damn i love vtrp

it's GRANNY TIME www.youtube.com/watch?v=1DwV...

playing cyberpunk to see if my pc can handle that lol www.twitch.tv/koziichu

Heyyy so, for a little while at least, I think I need to back off of set times for stream starts. My mood has been up and down a lot, and in the down moments, it'd be really hard to just boot up stream and act okay. I still want to stream, it just might be random times for a bit.

I cannibalized my mom's old PC for 32gb of more RAM plus a slightly better graphics card than I had so hopefully that does me some good

However, during @itismoss.bsky.social's celebration @koziichu.com ran down to the ring and nearly superkicked Moss' horns off her head! If that wasn't bad enough, Kozii grabbed the VWA Title and clobbered Moss with it!

I'm actually gonna push tomorrow's Minecraft to Thursday and spend tomorrow trying to fuck with my PC a bit and see if I can get it to run better. Having a lot of issues with it lately, unfortunately..

the jar- i mean, the ball- i mean, the dome is almost complete, so i should probly do some stuff in minecraft tonight raelice can't stop us www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIu6...

would u still love me if i was a GTA rp streamer

VTRP approaches rapidly... i'm gonna stream every single day of it, so slightly lighter streams this week, ehe koziichu.com/en-usd/pages...

i actually don't know what i wanna do today so uh, variety? www.youtube.com/watch?v=nS8r...

I think I'll need to push next stream to Sunday instead, I fucked my sound settings pretty bad and need to fix it ahaaa

plans chill chatting stream for post thanksgiving to just hang out and stuff ends up talking about psychological stuff, AI, genres of literature, the male loneliness epidemic, etc yeah this tracks

no context, but @bee2br.com i win

happy thanksgiving!! i hope you eat somethin tasty and have a good day today~

hey, genuinely, thank you guys a lot for the support and stuff recently, and for the raids, and everything. stuff is kinda hard to get back into after a long hiatus, and i've been in a weird mood a lot lately anyway, so it's just.. nice. i really do appreciate it all, so much. 💜

what the hell is that wtf has raelice been up to oh my god www.youtube.com/watch?v=16g0...

another sketchy cheeb whee

dude identifile was sick, very good, i'll probably just end up playing that again on saturday lmao

playing a new game that just came out today that i've been waiting for a while, identifile!! this is like a lil desktop/pc themed dungeon crawler, and i'm VERY interested in it, i haven't watched any gameplay beyond trailers, but it looks siiick www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sq1w...

schedule woohoo! playing a game i've been waiting for for a little while today later in the week is a lil up in the air, but happy thanksgiviiing! koziichu.com/pages/stream...

My hidden Bee village in Minecraft is just... Infinity_Castle.mp3

I'm mostly taking it easy for the next couple of months streaming-wise and not really trying very hard beyond just showing up, but that's ok sometimes. After my anniversary I'll go a little harder again. And hopefully I'll have cool stuff ready for it too, woo.

ok, i'm slightly less homeless today. slightly. not that i have doors... or that my roof is completely finished.. or that there's more than one floor of my house.. BUT SLIGHTLY www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtOM...

i did get my boba and fish and chips/chicken woo

doin some yaaaappin and hanging out today~ www.youtube.com/watch?v=3owT...

pushed stream back a lil bit, but we're fightin the dragon today! also i didn't finish my house and if you tease me i'll die pls i'm fragile www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3Gh...

Minin' is honest work... ROCK AND STONE!!! Workin' the 9-5 with @koziichu.com, @dewmslayer.bsky.social, and @raelice.bsky.social in 1 hour!

i've been taking walks lately but it feels less like comfy happy lil strolls through the neighborhood and a lot more like 'my legs hurt again? TYPICAL. COME ON BODY, GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER, I'M NOT DONE YET. we'll sit on this bench for five minutes but then THREE MORE LAPS'

schedule! i actually remembered to update my google calendar this week too, so you can also find it on my site in your timezone i'm doing like, collabs this week, wowiee 😳 koziichu.com/pages/stream...

OK I FIXED MY TWITCH ALERTS i'm such a good streamer

so.. i'm actually still kinda homeless.. i should probably work on my house LOL www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtsH...

art

i am but a simple cane farmer now www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzoB...

Speaking of mouth shapes, my "I have an animation degree and I won't shut up about it" self wanted to try to be as in depth with the mouth rig as possible without the implementation of vbridger (since I don't have it). This guide by @koziichu.com has been a LIFESAVER. ko-fi.com/s/ebb16a385b

Workin' on building a village out for the people on my server to use today! Gonna try to figure out ad manager stuff on both twitch and youtube first, so I can try to get preroll stuff dealt with, but will be on sooon~ www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFMs...

art takes me so long, but i have completed 1 whole panel

aight, i set up affiliate, still need to wait for emote approval, but if y'all are hoping to snag one of the founder badges for it, you can, wheeee i'll have to adapt to ad breaks, but if one pops up, i'll always be live on youtube too, so you could potentially skip it!

Wellll Still not a twitch fan, and I don't think I ever will be, but people have always appreciated when I stream there. I've been told people want my emotes over there for years, too. Soo, I'll probably go ahead and affiliate. I've got the recs done already, might as well.

WAR DAY IS UPON US IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT TREE MAMA WILL PROTECT HER SAPLINGS ❤️ www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hvoz...

yeh

Yapped about a lot on stream today. TLDR, I just haven't been very okay for a long time. I can't really explain how, but I've managed to gain a little bit of energy back to start trying again. I want to have a life, I think I deserve more, and I want to find some happiness.

got some silly lil ych art of @bee2br.com and i ehe 🎨art by vgen.co/mobtop99!

happy halloweennnn might stream later, might not, gotta see how i'm feeling in a bit

streamin again today! i won the art war! also, tugboat wars?? halloween at the park? BEES?? www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7hv...

just kidding I'll post it today, but it's different seeing it in game! this was my last piece for the rust art war, i painted it entirely in rust, woohoo

no stream today cus i'm working on the next art piece for the rust art war, but i'll show you guys tomorrow!

i don't draw for the hell of it very often, but who knew that rust would be the thing to make me do it again for some reason, weird i've been saving pics of progress as i draw something, hopefully it's cool!

to make up for the talent show yesterday i sang this but i'm not a singer so be nice ehe www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz8_...