This has only been out there for two days. It’s only the beginning of the pollen. 🤧 I’m tired of this grandpa 😭

2.5m post op: I am feeling… so much better. Good even. Still fatigued after some exertion but every day is easier. I have been pain-free for two entire months. For so many years I didn’t think this was possible & I don’t know how to act now.

Post op check: healing well but quite slowly, got some meds to help, some stitches are still intact. Light duty for a few more weeks then hopefully easing into regular routines. Tired constantly & bored. Very bummed out about the slow progress but still no pain at least?

Christmas morning car ride 🍍

He’s been obsessed with this one gift for some reason 🎁 🍍

Small 2am seizure ;_;

Post op stats: uterus was 8cm & the main fibroid was 5cm, with a few more at 1-2cm, more fibroids than organ. Cyst scarring adhered an ovary to my abdominal wall. Cysts on both ovaries. Chronic inflammation everywhere-but no endo, no cancer. No wonder I’ve been living in hell for years.

Still have lots of friend’s looking for homes! Come adopt a friend for the holidays!

Good morning Rosemont! I have lots of rainbow things ready to find their new homes today, along with glowy Cheshire cats and fancy dragon banners! Find me under the big B banner. The B is for Banner. #MFF

Waiting on bloodwork to see if I need a ct scan since this post-infection fever won’t break. Tired af.

My stitches & glue haven’t dissolved so now I’m fighting an infection. I’m so depressed about it all & feel awful.

Datil hot sauce, datil salt, datil mustard, datil bbq sauce, datil buffalo dip, datil chili, datil jelly, pickled datil, datil deviled eggs, datil salad, datil honey, datil omelette…🌶️🌶️🌶️ fffffffffff. Clearly we need more plants.

I am finally sleeping again 😭 the first day still on anesthesia I was awake for 15+hrs post-op, absolutely wired. Then averaging about 3 hrs a day since. At least there hasn’t been any real pain, just no sleep.

Barely avoided rehospitalization due to severe complications last few days. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Shout out to @joshinson.bsky.social for being my hero, my shiny lunchbox, my bean.😭

Josh helped wash my hair so I feel kinda person-adjacent again 😭

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Josh got a promotion last month!He's so overjoyed! He worked SO so so hard doing overtime & getting his degree at the same time. I’m so proud of him. <3 He's so jazzed.🥰

One. More. Week.

I'm a mouse, duh 🍍🐭🎃

Gosh we all just need one solid sleep. Seems like I haven’t slept since all this started. Seizures, cancer & dementia leads to a lot of restlessness for my poor guy ;_; despite one microseizure he’s had a great week even an hour long play session complete w rage throwing his ball 🍍

Happy birthday to the bestest bean and my personal favorite @joshinson.bsky.social 🎉🎉

We still have this cutie hanging around daily

It was a really nice day.

When you realize you’re headed to the beach 🍍🍍🍍

Got some really awful news today. Not sure how much more we can stand right now.

Just stuck in a holding pattern preparing my heart to break.

Had 3 decent days, everyone finally got to sleep through the night… so today he had a new type of seizure through the meds. First waking one. We’re all so tired.

Shout out to everyone who filled the commission slots before I could even post about it. I was bedridden for the week so I fell behind on emails but I am caught up again. ✨ Comms will open again one more time this year in mid September. <3

Bedridden with pain and he's just pacing. Going to lose my mind from one if not the other.

He is never going to adjust to these meds don’t think. :( been up for like three days. I’m so tired.

Napples is starting another med, senility may be happening. He *almost* slept through the last two nights & his balance is better. He still gives up on walks immediately but paces as soon as we get home I’m so tired & sad. My wee old man puppy is indeed an old man now, its devastating.

I spoke too soon, I swear Pineapplle hasn’t slept in two days so I haven’t either. His balance is better but he will NOT stop pacing all day, all night. He even paced through a dose of trazodone. 😖

Pineapple is finally beginning to adjust to his meds. Barely. No seizures since starting them but good grief we are all so tired. Every day since going to AC has been exhausting. I’ve fallen behind on work. If I could just get one good sleep.

Trying to get anything done this week with Pineapple falling & pacing constantly has been impossible. I really hope he adjusts to these meds this week.

Napples is adjusting poorly to the new meds, lost most control of his back legs, some in front, but still attempts pacing constantly. Put rugs & beds all every few feet for the sudden collapses. We managed a wee walk but then he had to carried in. Still having a great time & always ready to go tho🍍

Dealing with water moccasins before caffeine should be illegal. 😩

Finally home & functioning again after AC & emergency vet visits. Thanks again to everyone who stopped by my table! I have reached out to everyone who got a commission so check your emails. Currently working my way through the rest of my emails & getting my workload in order. <3

My boy is starting epilepsy meds today so here’s hoping for no more seizures🤞🤞🤞this feels like it’s been the longest two weeks of my life

Thank you so much to everyone who made #anthrocon2025 such a delight! I had a wonderful time & y’all are so amazing! I am humbled seeing how many of you still have my sculptures & charms from 10-15 years ago 😭 See you next year Pittsburgh! 😘 #Anthrocon #AC2025

Last chance to come say haaaaaaay at table G03! #anthrocon #ac2025 #anthrocon2025

And Pineapple had another sudden middle of the night seizure. 😔

My poor guy has certainly had a weekend 🍍

Come say haaaaaaaay at table G03!! #ac2025 #anthrocon #anthrocon25

We are at table G03 all weekend in the #AC2025 dealers! Be sure to come say haaaaay! #anthrocon #anthrocon2025

And then Pineapple had a 4:30am seizure 😕

Surgery finally got back to me, end of day on a long weekend to tell me booking is now 4+ months (was 2) out. :( I’m so defeated by the extra months of pain added on but excited to FINALLY (almost) have a end date.

Round 14 of trying to just schedule this surgery. I am apparently on the list to be called back by the scheduler(again) BuT tHeY’rE fIlLiNG uP qUiCkLy yes I know why do you think I keep calling to schedule it? 😭

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On the7th round of phone calls attempting to schedule this surgery. I’m so close to this being over why more hoops. ;_;