Am I… going to con… not in cosplay today…?

Black fans can't exist in any fandom without racism popping up. Everyone saying "its not that deep" because you'll care more about your own comfort and parasocial relationships then an entire race of people who are constantly the "joke" for everyone else. Sigh.

incredible news: i am a pretty girl! 🥰 ko-fi.com/villanarei

Due to the work I have to get done, we're going to have a cozy stream today rather then a drawing stream! LVL UP EXPO is around the corner so we're going to play some Tomodachi Life or Pokopia! 2PM PST! www.twitch.tv/midnightpursona

So this is happening. Courtesy of hubby’s job. I’m just happy to see two very hot women wrestle. 👀✨

I…I’m freaking out. I’m so excited 🥰 I wanted to get another gift for @midnightpursona.bsky.social and I saw someone I respect SO much open up and I…I went for it. Thank you so much @aicandii.bsky.social for this gorgeous piece. She is so pretty in your style and I’m still freaking out a bit 😍

Hey yall! I’ll be at @LVL UP EXPO next weekend as a featured content creator! I’m so excited to be going back to one of my favorite conventions! If you spot me around feel free to say hello! I’m pretty friendly I’m just shy! #lvlupexpo #contentcreator #cosplayer #convention

Hubby got me Tomodachi Life-- LETS DO THIS. (I did already start) www.twitch.tv/midnightpursona

✧ HandCam Drawing and Card Pulls~ ✧ Come join us on our journey today! www.twitch.tv/midnightpurs...

I'm working really hard on my YouTube account so I can do more skits and videos and earn one day! I've had my account for 13 years, but its hard to keep up with others when you got some chronic issues~ www.youtube.com/@MidnightPursona

Here are my thoughts... youtu.be/dx5s0Gu_6Gc

Here are my thoughts... youtu.be/dx5s0Gu_6Gc

Important Message about my Channel! youtu.be/JbKQOVPx08M

I thought I was going to do something silly today, but I think I'm just going to do a simple stream. So join me today at 2PM PST! On Stream! www.twitch.tv/midnightpurs...

I thought I was going to do something silly today, but I think I'm just going to do a simple stream. So join me today at 2PM PST! On Stream! www.twitch.tv/midnightpurs...

This year was suppose to be "my year" to do better and get better, but its really not feeling like it...

That feeling when you wake up prepared to do some filming... only to not wanna mess with wigs today.

Allow me to reintroduce myself— I’m MidnightPursona, I’m an award-winning cosplayer since 2009. I’m a fat, black, queer, disabled cosplayer, who likes to spread joy and positivity. I’ve guested, judged, and attended many conventions. I love makeup and SFX the most, but I work in fabrics~

Speaking of Cosplay Contests! I had to skip a recent cosplay contest I really wanted to join because of my mental health. So for the up coming @lvlupexpo.bsky.social I'll just be re-cosplaying stuff I should be able to wear is Squirrel Girl... but I need help figuring out this damn tail harness... 😣

Is anyone else having issues with YouTube? It would let me upload my videos...

Im so disappointed in the cosplay community so frequently and its really frustrating because I want to do nothing but love my community... but.... ugh...

✨You WILL cuddle this adorable Dwagon in 3 Days! It's her birthday & debut and she deserves it! 💖

So YouTube informed me that I've been creating content on YouTube for 13 years. Which is amazing... but on the other hand sad to see it feels like my channel hasn't moved... You know what would be a great Anniversary Gift? Subscribe. www.youtube.com/@MidnightPur...

Im playing more Pokopia today... I have other games, but I wanna get through the main story! ❤️

This dummy is gonna make me cry 😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🥺

“9 years? Wow, that’s incredible!” It feels a little surreal to hear this as often as we have lately. To think that 9 years could just come and go just like that. Almost a decade of silly stories, crazy adventures, and troublesome heartbreak. 9 years, huh?

Thank you for being my light for all of these years. I know there are days where we feel distant due to irl matters, but at the end of the day, there is No way anything can keep us apart for long. Happy anniversary, @midnightpursona.bsky.social Let’s let our story continue to shine on 🩵💜

Sorry everyone no stream today and if I do stream, it’ll be later on! Spending time with my family ❤️

More and more I keep waking up and wondering: Whats the point? Its really taking a toll.

Thanks for joining me today while i unpack my V Cards! These are all the 10 cards I got!

This year as been so bad so far, I haven't been ready for any holiday and been exhausted every day...

My self worth as been suffering lately and I dont know how to fix it.

I've been thinking about marking down my stickers and crafts so I can clean out my shop, would anyone be interested? I have alot of stickers that I wanna redraw, but I hate to waste all that product. ko-fi.com/midnightpurs...

I will be celebrating 8 years on Twitch and my Birthday in a two day event. I will be joined by some amazing people, new song, 3D model and more! So stop by for the celebration! See y'all there March 13th!

New Video up on YouTube! Check it out and give me a follow! youtu.be/-ey42FpL9NQ

Just chillin with my hubby @scribelatte.bsky.social and the #noobas at Numis concert in LA! 💖

Dear God, I've come to repent my sins Let Your blood wash me clean, for I'm - I'm, I'm, I'm a rotten girl... #HatsuneMiku #Vocaloid #ConfessionsofaRottenGirl

Two Things: ✦ I'm not streaming today, going to use this as one more day of rest (Though I may film because I have a problem with not working). ✦ Keep my mother in your prayers, spells, and thoughts because she's in Mexico. Her home burned down, I need her safe. Thank you.

New YouTube Video! Check it out! youtu.be/SZFy7B3Yx5Y

Hello Starlights! I hate to do this but I’m going to have to cancel stream, I got a head cold and I can’t seem to stay awake… I’m sorry but Imma rest for the day. See yall on Monday, hopefully!

Check out these amazing lenses! Thank you MocoQueen! youtu.be/RtwtFGTBgww

Stress and Frustrations is making me want to spend money on the MLP x SkullPanda figure... Do I need one? NO, but... joy... aagggggghh...

Imma be alittle late streaming because my NVIDIA needs to update. 😀

I hate unproductive days, I feel like I always need to be moving but my cramps are beating me, but I have to do something. 🫠

No stream today, I have things I need to catch up on and I’m just not feeling it… I think I’m about to become a woman again cause emotions and physical pain are high. Love yall. ✨

It shouldn’t be this stressful to figure out if I should stream or not…… 🥲 Would yall wanna watch me edit things? 👀

I'm trying to figure out, do I play video games tomorrow? Or do I make up something to doodle on stream...? Cause I haven't been creative so I don't know if I wanna set up my Cintiq... Side note, I would play Infinity Nikki or Pokemon, I think... Or Animal Crossing...

Ive got a question! For those of you who support streamers and love watching streams-- What are some redeems you like your streamer to have? Just curious!

Imma have a short stream today~ Join me at 2PM~ <3