hbd to my friend & lover & handler 🐶 @toweringqueer.bsky.social 🩷

i am having really big feelings about what it actually means to be desired and pursued. it’s very strange to be at least marginally attractive to a subset of people on the internet, but then completely ignored and made to feel invisible in person. i know some of it is the convergence of similar

@hooburrito.bsky.social took so many cute pictures of me during their visit 🥲 my smiles were so REAL, y’all! being in love is so CUTE on me.

i just had a man come up to the counter and tell me why he was tipping me tonight even though he “usually doesn’t tip”. 🙃

i am not strong enough to handle it. it’s too much. i’m sorry.

i am ready to be done. i am exhausted, and i am completely and totally alone. i have no options left. i want it to be over,

i have worked every day of February, 55 hours a week. while i appreciate that i am making nearly 2000 dollars a pay-period for the first time in my life, i don’t appreciate how burnt out and distracted i feel 🫤

i am about to work 50 hours a week for the next 200 days. i am about to work very hard for the next 200 days to change my life. this isn’t a “grind”, i don’t want to do this, but i know i need to work very hard for my life to look how i want it to.

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soaking up the sun ☀️ ✨

I think everyone should drive 15 under the speed limit just for shits and giggles

i think i am already dead.

i become more sure every day that i will not leave a lasting impact on the world. i could disappear and the only thing undone would be my to-do list. my presence does not create a ripple in the pond.

MOM SAYS SHE IS PROUD OF BOTH OF US EQUALLY

what is 100mg of zoloft *supposed* to feel like? if the general state of your life is unfulfilling and uncomfortable, is an anti-depressant actually supposed to, like, anti-depress you? is there an experience i can expect when i am on the right medication, even when my life is bad?

happy holidays 🐍❤️ youtu.be/UBgrsC6uHUk?...

Art by Justin Gerard.

new crop tank ! 🫥

slutty druid vibes 🌿✨🦋

picking up groceries + crying in my car = multi-tasking 💕

are we allowed to be horny on here or…?