god, that was wonderful :)

turns out I can't do ketamine. Time travels me back to all the horrible ketamine-influenced experiences i had in Portland every time no matter what.

I am the IRGC's strongest supporter I do not tolerate pahlavist stickers or posters within 4 blocks of my home

they need to invent the 3 hour stimulant that doesn't turn you evil

hopefully after this weekend I can get my inertia back 😣

playing KOTOR and wow everyone in this game is so frustrating to interact with im getting so many dark side points dealing with anyone trying to hamper my progress. I really like it. I feel like miss revan

dutiful housewife named sweepert

damn, alienation got paws

fur years I was convinced my first year of hrt being a prescribed low dose was what killed my ability to feel physical sensations other than pain fur ages but in retrospect I think it was the Mold

reasonable speculative fiction loves to balloon into space operas

my m'aoists,,,,

I miss balconies it's such a good evening activity to smoke on a balcony w yr besties, & not a single animal i know has one!

I left my giant blue scarf at my girlfriends place so now I'm patterns without patterns u.u but she looks so cute wearing it >w<

I would really appreciate if the state of Washington would send me my new id. It's been like. A while.

entire shape of my body changed again? Why does she do that?? I don't get it??? At least it's hot????

got to ramble about Chim to my girlfriend the other day. Remembered I got murdered at red mountain on a bunch of ketamine once. All is right with the world.

they gotta make progesterone easier to get. I have two months of it and that's most of the summer which is great but Yeesh. Means i gotta find more in 2 months. Gotta restock on estrogen soon too >.>

less manic this week and. it's much harder to distinguish Who i Am. maybe it's the weather....

trying to paint in a normal way and it's kind of not working?? I think i need to sumi-e it this detail is too granular u.u

I think. we gotta . forge ten thousand swords. But more importantly. We need. a council

I wonder why I draw myself as a girl now... haha 🤔

we all need naginatas

I dread the empire being pulled back from the brink more than its death throes

freaking the fuck out 🤙🤙🤙🤙

Railbus through Rice Fields (2022) Available as art print: www.inprnt.com/gallery/ryot...

the murder's freaking me out real bad

it's so good 2 go out to the park and unexpectedly end up hanging out with my girlfriend and all my besties fur the rest of the day ;w;

I am the room and everyone in it !

I feel I've toned down the schizo shit in my project in favor of the absurdly granular history and the dozens of interlocking systems / I have to bring her back

turning this shattered bismuth i got when i was a young lass into a necklace fur my girlfriend :3 but don't tell her . it's a sneepcret

made a criminally tasty sandwich. i wish i coudlve shared that with someone but all its constituent parts are gone now....

one day of rest and I'm already back on it >:3 laying in the grass with my girlfriend put me in the best pawsible brainspace

キモい雲の日

Seattle communist orgs are so unpleasantly cis it's genuinely a huge drain on my vibe every time I go to the hill midday. The sawantites are so ACP coded I kind of hate it

I'm such fauxdrillardist u.u

I gotta start doing physically strenuous activities so I can eat 1000 bowls of honey sauced cauliflower rice and bagels with fake meat on them. I'm making food they'd eat in situations

electrification of the world would be a beautiful name for a girl

disrupted my patterns one too many times now I can't remember anything. I'm sure it'll come back u,u

ira was already like that and marina just wanted to join in #zato

I've started thinking of that blue scarf I have as an extension of myself. it feels like a tail for whatever kind of animal a patterns is.

my girlfriend was talking about getting me a collar and two little name tags [molly/patterns] to put on it 🥺

Was supposed to write today but I did some graphic design instead and got a headache 😓

new dogsigns dropped :3

I furgot about my springtime skin issues :( dots all over my arms

the youth near my house are so evil. Nobody's taught these kids not to call random women on the street bitches.

My mother is telling me I need to hop on AI so I'm thinking maybe I was right and this whole last decade was molded to induce a psychic break in me, the godhead, for nefarious purposes. leave my wheel alone you freaks you'll NEVER turn it sideways on MY watch!!!!

women keep saying "if my old laptop still worked I'd give it to you" which is very sweet but no one has a working laptop >o<

I've been extremely successful in everything I've tried recently. I hope this doesn't run out. It feels amazing. I love making shit. I need a laptop.

very quickly morphing into my girlfriend. i think every article of clothing other than my jacket I've worn fur the last 4 days has been hers >:3