Everything is going ok. I'm working, Arina is doing her project. Cat Alice will have a treatment back in my hometown with parents. Weather is November-ish, so we'll go to thermae on a week. I try not to read news because all together it may break me.

I saw news and glad I didn't try to make bluesky into my new gallery and focused on ao3 instead. I post sfw previews on social media with links to ao3. Really hope no new laws in america will break ao3's legal team.

That's Alice. She is 19yo. She has a rotting tooth and her pose is showing moderate pain for few months. Extracting it under sedation may kill her. I should take this risk and it's breaking my heart for quite a long time. I tell myself and parents that she lived a good life of 100 human years.

Romantic summernight for Emmrich & Yuriel comissioned by @aivelin.bsky.social thank you so much! #emmrook #dragon age #rook #mournwatch #yuriel #emmrich #romantic #fanart #veilguard

Wish me luck. Tomorrow morning I'll meet with a landlord and speak with him about one apartment problem he won't be happy to fix. This stress made me and my partner sick and I really need to focus on other things asap Attached a photo I made this weekend. A pleasant place we never visited before.

I need $700 to cover my debt so I'm open for commissions. If you wanted to get some high quality illustrations or comics, DM me or write an email ✨ All info on pics below

Got a frying form to do taiyaki and finally did it at home! Not easy to make "well done" at first try, but we'll practice!

Now I don't have internet connection for a few days. I live not so far from a city center and for the first time in a problematic place, long story short drug addicts put their products inside cables around my door. Today they torn my internet cable mid watching netflix. Enough internet for today

Two weeks since vacation, I worked so much that made myself sick. If I continue, this week will be the last of this crunch. All leftover pics I took this summer will be done. Consequences of easy summer months! I'm very glad to see results of my work. And happy with feedback on ao3 and tumblr!

All I did during a week was drawing and drawing and drawing. I have plenty of projects to finish. Thankfully I broke my block on posting art on ao3, then creating sfw previews and posting them on social media. I missed all these comments and reactions. It's nice to be visible for some time.

Our vacation is over. I tried to enjoy it on maximum because the uncertainty of life became unbearable. While I can, I should. We had two bar hopping days, one con day (with lots of appreciation of our cosplay), a tattoo day and chill out day. All productive and good. Now back to draw your pics~

It's my birthday today 🌸🎊🎉

Today is my grandmother's 90s birthday. I came with a family to cook and serve on her big celebration. My own birthday is in a week, so I cannot stop comparing. I wish I'd have a good enough life so I could say "I don't want to invite everyone" and end up with 40+ guests in my 90s.

My trip is over tomorrow. It had no big drama but it had lots of moments of feeling meaningless, helpless and some other feelings you may get when you spend too much time with infantile parents. I'll miss some comfort and parties with pals but won't regret leaving.

I have not a pleasant day today, however I focus on doing some good progress on commissions to cover it. The weather is nice and tomorrow I'm going to a bar with friends so why not think positively?

This week is to gather my understanding of who I am and what needs I have. Both to build healthy boundaries and to set a birthday wishlist. (I spend too much time ignoring my needs and the idea I may have them, this can't continue).

Everything is good and fine. The most crisises are over or never happened. Summer has returned full force. I'm going to hometown on Saturday. I'm trying to think positively about the trip. All the fruits will be there for me to try!

These days are difficult. It feels like on the edge between catastrophic events and unpleasant events, and I'm trying to wrap in a feeling that everything will be alright. And it's not even about politics... Sending you a massive succulent my family is growing out of a tiny one just few months ago

I got overwhelmed by my working schedule and should pause asap. It's a pity I should finish so much before the end of the month

My mother sent me this photo of her garden, this rose is higher than a regular human. This year we get very wet and just warm summer so plants are going crazy. I've never seen it this huge.

A is doing those loud styrofoam sounds next room. In three weeks her theatre location on a festival will have a carnival, and A is creating massive kinetic dolls for it. I start questioning is it too scary to keep them at home or not

How is your weekend guys? Mine was wild, two days with my good friend, walking everywhere, visiting ceramic market, going to pools... I'm so happy I can return to drawing and not walking anymore lol

In last three days I did more than in last three weeks. I'm quite happy with my results! I'm not happy that my pockets are empty but I'm so grateful I have years long regulars and patreon to support me in this sudden health situation. Bad things will soon be over. Look at beautiful things

I'd be grateful if you subscribe for at least a month 😺 patreon.com/aivelin I have exclusive art there and do request sketches. This and previous month I had JayVik and CaitVi pics. Subscription is pretty cheap but means a lot to me.

It's Good Omens six years today and One Piece season 2 will get a trailer and release date today! Two positive news are better than none!

In case you need peonies for drawing

Pure gold from the paleontology museum (retro visuals, nowadays technologies are better)

I probably complain here a lot. Should share good things too. I'm slowly recovering. A is doing a headpiece for theater these days and it's so fun like a drag race werk room at home

(Another chance to share pink blossom.) This weekend I go on a short trip with my family and I have low expectations of it. I'm the one organising, and my family is a company of brats ready to sabotage anything. I collect all the warmth of my relationship with A as a safe belt in the upcoming storm.

So I got this strategy: 15min of work, 15 min laying. This way I manage to work for three days now. I hope my sciatica will become better. It is while I do shots, but it's forbidden to do them long. I'm sick for a month now.

Patreon support means a lot for every artist! I don't make much from it, but it covers vacation or sick leave which I can't afford working full time as a freelance illustrator. It's a feeling of support I feel from my community.

Good Patreon news including - The default payment method in the app no longer having the 30% apple fee - Adding per-creation creators like me back into the app - Allowing me to stay on my preferred billing model until further notice. I talk a little about why it's important to me and my members.

Pink apple trees season!

I'm feel proud and relief with my achievements these few days. I managed to do plenty of long waiting chores, and progressed with work. 3 weeks ago I got sick and it took me way too long to catch up with everything. The curse is broken 👏

Saw that GO 35 picnic happening everywhere on May 10, wrote to local GO chat with a suggestion to go to a blooming park. One girl is attacking me for few hours telling me it's not safe to go to such cold weather for anyone, as it would make her uncomfortable. Any my words are ignored, she wants to

Watching drag race UK season 5. There is a contestant looking very much like my fiancée. A was jumping in excitement all first episodes. Then, we got a celebrity cosplay runway and A was agitated: "bet it's David Bowie!" And here it comes!

What type of videos do you like to watch on yt? I often watch manual work such as woodworking, fixing, bush trimming, building and sometimes cooking. Today I realized that watching tree climbing+sawing with pov camera makes me stressed in a way that I stop procrastinating and go to work lol

A trip to my hometown is ending soon. April was hard as I was sick for long and demotivated as some comms needed edits (it happens very rarely so it was a bit worrying). All is going to be good. Old cat will miss me but I always return.

We are renting a place that is so bad, I call it a renovation and repair school. It's really a good place to learn everything you'd ever need in life. I guess soon I'm buying a drill-screwdriver. Should take extra comms first lol

Someone saw me in the wild...in ooooh pressure circumstances

We saw wonderful clouds of sakura yay

Zaundads in alternative timeline #arcane #silco #vander

The first heatwave is in April* so I squeezed my eyes and bought an AC. *Usually you get heatwaves in July-August, and some years none. Long past story. This year we even had no winter, first time in registered records.

A is ironing her first purchased handsewn yukata as the sakura season is coming here

You probably missed me. All is well, I'm working, the weekend was spent with A's lil sister. I like the slow pace. May won't be this slow.

We had this funny moment in a café, when they got us drinks first and I got this massive nonsense and Arina got just water for a teabag. It was suitable for our Aziraphale and Crowley cosplay and comical as it is

Have already returned from our vacation. It was one of our best! Good memories for a long time, also plans to upgrade our cosplay to a stage contest

Wanted to make a tiny video of the weekend # part1

after having witnessed the birth of the internet and existing online for 3 decades I can confidently say no feedback is more validating than tumblr reblog tags

The best experience of the con so far, Hellsing performance ending with Gaga's Abracadabra