely and overwhelmed. I miss having someone to talk to. I miss my dad.

I don’t think anyone is prepared for what they just did w/ ICE. This is not a simple budget increase. It is an explosion - making ICE bigger than the FBI, US Bureau of Prisons, DEA,& others combined. It is setting up to make what’s happening now look like child’s play. And people are disappearing.

I miss being loved. I miss being happy.

I have been in survival mode for so long. I don’t know how to do anything else. My mental health is just falling apart. I miss having family and friends close by to rely on.

I wish something would just get better . #broken

But it’s not over yet. Provisions like the 10-year ban on state AI regulation and the forced sell-off of public lands are still in the bill. Keep spreading the word. Keep pushing back. This isn’t budget reform.

I wish something would just get better . #broken

My heart is on the streets with my fellow protesters, even if my feet are not. I don’t have a group of friends to go with, and did not feel safe going alone. please be safe.#nokings

Still this.

Tired of being an island.