I just want to thank everyone again for the kind words and generosity this week. It means the world to me. I was mostly able to pay off the bill for Minnie's tests, now I'm just waiting for the call with the full results to find out how to help my kitty.

Just woke up to donations for the kitty, thank you all so much! 💜 I'll know exactly what we're looking at once the rest of the labs are done, and we talk to the specialist on Friday. It's nerve wracking, but giving her all the love and attention in the mean time.

Another tip jar using @raithenekomata.bsky.social and @azurathedragon.bsky.social

I tried to be positive and hopeful, but fuck my life I guess. Minnie has a tumor in her lung, and possible kidney failure. I don't know how I'm going to afford thousands more in treatment. My poor baby. What do I do.

I tried to be positive and hopeful, but fuck my life I guess. Minnie has a tumor in her lung, and possible kidney failure. I don't know how I'm going to afford thousands more in treatment. My poor baby. What do I do.

Stay positive, stay distracted. That's the name of the game today. Everything will be OK. Right?

So its going to cost $1250. Minnie has a blockage of some sort, swelling in multiple spots, and pain that needs to be deal with. This is something I can't afford with all my own health issues going on as well, and being forced not to work. I dont know what to do.

Up all night taking care of my cat. I need to take her to the vet in the morning. Just one more thing added to the garbage fire this year. Can I please catch a single break?

We're going live! We retooled our monsters and caught up on gear, so maybe I won't get stomped into the ground by dragons? More monster hunter stories, starting now! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Went across town for them to hand me the forms, tell me to make an appointment for another day and bring them back. They called me all the way here just to see my ID. Why couldn't they mail me the forms, and check my ID when I bring them in?

Off to the government to fill out disability forms for the next couple hours. Yippee.

oh, right. Apparently we hit 3500 after stream the other night. Go me!

So I spent the morning going to another doctors appointment across town. It's a holiday. I forgot this, and apparently so did they when they booked me this appointment.

I'm alive! Well, kind of? So come hang out with me today! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Let's give stream a try today, and see how long we go. Today we become crab! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Not sure we'll be streaming today, or when next stream will be. Trying my best this week, but the brain just isn't all there. I'll keep you updated. Take care out there! 💜

Stream Over! We drew a lot of wonderful TreatCreatures still owned from the Donothon for Trash! Thank you to @shades-90.bsky.social that donated one for @partydemoness.bsky.social, to @raithenekomata.bsky.social and @s1deways.bsky.social ! Also thank you for treating me so much over on throne ;w;

Happy Mothers Day to everyone! 💜 Cherish them, and show them how much they are appreciated! Also, if you've ever called me mommy you owe me a present.

Anyone else want to just go feral on an entire cheesecake right now? Just me?

I think todays going to be a long day. Send me cute creatures, or cute OCs to boost the mood? (Or boobs. That's good too.)

Happy Maysturbation, everyone!

Me struggling to remember if I have any plans with folks this weekend, or if I'm free:

Sandwich wip @raithenekomata.bsky.social @azurathedragon.bsky.social #nsfw #nsfwart

Don't let the time of day dictate your meals! Breakfast foods, Dinner foods, It's all an illusion! If you wanna eat that thick ass burger for breakfast? Do it! Places like all-day breakfast are great for a reason, too! DO NOT LET YOUR CRAVINGS GO UNANSWERED!

✨Raffle Time!✨ I'll be making one (1) entry into an "RTX ON" 3D avatar! (VRC, Vtuber etc). The draw will take place in the evil site (bird app), please read the explanation below! To Enter: ✨ Like, RT and follow ✨ Comment with your ref image ✨ Closes on May 25th!!! (More rules below) GOOD LUCK

Repost if you'd date people twice your height

It's dying! let's go! Also why does this man look like he was made by AI slop?

My first thought seeing this character: "Someone's going to turn this into a meme with Big Rai and Small @azurathedragon.bsky.social."

It's time for a Wild Mare to tame the Wild West! So let's get out there to the Far Far West and wipe out all the dastardly desperados with @walkersunrise.bsky.social @dukenmaverick.bsky.social and @raithenekomata.bsky.social backing us up~ Come check us out on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/dandelionday...

Sorry for no stream yesterday, everyone. Was taking care of my cat who hurt her leg. Thankfully she's able to move some what now, ended up just being a minor injury. So we back on it today! See you in a few minutes! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

I will post this as many times as I need to

🥰Raffle time🥰 Follow + Like and the equivalent of this site of a RT 2 winners will be drawn Wearing a cowkini, and if you have one already then ill do a rework on that. (And if you're new here id love to see your OC)🧐 ill be choosing the winners on may 4th, good luck loves💞 #art #raffle

You know, probably a good thing I didn't go long this morning when I felt my throat was sore. Waking up and coughing blood is never a good sign XD

Going for day 3 of the soft partner push! We've gotten close the last 2 days, so maybe it's possible? Come get cozy with the cat! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Going to start day 2 in 10 minutes! Come hang out, and help me clear month 1?💜

Darling swarm~ I am live with the Adorable @raithenekomata.bsky.social , The Charming @rosiesharpthornvt.bsky.social & the wonderful @coastalbunbun.bsky.social . Come to the Monster Con where well find Love or Heart Break www.twitch.tv/princess_xyla

This would absolutely be me. Giant paw palming the orb, then BAP.

Being awake for 24 hours caught up to me. Gonna nap, and we'll try to resume tomorrow! Maybe around 1pm EST?

I need two more days for the first qualifying partner month, apparently? So let's try to give it a shot! If we get it this week, I'll set up a partner push for May to lead into the 3D model. Stream at the top of the hour, and then maybe schedule the next week?

A lovely sunny piece for @raithenekomata.bsky.social sun your Nekomata daily #art #fanart #commission #sketch | #cat

If you see this post, quote with your favorite Pokémon! I have a lot of loves, but I am a predictable bitch.

Hey, why don't you crawl on over here like a good vampire? Going live with vampire survivors new game! Have I slept? Don't worry about it! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Face reveal, wrong answers only.

Mistakes were made tonight. 🎨: @ladyofthedragons.bsky.social

Cat and goblin mischief night once more! See y'all in a few minutes. www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

Monstie Huntie at 5 am? Yeah, I think so. Can't sleep and doctors appointment later, so let's get riding! www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

We're back with more pokemon girls! It's an eepy cat day, so let's see how long I can last. www.twitch.tv/rai_the_neko...

This is 1000% so real. Like, I adore seeing people engaging enough to clip my content. And I just started putting out a lot more shorts so now it is more important than ever. Streamers appreciate clippers SO much

Can't sleep, so have a picture of my new best friend instead.

After all that, all it culminated in was me telling them what I've told every other doctor. All they did was say "ok, ill see you in 2 months and we can try doing something about it then." After already waiting 2 months to see this doctor. Bruh.