I'm playing with like. Colors and styles before afrtfight starts?? I have mixed feelings on this one

It's fucking. 36 degrees outside. I have to leave and go to work. We have our windows blacked out, an ac unit and a fan going. It's managable inside. But I need to leave this sweet sweet cave of relative chill. I don't want to go outside

I have managed to make my artfight hitlist more managable for this year. I settled on 20 characters I KNOW i want to do, and if I can, I will get to others as well. But hey 20 is so much better than the 60 in my bookmarks. I am just not allowed to look at any more characters till july starts

Yeah I am going to draw enough of those to fill an entire photo album. Get those losers out of my head #ocart

Neverending blorbo doodles. This guy is Herman. He likes lighthouses. Herman makes his boyfriend visit every lighthouse in the country with him. Their girlfriend stays home, she's afraid of heights.

Just rewatched Legally Blonde 2. Perfect movie. Elle Woods wil always and forever be my inspiration

Happy pride month from my blorbos

The worst part about fixating on your OCs is that you're the only person in the fandom Anyway i like this drawing. Have it. My babies. Also I have just decided one of Jurata's nicknames is going to be Jurasic Park

LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND IN THE WILD??? I got one pack to see what they are, I will report back

New bombshell just entered the villa #ocart It's too damn late to upload her to artfight tonight but I'm glad I finished her!! She started out as a very side character but now she has a new name and story and personality and I love her

This is version FIVE of this character like her deaign gave me so much grief but I wm finally somewhat happy with her I do wish I knew how to make her just a little bit creepier so if anyone had any ideas please tell me I've been at this for 9 hours

HELL YEAH LOOK WHAT CAME

I am laughing so hard I have tears in my eyes this is so dumb

Team tragedy for the win Give me your artfights!!!!

I love sharing my ideas with friends

Hmmm I don’t like it. I think this brush which is my all time fave for lineart just doesn’t suit my babygirl #jax #tadc

I went to a museum today. They had a torture chamber. Yesterday, I kinda fucked up my leg during hiking, and the museum was a tower, so my legs wanted to give up. Since it was allowed, I took a sit on the iron chair. I sat there for like 10 minutes enjoying the acupressure. The guide laughed at me

I'm gonna put Jax in a magical girl outfit next YouTube guys need to give me like. Two weeks to get over this. Jax is just so fun to draw he's so easy you just can't fuck him up and there is zero worries about anatomy cause's he's a noodle This is so stress free for me

Pretty Pretzel Princess Thank you @hagsstone.bsky.social for the idea, he turned out so cute I’m actually obsessed #jax #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus

I now have i ternet connection and looked up reference pictures. Jax is built like a fucking spaghetti what do i do with that

I’m on a train and there was no signal and I couldn’t look up reference pictures so I just decided to just do a quick doodle of my babygirl from memory. I have this in the end? Kinda cool I guess. Hiding for super slight spoilers and eyestrain! #tadc #jax #theamazingdigitalcircus

TADC finale was so fucking good and watching the animation on a big screen? Damn. That was really fucking good Canmt wait till everyone watches it and i can yap to someone about my babygirl of choice

Good fucking thing I git tickets to TADC like a month ago the cinema is fucking full I never saw it that full before Also. There are so many teenagers I am so scared

Okay. Okay. Note to self. Dont wear a binder when it's so fucking hot outside Guys I am going to die I've been outside for 5 minutes and i am fucking sticky with sweat

On my way to the cinema to watch TADC finale!!!! Super fucking excited, i managed to avoid getting spoiled and i still think it's a miricale

This year I am gonna be uploading a bunch of characters that really matter to me on artfight and I am debating whether or not to hide the old ones. Like I don't really do anything with them anymore but at the same time they are my babies Btw drop your artfights guys, I wanna fight you

Spreading the tcest propaganda

Sometimes I miss sex work. Like sure i hated it but it made me feel wanted at least??? And now everyone in my life is trying to be respectful about me having a slight problem with touch which means that I don't really get touched ever and I'm not gonna ask for it cause that feels like begging

Due to many misfortunes while trying to get back home work, I gave up. The universe doesn't want me home. So i pulled out my tmnt blanket and went to lay on thw grass by the riverside, as one does. One problem: I AM SUPER ALLERGIC TO POLLEN AND NOW MY WHOLE FACE IS SWOLLEN AND TEARY

"Proffesional hiking gear" I say as I look at myself in the mirror wearing a tmnt shorts and a tmnt tshirt Anyway. Just under 10 km planned for today since I also have to clean up the flat I must say this new hobby of mine is doing wondera for my mental health and that's my main focus rn

This year I'm doing side quest summer, apparently. It ended up with me absolutely fucking up my legs with a nice walk and also watching Shrek outside till 2AM I am exhausted but happy

Life has been so brutal lately. But today is my day off, and the weater forecast says the sun will come out in like an hour, and then I will go for a walk and maybe that will fix something idk

Commisions are now open! Prices are in Euro!

I've decided I'm gonna do the Camino de Santiago and I will be so insufferable about this

My boys Every time life kicks my ass I go back to playing around with this universe/ocs and it does heal my soul

Fucking. That fucking angel and demon guys. They make me think love can be real and I can't have that I'm too fragile

Hi guys! I hate doing this, but I am looking at some steep legal fees, and I'm already having to sell my shit to make rent this month, so if anyone can spare a few dolars, I have set up a ko-fi page! ko-fi.com/bigsillyt I will also be opening art commisions next week!

Drew myself in my birthday outfit in hopes that it will flip a switch in my brain and I won't feel gross anymore. Kinda worked? This dress is super fun

Watching Good Omens 3! Oh I do hope that the ending is tragic and heartbreaking

I want to thank everyone for the birthday wishes yesterday! And thank you for all for continuing to reach out and support me in those recent weeks, I am so blessed to have a community like this. It might seem minor to you all but it's what helps me keep my sanity. So thank you all 💜💜

I fucking hate birthdays they always feel so fucking unfair and I feel like a crybaby

My brother just called me and I got so excited cause I thought he remembered it's my birthday but no. No, he called me to aks if my lawyer can meet with his lawyer. Bitch I don't have a lawyer????

The one thing I asked for my bday was that my fiancee would make dinner before I come home from work so I can just sit my ass down and eat. And I thought it wasn't too much cause like it was her day off and I bought all of the ingredients but now I'm home and the food is not done and I'm crying :)

Another year another shameful update of the age in my bio Happy 26th to me!!!

Oooh now I remember why I don't do makeup. It feels like a humiliation ritual! Help me, gods above, for I look so damn hot but i want to cry so badly as I do not recognize myself in the mirror

Learning a tiktok dance is not for the weak this thing is like what 30 seconds?? Why am i sweating

I'm going on a date today and I am so excited and I'm gonna wear the sluttiest clothes known to man and I will be doing makeup and I'm gonna drag my partner into a photo booth and I will feel loved (manifesting)

I think I want to dye my hair blonde

Idk what happened to my brain chemistry yesterday but I am yearning for it to be 2016

I watched Harry styles's new music video and now I have reopened a tumblr account just to reblog his slutty legs just like i would do 10 years ago