Despite the past week being pretty shit for me, the only weirdly notable thing to have happened (that wasn't spawned from one of my many bouts of anxiety/mania) was a dream involving a hot, padded, roller skating mom character that was 2/3rd my size and ~2-3x my width, and cherry milk, of all things

fuck it, I'll do artistic freedom comms of *specifically* either one my sonas for $12. no additional characters unless it's my other half (friends are a maybe). if granted a prompt, it'll be extra, but I will also be very selective with what I'll do.

yeah, happy halloween to you too.

...not sure this really solves anything tbh

just turn both of my halves into plusle and minun, it'll fix something with them.

it's just a casual... whatever time of the day it is for them.

I felt almost compelled to make this after seeing a certain pic. (I'd post this as a quote to said pic, I'm just too much of a bitch to do so. iykyk)

the special instructions said to bring the worst delivery driver possible

noted, I will never ask to trade again.

Hey all. My friend Sybil is currently HOMELESS in the Seattle area. She has nowhere to go and it's cold. She has one cat. If anyone can let her crash at your place for even just a few days, please reach out to her or me. She is in danger and needs help...

hp in fortnite... ig it's time to go on a hiatus (until the foreseeable future)

I just wanted to draw them in some sort of dress.

Was informed earlier today that rent is going to be due tomorrow and I don't nearly have enough of the $300 I need I am still taking commissions, but any donations are a big help, please help me out ;w; ko-fi.com/moonlightpup

My anxiety meds wearing off has me

my friend loosely brought it up in the middle of one of our convos, but if I had experienced christmas in a midwestern suburb as a kid, I probably would've had a completely different outlook on the holidays.

don't really have a witty caption for this one. have Kast monobutt

I want to leave town to visit the ones I love the most. I can't

I just need someone to physically hold me for awhile. virtual hugs aren't cutting it anymore

absolutely begging people to not once again go into the VGAs actually caring about the bankrolled awards and just be happy for the cool game announcements

Just uploading old stuff. Today my cat and I start living in my car. If anyone in the Seattle area has a space available for him and I please get in touch. I can explain more in dms.

I'm praying to some omnipotent being looking down on me that my follow-ups lead me into a more positive direction.

Found out about some grim stuff relating to my overall health today. I might be on edge with everything for the next few weeks, but I'll try and not let it get to me. Sorry.

this is me before and after sleeping (and at least 4-5 other times throughout the day)

anyhow, I'll be posting some of the artistic freedom comms of my sonas slowly. prepare. or don't, I really couldn't be bothered to care

I keep getting the idea of recreating another discord server for myself, but I really don't like that any server I make kind of just turns into a space for people to post art unrelated to anyone in the server alongside ppl needing to talk about erotic topics when all I want to do is play fn

I don't like how tired my anxiety meds make me, holy fuck. it's really either freak out the entirety of my existence or be a sleepy little fuckass that gets nothing done. woe is me

lowk, I think I'm more cat-coded than dogpilled and I'm still not sure how I feel about it.

Sometimes, it's funny to imagine how much power I could hold over a handful of people by just simply drawing either one of my sonas shitting themselves. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

@lothrix.bsky.social found it good to turn second place (me) into their new victory royale diaper :3

I want to try and distract myself from all that ails me. ask me some questions about literally anything, I want to communicate briefly

fuck it, I'll do artistic freedom comms of *specifically* either one my sonas for $12. no additional characters unless it's my other half (friends are a maybe). if granted a prompt, it'll be extra, but I will also be very selective with what I'll do.

would it be too much for me to only take comm ideas relating to my sonas or will I falter to the idea that I doubt I'll even get any ideas I'm comfortable with working on to begin with

my brain just fucking costed me $300 and 10 hours of my life I'm never getting back. I don't know what to do anymore

I love my friends, I just seem to hurt them in unconventional ways.

I feel like I should stop making the "quick sketch for heavily discounted price" posts, but I also don't feel good knowing that I already have an unreasonably high initial price for the quality I provide, so it just feels like me making a post with a more accurate pricing for a limited slot.

Lrt; I pretty much feel the same way, just without the sense of me missing out on anything. I think personally it's for the best that I'm in my own little subsection, away from the majority

this space often feels like a giant social club that i’m an outsider of and sometimes i wonder if that’s for the better or not probably best for me in the long term to just keep posting my giant used diapers and stay in my lane

Hey so, with my housing situation up in the air, I'm really stressing over money for food and car maintenance. My birthday is coming up, and it'd be nice to get some financial security as a gift. 🦇 CA: $SybilBat ko-fi.com/sybilbat

again, I'm not doing okay, don't bother me for anything unless it's to aimlessly throw money at me for food in exchange for art, don't pity me, and 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. these posts are merely an outlet for my diminishing mental state and not a cry for help or attention

if I ever magically disappear from this platform, understand that it's not to "escape," but out of necessity. I'm not entirely sure how much of social media I can handle rn and maybe for the foreseeable future.

two days. I have to physically and mentally survive for two more days. everything wont be solved or fixed, but I'll have enough to keep me going until I can see some sort of help

above all else, I wish not for your pity

wearing my last diaper in a desperate attempt to feel collected, even if temporarily

I'm open to taking two more of these atm. there's a good chance I might be a minute before starting though

I'm going to start blocking those that go through my entire gallery just to slap a like on every single post. It's not endearing or appreciative, it's fucking annoying

I can't wait for private accounts to become real so that I can post stuff without getting interactions from accounts I wish to not see interactions from. if only though, if only.

yeah. yeah....

being pressed between two people could probably fix something in me. it can be two sets of tits, bellies, pecs, asses, padding, irdc, just being pressed against them is enough.

I feel like I've made this post before; my ideal relationship is one where we both sit down and binge as much pokemon episodes/movies as possible.