Sometimes it feels like I can never have success with art. Always doing the wrong things or not being good enough or not having the needed luck. As if even the thought of making it my main source of income is ridiculous and I shouldn't even consider it. Like it's only for other people.

I have SO MUCH practice with traditional media but every time I am on a new piece I feel like I'm fucking everything up, chronic ctrl+z enjoyer

every painting is testing me with it's ugly phase always

Hi #portfolioday, here's some of my semi-recent work, I love drawing characters and people (digitally and traditionally) currently not taking commissions, but I'm looking for opportunities starting September~ you can contact me at [email protected] or via DM!

At Her Service WIPS now free on patreon www.patreon.com/viscera/post...

I would portfolio day, but atm I'm not even taking commissions so it feels kinda pointless I painted pigeons today despite the cut in my finger protesting

every dm will on one hand craft a beautiful story about finding agency and personal freedom and then on the other hand name a character Puke

oouuuu the mail club packing ASMR your letters go out today :) You can still sign up to get this print and sticker until the 31st of july~ www.patreon.com/c/veitstanzm...

cover for "At Her Service", the little artbook I've been working on. Only 3 illustrations left to do 👀

cover for "At Her Service", the little artbook I've been working on. Only 3 illustrations left to do 👀

If you do this, just never use it for hot water again, it may break bc the material for porous!

New Monster of the week Campaign is off to a good start

curious how genAI is Inevitable and the Best Thing Ever and companies STILL need to try and sneak it in for SOME REASON very curious

im not frustrated youre frustrated

im not frustrated youre frustrated

you can hate your art but you shouldn't take issue with people who love your art. hobbyless behavior

someone just asked me why I depicted Ex Altiora from Magnus Archives with a drawing of the sky?? hello

there's a german word for "face that needs getting punched" but I think "meta-glasses-wearer" is a good translation too

Bees has a specific sad little honk for "Banshee is where I didn't expect her :(" and every time I look, I'll find my cat sitting on a random shelf or something

off with your head

i made a salad with baby spinach, roasted pear, avocado, walnuts, pomegranate and a honey mustard vinaigrette and you should too, this is great

I need to become a lot more unhinged and start wearing my horns randomly

Falling in love with ink washes all over again

lowkey funny how I simply can not render a painting without my adhd medication atm

off with your head

1st MOTW campaign: psychopath scientist with an anger problem 2nd MOTW campaign: cosmic bimbo who loves everyone

UGH I am joining art fight after all haha Just probably won't be doing any attacks/revenges until mid July! artfight.net/~Veitstanz

Points The henny bitch

getting an ice cream maker gave me too much power. I currently have black cocoa icecream and strawberry cheesecake icecream in my freezer. hello might make matcha and honey-sesame next

animatics are fun featuring my Mad Scientist Henriette and Gabriel the Mothman

animatics are fun featuring my Mad Scientist Henriette and Gabriel the Mothman

thought it would be interesting to show the difference between screen recording and Clip Studio Paint timelapse. The timelapse records the brushstrokes, but none of the zooming moving and mirroring I do when painting. Makes it look cleaner and is easier to follow, but kinda hides part of the process

instagram really liked an overly dramatic reel about OCs you are sending dangerous dangerous signals to me, insta.

be nice to me, I did something today in an hour that I put off for 18 months

Just learned that you can only uninstall copilot on windows in the EU because of laws requiring control over software and Idk if that's a bigger indictment on windows or us lawmakers

Player characters from our new MOTW Campaign Zeke, cowboy vampire Ambrose, puppet investigator Neveah, crystal shop bimbo Miguel, normal wifeguy Loreley, owl cryptid (and not a player character, but I couldn't draw Miguel without the wife, obviously)

Player characters from our new MOTW Campaign Zeke, cowboy vampire Ambrose, puppet investigator Neveah, crystal shop bimbo Miguel, normal wifeguy Loreley, owl cryptid (and not a player character, but I couldn't draw Miguel without the wife, obviously)

secret smile

I can't ever work a normal 9-to-5 again because then I won't be able to watch my cats during summer guess I'll just die

I'm doing my best to prepare for the next heatwave and make sure I have at least one room I can really cool down, but god it's scary

I'm so worried about my cats with these heat waves. I can get through it (sort of), but there is only so much I can do for them

The post office driving me crazy as i have only just now received @veitstanz.bsky.social 's may letter But I'm still so thrilled to receive it Mermaids are a favorite, and rays are my absolute favorite and i am a sucker for watercolors, and the stickers are sooo cute

staying cool

ended up taking Banshee to the vet because her constant panting worried me she's fine, heart and lungs are okay, the vet has no idea why she does it so apparently my cat is being a bit dramatic

why do I not mind hearing my neighbors through my floor but feel like I wronged the entire world if I use a loud appliance "too much"

Harriet Du Bois, Bisexuality and Critical Witnesses: A Tragedy In Two Acts (two pages from my upcoming Disco Sapphics zine #discoelysium) 🪩🏳️‍🌈

the fucking audacity of my cat to ignore any and all attempts I'm making at cooling her down and instead running around like an idiot despite already panting from the heat

going insane over here bc I'm worried about my cats and that spiraled into "the heat will keep being a problem here" which then spiraled into "I need to move eventually" which then spiraled into "I have no way of moving, actually" so now I'm just a sweaty anxious mess

wieso is deutsch so lustig wenn man viel englisch spricht

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