Black littles deserve to be seen, heard, and valued. Your vulnerability is not weakness, it is strength. Your joy matters. Your voice matters. Never shrink yourself to fit into spaces that were not built for you. Stand proud. Take up space. Shine bright. You matter. ✨

Hey everyone, I decided to make a separate account for the more adult side of my transition and such, finding I get way better response of just diaper content here so I thought it’d be a good idea! Feel free to give me a follow if you’d like ☺️

Snow day!! Was halfway through getting ready and was told not to come in, so I finished my makeup and decided to stay in last night’s double diapers. It’s giving diapered goth girl vibes and I’m honestly so here for it! #nonbinary #abdl #abudiapers #gothgirly #goodgirl #kink

Oh soggy mornings, how I’ve missed thee 🥰

Lmao I think I just encountered my first trans chaser, he started asking me what I was looking for and said as long as he didn’t fetishize me were might be good. Probably not the most welcoming from me but still funny 😂 can’t be too careful in this political climate #reddit

Happy Big Diaper Friday y’all! First one of 2026 for me and first time being diapered in what feels like a whole year! Doubled up for a 24/7 weekend with an impending snow storm just feels so appropriate 😊 thankfully got a full case so should be all set for a while!

The adult in me accepts and understands that orders are delayed with abu currently cuz of the holiday rush but the puppy in me just wants their diapers to come in already 😅

One of the things about this journey I’m going on with my gender is that I’m not sure what spaces I’m “welcome” in. Using quotes because I’m no longer “male presenting” and I feel like cis gay male spaces doesn’t feel right since I’m not really one any more but that’s what I know so it feels weird

Totodile from Kalos be like:

Good lord I can’t wait to get my HSA card back up and running for new diapers this year. I haven’t ordered any in just shy of a year. Careful peeps, I might be going back down the toddler train again 😅 gotta work up to being a bed wetter again, I’ve missed it so much 🙈

Going through a rebirth of sorts. This break up no doubt was devastating, but I’m choosing grace over anger, peace over resentment. I also may have shaved my beard off for the first time since 2010 😅 but damn do I feel pretty and like the queen I am 🥰 #trans #selflove #translivesmatter

This is quite possibly one of my favorite lewd pics I’ve ever taken of myself 🙈

This may be a hot take but I’m kinda over the Daddy/Mommy thing. Like yeah roles are cool and all but I like fluidity, I think I’d rather enjoy someone who I can trade roles with, take turns being big/little or just both be big/little together. I don’t wanna keep things rigid anymore.

Never celebrating Christmas again. It brings nothing but grief and heartache. Was already a rough day cuz I’m no contact with my family and my partner called things off last night after ignoring me all day while the three of us were together… I’m not okay. I won’t be for a while.

I am SO proud of myself! Had my yearly review at work today and I advocated for myself and my supervisor is looking into more compensation for me since I’ve taken on extra responsibilities outside of my job description and have been doing very well with them. 🤞

Whoops 😅 guess my body just really like estrogen cuz reference range is about 30-400pg/mL and I’m 867pg/mL sooo my dose is gonna be lowered lol but this is all good info, but also explains mood swings, some agitation and increased anxiety lately. Only improvement from here!

Had my yearly bloodwork done yesterday along with my hormone levels. Still waiting on my hormone levels BUT I just found out I am no longer pre-diabetic!! The weight loss is working and I’m feeling so good at 81 lbs from last year! Still got about 30 more lbs to go but I got this!!

Not gonna lie 😅 kinda getting some soft mommy vibes, and the interest in nursing a sweet little kiddo is becoming more and more appealing 🥺

-sigh- I really don’t know what I was expecting when I decided to get back on diaper-bois 🙄

Eeeee! My chest is developing more and more, I can finally tell in pictures and it makes me soooo happy 🥰🥰🥰 not walking around without a shirt on soon is going to be a big change 😅

Also thought I’d throw this out there but I’m back on the telegrams so if you want it, send me a dm 🙂

Well, part of the talk with the bf entailed a change in our relationship dynamic. For the past just about 3 years we’ve been poly but closed. Effectively being just myself and him and him and his husband. Well we discussed opening up on our end as a need of his. This was discussed at

Well tonight has been… emotional to say the least. The bf and I had a big talk about our relationship today then had dinner and then went shopping for his students. I cried a lot during our talk but all things considered it’s all good stuff. Just feeling a bit emotionally drained/raw but I’m okay

Leaning into a new style has been SO much fun 🥰

Absolutely livid at my landlord currently… got a text today that he set off not 1, not 2, but 3 bug bombs in the kitchen today. Not only are they not pet safe and my dog was home in my room that’s directly attached to the kitchen the back of the bottle that was used said to use only 1 bomb per room!

Well folks we’re headed into my 5th week on HRT. No real developments as of yet besides a way more positive outlook on mental health. Just feel happier! My chest is starting to get really sore which means there’s some physical development happening there and while it hurts I’m really excited 😅

after a week on T i feel a little more like myself or whatever myself should have been or could be i feel braver and HRT is a god damn miracle and anyone who wants to thieve it from our hands is a sadistic depraved bastard who deserves necrotizing fasciitis

Get in bitches, lets grow some boobies ✌🏼

Very excited to announce that my appointment went so well yesterday, I was met with kindness, compassion and lots of knowledge from my provider and am going to be starting weekly HRT injections of Estradiol starting on Monday after work 🥰 I am so incredibly happy and excited

T-minus 2 and a half hours until my first gender affirming care appointment, nervous but very very excited!

I’m really excited about my early birthday present to myself 🥰 slowly narrowing down on a new style and feeling really cute 😊

Okay so I know I’ve been talking a lot about my transition, and I apologize if I’ve been annoying y’all with it all. Truth be told, after going no contact with my family/old life, it’s really left me with just my best friend and my partner to talk to about this stuff. I’ve also been (1/5)

Got some really cute new puppy earrings today 🥰

Well appointment went well yesterday! Got my referral to two programs. One of which is accepting new patients but is booking out until February, and the other is maybe(?) accepting new clients but will reach out when something becomes available as far as Gender Affirming Hormone Treatment goes.

I’m getting so excited that I’m not sure I’m gonna sleep that much tonight, tomorrow I talk to my doctor about my referral for Gender Affirming Horomone treatment and I feel like I’m one step closer to starting this journey 😊 really hoping I can get things started by my birthday

Okay I’m having WAY too much fun with this look, it’s got me feeling some type of way. Def gotta work on blending a bit better but this is my first successful Smokey eye look and I'm very happy with how it came out! Thank you TikTok beauty influencers 😅

Feeling so cute today 🥰

Got complimented on my makeup today by a coworker ❤️ she said it was a very nice “soft beat” and it literally made my whole day, especially since I slept in yesterday and took 2 three hour naps and have been up since 9:30 est yesterday night 🥰

Well finally had the conversation with my partner about poss starting hormones to look more androgynous. There’s support and love and trying my best not to dwell on the negatives and the scary stuff. I cried but very happy to get that off my chest

Follow up to the cute dress, feeling comfy showing off makeup stuff 😅 I feel super pretty and very cute, be kind please 🥺

Y’all this dress is so cute 🥰

Looking for some community while I start figuring all this stuff out and what this journey means for me, any and all trans/enby/fluid folx are more than welcome to dm and chat with me 🙂 looking for guidance, advice and if you’re up for sharing your experiences I’d be forever grateful ❤️

Really rough day followed by a super depressing euthanasia with a very sick and muscle wasted 14 y.o. Chow mix. Another one crossing the rainbow bridge tonight. Sleep well sweet angel ❤️ #vetmed #veterinarytechnician

Okay, so I know I’ve been identifying as non-binary for about 5 years now, and I’ve dabbled in letting myself enjoy some more feminine things. I have a cute little wrangler cross body bag, I’ve played around (and imo gotten pretty decent at it) with makeup, I’ve recently been trying women’s clothes🧵

Anxiety is a bitch. Even medically managed anxiety. One minute you think you’re fine and then the next, a 2 week anxiety bender. I just want to feel normal, and to sleep/eat regularly. I’m tired of feeling like a zombie. Oh and throw in some unexpected gender dysphoria for fun 😮‍💨 I’m exhausted y’all

No cheating, post the last pic of your pet

Awful day at work, found out I’m on an extra day this week, tomorrow’s schedule is different due to a switch I don’t remember and I’m already exhausted. It’s just Monday 😩 send changies and cuddles pls

Yep. It’s a Monday 😐

Just want to put this out here, while I’m flattered that people like to comment on my content, I’d really appreciate if we all collectively refrain from calling me fat. I’m not a gainer, I’m not into gaining. I’m actively trying to lose weight and be healthier for some health concerns.

Feeling cute today after having my doctors appointment that went well and now just waiting to video chat with a diaper friend 🥰 thought I’d share