i forgor again woops

goodnight ☁️ AAAA my hair is short !!! i think it’s shorter than i had it last time !! ✨ i’m just really missing colors now,,, muahmuah i go sleep happily now 💕

i need to remember to get back on here more often !! 💪🏻 i’m so sorry

goodmorning ☁️ gonna be at a birthday today ✨ gonna be okay time but at the same time lots of deadnaming woo :’]

goodmorning !! ☁️ i really need to push myself to draw i have so many sketches and i wanna improve my art !! 💪🏻 also i’m kinda feeling like baking… but i might hold it off until next weekend !

goodnight ☁️ gonna start taking care of a dog tomorrow ✨ gonna double check as well with the owners when he needs to take his pain killers and stuff !! he’s currently a bit under the weather, he got a mass on his cheek that burst i wanna help him be as comfy as can be !!

I finished my first ever attack!💕 Character belongs to @aeronero.bsky.social ✨ artfight.net/attack/93643... I fell in love with his design the second I saw him! And the color palette is just ✨perfection✨ #art #artfight #artfight2025

annoying indecisive abt my vtuber design again o7 think it’s mainly bc i’m still figuring myself out

wish i could've gone to twitchcon eu but it just didn't work for me this year </3 i forgot and realized last month when it was an i have too little money to go, plus i need my money for my move later this year !!

i wanna get into editing…. both videos and images, would anyone have recommendations for what to use? from what i’ve seen there’s Davinci resolve for videos Figma or Photopea for images…. would these be good enough or is there something better? ^v^

i want to set up a lot of stuff for stream, but at the same time i don’t think it’s worth doing until new pc, but i wont have a new pc for a few months at the moment

plus my pc has been shit abt all of the streaming stuff recently, my model has been laggy, and i can’t play repo unless i host the lobby (i believe) and some games i want to save for streaming AND recording so i have to look into that, but i’m unsure if my pc can even handle it

it’s been over a week since i streamed… i want to stream but idk what i want to stream sobs i want to do art, but i think the way i like to do art atm (i rlly enjoy shading skin and improving it) just doesn’t work (has to be censored even if it isn’t detailed) and i often scroll twitter or stuff to

i added a new brush to krita !!! and i decided to sketch one of my new ocs, Nova !!! also decided to try and sketch differently than i have been, i've purely been drawing symmetrical, basically practicing to make models LMAO #ocart #sketch #art #ocsky

i keep going to maybe i’m finally starting to get good at art and could start doing cheap commissions…. but then i realize i haven’t posted my art anywhere but on a few discords, i don’t have any to show people if they’d be interested in my style or not LOL

she is definitely bigger today !! every time i come by i help by cuddling her as the fur on her belly is cut for the kitties ^^ she’s a ragdoll she got floofy fur and from what i can tell, her nipples are slight bigger as well!! i think we can confidently say she is pregnant <3

god i’m excited to find out if the cat is pregnant 😭 if she gets it next month it’ll be perfectly timed most likely for me to get one of the kittens with no issue !! i’m moving in a few months, and for me to take my cat with me, she is required to be vaccinated, with an extra 4 weeks afterwards

really want to stream more often !! but i keep delaying it and overthinking starting time, i keep being like i need to start at :00 or :30 exactly, i need to stop that !!

AM ALIVE WA i forgot i closed this from my tabs

and in the last 2 weeks he finally got me good internet to stream with 🫶🏻🤍 it’s been so good so far !! upload could definitely be improved, but it’s great as is anyways

been very hopeful when it comes to being able to stream again, my landlord is making this so difficult for no reason. we don’t get responses, and then when we do we get promises that just don’t get fulfilled

tried all variations of what i was sent and still it all was wrong

i apparently can’t even figure out what the code it

so, i apparently got the code to new wifi, issue, i can’t seem to connect to wifi and it isn’t full bars, meaning it’s not close to my part of the apartment, and using the code my caretaker recieved i STILL can’t seem to connect to it.

i was abt to just walk down an alley because i saw a cat at the end of it LMFAOO he walked away though :(((

hugging my teddy bear has been very comforting recently

aaaaaand skin tones palettes updated! 🎨 it was time for the cool undertones ✨ #art #artref #arttutorial

sadly gonna have to think my trust issues are gonna be having another round </3

wont be starting until at the end of the year o7 they think starting now when i’ll move in a few months wont work so

like i am seeing so many pretty ones on etsy 😭 but idk all my finger sizes rn

i want to get a lot of rings,,,,

finally working on the discord server again o7

i said i wont get a license to drive until i have car money, well 😭 looks like that time is now

…. i think i’m interested in a Nissan Leaf…. and i might have enough next year for one

i think… i just got an idea for my tattoo. i think the tattoo for Sven i would want to include the crow that would come by 🤍

i wanna get to a healthier weight so i feel comfy buying clothes ^^ i keep pushing it off because i’m kind of between sizes, i don’t want to buy clothes just to buy a smaller size later

i am aromantic and asexual 🤍

going to sleep at 3 am to wake up first at 10 am, and then at 1 pm, i like this sleep schedule so far

i usually always go on flights with one or both of my parents, i’ve never gone alone because i have struggled a lot with turbulence and slight anxiety about everything going bad yesterday was my first time ever going alone on the flight…. and the first time it had to make a detour😭I DID OKAY THO…

finally getting to watch spyxfamily again AAA slowly but surely getting through it !!!

how great is my luck (im not supposed to be in Norway 👍🏻)

didn’t nap btw

i need to get home and nap, on my own, i’m taking over a room in the main house

it has not healed fully yet sobs have an appointment for next week

the ache from the surgery with back pain is such an awful combo 😭 i want to lean back in my chair because my back hurts, but if i lean back the surgery scar gets irritated, i’m abt to have my control check to see if it healed correctly

i think i almost just did somehow, it’s been 2 hours

i want to throw up

wait no, i also had the operation ! it’s healed up though, i’m gonna have a checkup in 2 days to make sure it healed correctly and it is how it’s supposed to be 🤍

2 months and the only thing i got to keep from this is the 8pm rule :’]

another thing is i have just this month have the realisation that i am horribly a people pleaser, which has made some things i have been confused about make sense, why i’ve struggled to make a decision because i wanted to figure out what the other person wanted to do, not what i wanted to do