Well, time for me to halt on Bluesky until the avatar is done. Hugs and warm vibes.

I have a new partner now and they prefer a closed relationship. So I will have to cut off my other partners erp related.

I am now 1,500 from getting a new desktop. I have a long way to go. I am still working on the video.

NEW VIDEO IS OUT, GO CHECK IT OUT www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJR4... #VRChat #VRC #VRChatMemes #VR #Memes #Brainrot #VTuber #ENVTuber

This video is not just art in general, this is creativity in general. Consumer base is demanding, so find a limit for every talent. Watch this touching animation of Artist's Biggest Fear. youtube.com/shorts/zo6dz...

Looks like I will be fund delayed. I will have removal Thursday.

Update: It was not just the cable, the software was not extending my vr display making the screen black. I updated my graphics card and things worked normally. Windows 11 will not work on my pc because of the hardware. I will make it last as long as I can.

I am half way to my goal, so I want to say Maskman helped reverted my graphics card so I can get on VR again. It was my cable so I am a dummy. So this eases my motive to get a new desktop for months. I want people to know I am doing changes. I will explain soon.

I will reveal my real voice. Please help, my graphics card is messing with my pc. I want to continue work and get on with my vr friends.

I think it is time I retire the Motherly Snaype. I will make an unlisted video to show my identity. Thank you for the support and love. My character has always supported LGBTQ, morals, and fun chaos. I will be name changing soon to someone else. I had a personal experience good and bad.

I plan to stay in TikTok to make videos. YouTube is not a place for me because it is...stressful. Long videos makes me anxious and out of place. I am not a content creator. I am just a protective, emotional, affectionate goofball with irl issues and dad jokes. Happiness is my nourishment.

@mattymt.com is working on my avatar now. I can go mute when it gets created. I want him to take breaks so he can do artwork for his followers or vibe. He is a good man and I trust him dearly. Please give him support because he is chill, corny, and adorably humourous.

It is okay to favorite something you love passionately, but not everyone will want the same favorite. Avoid favoring as a promotion. Be independent with your choices. Not everyone will agree and don't make them agree. ^.^

Looks like my hiatus just gets interesting. One ex friend pulled a stunt that stunted his vrc life hard. The mafia heads banished the fella for disturbing conduct. I won't say his name or speak of what he has done, but he will be removed from my friend list and follow on TikTok.

My friend's humor is cute. Also, I just felt the adult joke. Joking with friends helps keep a bond together no matter what. Ask yourself this: What is a real friendship like? Everyone has to discover for themselves.

What counts as a treasured memory? It is something that people be thankful for. Maybe something good will come your way. I can't keep promises, but I love people who give hope and joy to others. I like others to create your story. "What Makes a Better Person?"

There are times I want to do videos. What drove that motivation is giving people smart choices in life. This helps me feel happy, independent, and feel like I accomplished something that may change someone's life. Helping people is good, don't help the incompetent.

Japan is very famous for keeping a clean environment. I love the motivation in this. Responsibility is key.

I am in do not disturb on vrchat. I prefer not to be requested to join or other things for the time being. I want to rest so badly. My nightmare was these digital like clouds close to the car I drove and electrocuted everyone with me. What is racing through my mind?

I am pushing to save money hard. I am canceling all my subscriptions. The only bills I will worry about are my internet, my gas, my dept to mother, my monthly payments to my favorite 3d artist, and funding Project Hope. I am still a mess still, but I don't want to pressure others.

Meat prices went up again.

Keeping a calm vibe is always best. It is great to pull myself away for a while. So matters will slowly be over, and my mental state can have fewer jitters. I am very skidish still, and I want no one to ask me what I look like in real life. I never wanted that. I just want peace of mind.

🐍👌 youtu.be/JxgqPk1RCCU?...

The riddle fascinating feeling is so true it is a fact. "What gets bigger the more you take away?" In a specific God of War game, the answer was created when witnessing what is valuable lost. It was "A hole." I would rather treasure what I have left when that hit me.

To add, I went back to my old account to feel more free, with fewer flirts and more stupid jokes. I managed to make tons of people laugh as two annoying boys block my veiw for comedy, I blocked one of them as a warning. I hate being harassed, but the room defended me. 😀

I am still working on getting my mafia outfit still. Poponta is a very busy person. I already sent her 250$ to start the project. If I don't get an answer this month, I will focus elsewhere.

History is deleted. I started searches on what I like most. Relaxing music and learning blender 3d software. I think it feels good to get under a rock sometimes.

Alright, I will deactivate my X account and clear any history and searches on YouTube. My mental reset will only be here. I think it is time I hire my 3d artist to make the avi I can be mute on. The project starts late this month.

18+ Video, I want to open your eyes as hard as possible. Stay away from manipulators. I want to protect the Trans community the right way. Tell the truth, no matter how much it hurts. I might die sending this out. If people favor harm than wisdom, I will quit LGBTQ+. youtu.be/gwyeNeQ8W3Y?...

Government shutdown in my country. Who would cave first. The idiotic left that ploted economic crash, or the right that will do anything to save my country. I know hard and well who will win. Should I care? It is your money and career and rep, Americans. I want no part in it.

6 shots of espresso today. My mental reset will take time. I will quit social media as long as possible. Things are getting the best of me. I will hop online after work. But I can't stay long because I am a supervisor now. 🤪

I am disappointed beyond belief. Now you will know what is making me quit #LGBTQ. Anyone who favors Antifa is my enemy and a shame to human lives. youtube.com/post/UgkxcW_...

Good news, I will be back next week. Bad news, I will make one last video on YouTube. I lost interest in making projects. When peace is restored, I will continue my work.

If America supports criminal intent like California...I would rather join Russia, Czech Republic, or the home of the Cursed Mafia. The elephant never forgets the deeds that are created. Newsom's home might be next if it continues. I only favor the people who believe in the safety of good people.

I will not return till next month. I have healing to do.

I will try to take a break from YouTube and other things. I think it is best I stay away from entertainment right now. The world forgot the feeling of life, and it is fighting. They wanted wars, not life. Good people are gaslighted. I am proud to be part of LGBTQ+, except for one thing.

Human life is more valuable than you think. Give a peaceful human a life, and you're rewarded. Harm a peaceful human being. You're a target. That is a fact in social boundaries. Your life is valuable, don't forget that.

As a reminder, anyone who is proud of a person who killed or murdered or said killed or murder someone will be not just banned but also reported. #lgbtq, which doesn't treasure life and believe in death will ruin their reputation, lifestyle, and symbolism. Make peace, not pain. That's the prophecy.

My phone died, but I got a replacement easily.

Looks like bookmarks are a thing now! Keep the good memories of your hard work, good times, and protection money notes.

Just a quick PSA, if you wanna support creators such as myself and others Do us a favour and turn off “Restricted Mode” in your youtube settings Youtube as started using this new AI system to prevent people from seeing videos Example right here for my channel with it turned on

Idea for a comic after Project Hope. VRRPG: A VRchat Fictional World. What do you think?

I will admit I had an embarrassing moment. 😳 It turns out that I accidentally left a cup full of raw liver inside my truck during two days of heat. Well, looks like I'm an official corpse now, joking. 😆 Just a reminder, having short-term memory loss sucks but it has its perks.

🤡🎪🐰 #TheAmazingDigitalCircus #TADC #TADCJax #TADCPomni #tadcfanart #funnybunny

Hai :3

A lovely gift from @somra.bsky.social. Drawn by @mattymt.com. The hottest gift I have ever received.

I will explain my plan for this account. -Mafia Themed -Comic Videos -#VRChat Safety Advice -Possible Mafia Memes -Abandoning the previous role as a researcher and aiming for a philosopher. Will this choice be okay? 🐍=Yes 🛑=No

I had a fun birthday and thank you for the birthday wishes. I got 26 dollars in cash, a skull cup, and too much cake. A handful of friends visited but B-Club was buggy. (People had trouble getting in.) The only downside is that my main partner broke up with me. But it is mutual. 😌