its me

gotta keep up the tradition. first is fave, and then descending. in general i struggled with finding good new music. but the top 7 of these are all great.

what they dont tell u abt ffs is that ull have to relearn taking selfies bc ur old angles were just abt hiding the things that are now gone

a collection of sophie lewis' writings from the year on feminism, communism, queerness, politics of the body and desire. if you're interested in present day discourses & directions on the intersections of these (whatever your opinion), lewis has been at the forefront of comprehensive scholarship:

inte hackade utan skrapade, precis som alla AI-startups gjorde med internet annas-archive.org/blog/backing...

the best part abt getting surgery outside of state healthcare has been the info saying "no narcotics for 6 weeks" as if its totally fine from a health pov to return to them after that time

ah the symbolism of first sunlight of december in stockholm being on the darkest day of the year

#OtD 20 Dec 1973 Spanish fascist PM due to succeed Franco, Luis Carrero Blanco, was assassinated and dubbed "Spain's first astronaut" as his car was blown over a five-storey building. His death was credited by some as hastening the return to democracy stories.workingclasshistory.com/article/9258...

been trying to get away from spotify (for obvious reasons) and been trying to get onto apple music, but i havent used my apple account in like 10 years. the issue is that when i try to reset the password theyre like "oh we will let you know the time you'll get a link, at this time tomorrow",

bsky.app/profile/emri... this is my gf, she is new here, give a follow!

i look more and more like a human a day

bitch i live

its happening today in exactly an hour,,, see you all on the other side

apparently theyll take a sample of my blood, make it into stem cells, grow membranes with it, and use it as internal bioglue to keep some parts together better after??? scifi is real

the taxi driver that drove me to the facialteam clinic put on the conan the barbarian soundtrack for the last 5 minutes of the drive and honestly nothing couldve been better.

gå och se lina vara cool!!!!

this is what EU-core is

she is playing me christmas carols 🥺

boss said it was tie day at work today so i obliged wearing the only one i own but unfortunately no one else but one other person wore a tie and no one asked me about mine (a gift to my father from an ex gfs fathers native american art practice, that was later given to me)

new mandy indiana song goes hard enough that im ok with it being below freezing outside

criminal to have an 8-9 kp index but 100% cloud coverage:(

ego boost that my bachelors project supervisor from 2 years ago just wrote to me and wanted to do a collab for a paper based on that project with a visiting professor

completely absurd to have a day celebrating the Patriarch

angels egg in cinema got me listening to rautavaaras harp concerto on the metro home

today its less than a month to go until i do the most expensive and selfish thing ive done in my entire life and many of you are partly to blame for enabling me in it. thank you 💕

scissoringhands was a winning couples costume according to all compliments we got, also reclaim pride stockholm won a prize for being the best thing in the world

good thing its halloween so my red hair color dripping down into my face after exercise can be excused in public

tapping the sign

did i hime to close to the sun?

i think of everything i do now as "the final time i do x" but i leave out "before surgery" bc i like some drama in my self reflections

i made another autumnal playlist but this time its very postindustrial spotify.link/qK9ikQnTvXb

reclaim pride stockholm vibes ("has the pride-police helped in deporting LGBTQ refugees?")

www.gofundme.com/f/veras-gend... another boost + an update on the fundraiser to help this femme fem-maxx with FFS ✨

wishing i was at the bayreuth festival 😔

id die for her

snälla hjälp min kompis om ni kan!!!

Please help my dear friend and collaborator Vera afford her surgery

i rarely post stuff like this but i think people should do it if they can.

a fundraiser is like a final mission in a rpg, like mass effect. every interaction and helpful thing done has added up into Mission Points that goes into a counter that determines how well u handle the Final Mission. except u dont know its a game until the final mission. and that life isnt a game.

Vera is one of my dearest friends. She deserves all the support she can get <3

please help out one of my dearest, oldest, and most wonderful friends with her FFS fundraiser 🖤🖤

I have just launched a gofundme for my facial feminization surgery in december. I would greatly appreciate any help, no matter if it takes the form of sharing, or donating. www.gofundme.com/f/veras-gend...

kom till riktiga sthlm pride nästa vecka! reclaimpridestockholm.wordpress.com/2025/07/16/s...

remind me to never do html ever again

i wish love didnt have the civilizational baggage it had. that you could express it and it feeling new, something youve made never before seen. that just feeling it could be enough - something that neednt be proved to be believed.

why pay for wordpress when you can literally do anything your heart desires in the custom html block

my political programme: 1. no bed rotting. not ever. 2. move all of humanity into at most one cyberprimitivist megacity per continent. rest of the planet should be wildlife reserves. 3. wage eternal war against the stars. embrace the fact that life came to be as a way to maximize entropy.

stockholm is too small:( no city with less than 37 million inhabitants should be allowed to exist

these pictures were taken within 30 hours of each other and lemme tell you tokyo -> camping at an abandoned mining operation in the middle of nowhere in sweden for a festival really gives you sensory and conceptual whiplash

americans requested the Totoro theme by a singer in a restaurant/bar in Tokyo and never have I cringed harder (and now its been stuck in my head for days...)