Just a lil guy! Haven’t seen a coyote in this area in years.

Why is the ice cream truck absolutely blaring light jazz that vaguely sounds like the ghostbusters theme lmao it’s not working for business

Had testing where I couldn’t eat any fruits, greens or peppers for a week, so clearly the only thing to do upon leaving the doctor’s office was to get a spinach burrito & margarita flight.

How to survive Florida heat: Tequila Sunrise. Bonus: actual sunrise

I have not been feeling art at all. I have so many home projects/repairs to catch up after years of neglect, no problem working on those. When it comes to creating something though I start to feel awful. When I really push myself to just try, it gets worse. Burnt out I guess.

Today would’ve been Pineapple’s 16th birthday… I made a little collage of his Gotcha day, 1st birthday & 15th birthday. No clue at first that he’d end up such scruffy little guy🍍 we miss him so much.

stupid florida spring has sprung overgrowing all of pineapple’s trails through our yard already. It hasn’t even been two months. Like it never happened. I know time is gonna time it just sucks.

We took two weeks to celebrate our 27th anniversary by disappearing up a mountain together. I can’t wait to do it again @joshinson.bsky.social 💜💙

Little day to day things weighing heavy Paper towel tubes(fave toy) Leftover water(always topped off his bowl) The last bite of cheese(obviously) Making the bed(a daily game) Putting on my sunglasses(LFG) Errands(LFG) Going into backyard(LFG) Hair clippers(loved haircuts) Silence

Mornings are probably the worst. After having a morning walk with him almost every single day for the over 14 years.. I don’t know how to even start a day anymore. Walking alone feels like punishment. Him not sitting on my feet while I have coffee.

It’s been a few weeks now it’s still hard to talk about, our hearts are shattered at the loss of our wee lad. Our adventure pup… Each day is emptier than the last. At least he’s in his favorite spot forever now. 🍍

apparently he’s a big fan of salmon 🍍

Freaking out a lot because I’m on my way to two biopsies. After three rounds of imaging each came back suspicious. I’ve been waiting weeks for this visit & my anxiety has only had time to fester. If you can spare a thought today it’d be wildly appreciated. :/

Finally feeling better & trying to get back into art… things! #stainedglass

Beach day! 🍍🍍🍍

ALWAYS check your shoes. Even if they’re inside. Ffs. 😤

Saw the specialist that got me the scans for unrelated issues that accidentally found the cysts that finally led to my hysterectomy. She squealed, “omg you look ALIVE & AWAKE for the first time since I’ve known you.” 😭

Yesterday was incredible. ;_; it has been over a year since I’ve been able to go on a hike.

This has only been out there for two days. It’s only the beginning of the pollen. 🤧 I’m tired of this grandpa 😭

2.5m post op: I am feeling… so much better. Good even. Still fatigued after some exertion but every day is easier. I have been pain-free for two entire months. For so many years I didn’t think this was possible & I don’t know how to act now.

Post op check: healing well but quite slowly, got some meds to help, some stitches are still intact. Light duty for a few more weeks then hopefully easing into regular routines. Tired constantly & bored. Very bummed out about the slow progress but still no pain at least?

Christmas morning car ride 🍍

He’s been obsessed with this one gift for some reason 🎁 🍍

Small 2am seizure ;_;

Post op stats: uterus was 8cm & the main fibroid was 5cm, with a few more at 1-2cm, more fibroids than organ. Cyst scarring adhered an ovary to my abdominal wall. Cysts on both ovaries. Chronic inflammation everywhere-but no endo, no cancer. No wonder I’ve been living in hell for years.

Still have lots of friend’s looking for homes! Come adopt a friend for the holidays!

Good morning Rosemont! I have lots of rainbow things ready to find their new homes today, along with glowy Cheshire cats and fancy dragon banners! Find me under the big B banner. The B is for Banner. #MFF

Waiting on bloodwork to see if I need a ct scan since this post-infection fever won’t break. Tired af.

My stitches & glue haven’t dissolved so now I’m fighting an infection. I’m so depressed about it all & feel awful.

Datil hot sauce, datil salt, datil mustard, datil bbq sauce, datil buffalo dip, datil chili, datil jelly, pickled datil, datil deviled eggs, datil salad, datil honey, datil omelette…🌶️🌶️🌶️ fffffffffff. Clearly we need more plants.

I am finally sleeping again 😭 the first day still on anesthesia I was awake for 15+hrs post-op, absolutely wired. Then averaging about 3 hrs a day since. At least there hasn’t been any real pain, just no sleep.

Barely avoided rehospitalization due to severe complications last few days. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Shout out to @joshinson.bsky.social for being my hero, my shiny lunchbox, my bean.😭

Josh helped wash my hair so I feel kinda person-adjacent again 😭

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Josh got a promotion last month!He's so overjoyed! He worked SO so so hard doing overtime & getting his degree at the same time. I’m so proud of him. <3 He's so jazzed.🥰

One. More. Week.

I'm a mouse, duh 🍍🐭🎃

Gosh we all just need one solid sleep. Seems like I haven’t slept since all this started. Seizures, cancer & dementia leads to a lot of restlessness for my poor guy ;_; despite one microseizure he’s had a great week even an hour long play session complete w rage throwing his ball 🍍

Happy birthday to the bestest bean and my personal favorite @joshinson.bsky.social 🎉🎉

We still have this cutie hanging around daily

It was a really nice day.

When you realize you’re headed to the beach 🍍🍍🍍

Got some really awful news today. Not sure how much more we can stand right now.

Just stuck in a holding pattern preparing my heart to break.

Had 3 decent days, everyone finally got to sleep through the night… so today he had a new type of seizure through the meds. First waking one. We’re all so tired.

Shout out to everyone who filled the commission slots before I could even post about it. I was bedridden for the week so I fell behind on emails but I am caught up again. ✨ Comms will open again one more time this year in mid September. <3

Bedridden with pain and he's just pacing. Going to lose my mind from one if not the other.

He is never going to adjust to these meds don’t think. :( been up for like three days. I’m so tired.

Napples is starting another med, senility may be happening. He *almost* slept through the last two nights & his balance is better. He still gives up on walks immediately but paces as soon as we get home I’m so tired & sad. My wee old man puppy is indeed an old man now, its devastating.