The act of getting up from my bed to go and use the restroom today was enough to make my heart race so fast that I got dizzy and collapsed on the floor. I hate my body!!!!!!!

Gonna name my son Steak Sammich

Helloe!

Baby’s second thermal grease application (this time for my decade old ps4)

Baby’s first thermal grease application

GOOD NEWS! For the first time ever, Huntington's disease has been successfully treated. A groundbreaking new miRNA treatment, AMT-130, slowed the progression of the disease by 75%. These results are likely to support the first approval of a genetic treatment for the rare neurodegenerative condition.

It makes me feel ill just looking in its general direction!

It makes me feel ill just looking in its general direction!

Spent it fully bedridden. Woke up now I’m vomiting :(

Birthday

Gonna name my son Rat Bastard

Didn’t touch it for a month but I’m back at it. Can’t promise anything but I’m feeling more motivated to draw finally, should hopefully finish this one . Anyways, WiP pt. 2

Reacts very nicely with my skin chemistry, very lovely.

Do I give off a cold demeanor? I’ve been told I have. It’s not intentional, if so! I’ve gotten the “I didn’t expect you to be so nice” thing a couple of times. While it is a relief that the misconception is gone, it’s also a bit saddening to hear

Coven

I drew this yesterday but it is only a quick doodle. Real drawing soon

My 5 faves from each gen

Kitty Bobo and Maggie from the kitty bobo show pilot

Scent evoking memories is a very real thing! Smelled a Greek dessert of some kind that my brother was eating, and it took me back to an antique store that was basically our second home as kids. Hadn’t thought of the place in forever

Feel like my sona should have doll joints, an autopsy scar, and maybe some metal tooth crowns. I worry it would overcomplicate the design though. Suppose they’re non mandatory features, that’s a good enough compromise

This doodle maybe took 3 minutes

Metal I like. Just some

I feel like I don’t have a lot of time left. The sun is setting. I’ll be dead soon I think.

WiP. I don’t really post works in progress ever, but I figured I should actually prove that I’m working on something finally.

The physical toll I will take for going out and exploring this place is no longer a concern of mine. I don’t do anything ever and never will, so the subsequent flare-up isn’t getting in the way of anything. Anyways, floors too rotted to enter sadly. This place belongs to spiders

I want out.

Found this fellow

I wonder if it was self fulfilling prophecy that my body would become dead, since I’m so helplessly drawn to decay

Warrior beetle!

I simultaneously view my sona as well, my sona, and also their own character. Usually the more gothic they get the less of me there is in there. I love that stuff but they become more an amalgam of my interests rather than a representation of me. The beady-eyed, feminine doll. Still a bit of me tho

So THIS happened

Recent finds

Feel like Val the Entity

My explanation for why my sona went from having wool to having hair is that he just brushes it down and styles it a lot. If he doesn’t keep up, it goes poof

Little peaches from our tree. Spent way too much time peeling and pitting them, but I made a sauce out of them to put on vanilla ice cream and it was good

Hello bluesky followers. So THIS happened

I’ve had one or two old folks confuse me for a woman before, but a couple of months ago this woman who was probably in her 30s seemed to think I was a woman. It was really awkward cuz she kept trying to get my attention but I assumed she was talking to someone else so I just stood there

Small portion of a MUCH larger piece that I honestly don’t think I’m gonna finish

Ranni the Witch from memory

Have subsequently gained back 10 pounds

Marie!

Found the initial concept doodle I did for my OC Marie