Ah, lovely, a tax form I didn’t think I’d have. So much for a refund this year… Poor get poorer I guess.

My favorite thing about going into 10S blind (of course I've now somewhat watched a video) is my healer legitimately telling me to make the BJ brothers kiss... Yes, I'm that pavloved to make boys kiss just so they can be cleaved by the party XD

It's time to kill the dommy mommy :D Beating M9S >D twitch.tv/utaimitsumo

Me: -on break- Break room light: -turns off- Me: -flails around- Break room light: -turns back on- Didn’t realize I wasn’t moving enough. First time it’s actually turned off on me 🤣

Another day where it’s super fucking cold and I get to go in late to work. Of course it eats at my paycheck, but safety is at least nice given what little ice there is on the ground from the weekend.

Shouldn't be any emergency tonight, so let's try to clear M9S! twitch.tv/utaimitsumo

The bunnies have started to invade the dining room…

No stream tonight; something has come up and I need my phone clear.

Everyone kept waking me up after I had fallen asleep since, you know, it’s bed time…but now I’m fucking awake. Cool I’m not sleeping tonight, and now having a crisis because I can’t fucking pay my bills. I should just give up.

Yes...I finally updated my schedule. Sadly, no new artwork because everything 'new' that I've gotten or am getting is NSFW, and there ain't no way I'm putting that on a schedule post XD

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We saw enrage :3 I was the only one alive XD but we saw enrage. Can’t wait to go back in!

Not sure how well it worked last time, but we're still gonna post both ways. Time for more M9S twitch.tv/utaimitsumo

We're gonna test the new thing this place has...but I'm live. twitch.tv/utaimitsumo

Thanks Credit Karma...didn't need to be reminded of my 88k debt 2 weeks into the new year. Fuck you.

I’m gonna have bunny blind boxes coming in in about a week or two. If anyone is interested once they arrive…uh…let me know maybe? They’re all ready open so they’re not really blind anymore, but if you’re looking for a specific color I can see what I have left over…

My @enduro.bsky.social WoL collection grows (I’m not obsessed with their Miqo…I promise…) One day I’ll get fast enough to get a gacha outfit for Utai, and I still need funds for another piece for my car, but it was lovely to meet them at MAG this year and gift frogs to them & @kobacake.bsky.social

So the SO won the Best Traditional Build at MAGFest XD Also found out the roommate and I tied and let alone lost by .5 of a point XD! Technically, the household took home 1st, 2nd, and 3rd in the Traditional Build. We never got around to voting, but damn, now we certainly should have XD

Tomorrow we cosplay…I haven’t cosplayed in years… Honestly I don’t think I’ve cosplayed since my mom passed in 2017…my RDM gear was my last one I made…😢

It’s timeeeeee~

I can’t wait to say no and be ignored 🙃 I just want to enjoy my vacation.

I CAN EMULATE PROJECT DIVA F 2ND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THRILLED I AM OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDD

Taxes are done as much as they can be...cars are packed as much as they can be... I'm very tired...and I'm having to reprint the feet for our PCs because I'm a fucking idiot and broke 3 of them 🙃

The joys of going on vacation and everyone and their mother wants something moonstitched. Sadly I won’t be able to finish it all so some poor sod is gonna have to suffer in my absence. Less than 4 hours left of work and at least 6 hours of work left.

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Ah…time for the MAGFest panic to set in. Doing things a little different this year and getting most of the snacks up at location instead of hauling them all from where I’m from. I know I have a SUV, but the concern of everything fitting is still there. Car gets packed after work…

I'm in here :3 Near the end. But everyone is so much better and deserving a follow. Go enjoy them :3 They're a great group of friends.

I need to work on my settings...I'll give it a go when we get back from MAGFest...I'm kinda fed up with clips being blurry despite me trying to fix things, I just...am at a loss on how to get them clean and crisp...

You...you can speed run dungeons in XIV... Oh no...I have things to do during downtime???

Not me realizing days before MAGFest that one of my favorite artists is actually going to be there. My wallet will be in danger.

Tested the glow in the dark paint that I put on the shirt and got really excited and said fuck it and went to do the lettering it the glow paint too. If it looks good, it looks good; if it doesn't, oh well XD;

First stream of the New Year...then it's another break before returning to raid XD;; Let's see if we can finally make it to the end of Pilgrim's! twitch.tv/utaimitsumo

friend: I like your ocs, can you tell me more about them? me:

Nothing like a last minute challenge…please dry faster 😭 I still need to paint the letters and find my rhinestones. Are there bloopers? Yes. Do I care? Nope! I tried to be perfect with the white, but doing it by hand still causes imperfections like paint not going where it needs to go.

Stuck waiting for paint to dry. 4 hours or so I'll be able to continue.

Finished the book I was working on. Not sold on the ‘milk chocolate’ color, but I made this version for myself. If I were to sell it, I’ll probably make different designs instead. Model by: Marie’s Button

See y’all next year…

Had to pay expedited shipping to get a new binder in before going to MAGFest. I just need to do my shirt over the weekend and pray it works as well as finish the hair accessories...nothing like doing things last minute 🤣 I won't be wearing make-up because I...just don't have the time to find some.

Ah...I see my nickname is still persistent... C'mon man...

Me: -trying to stack the pizza slices in Twink 182’s fight and no one can hear me- pls love me…too much floor lava bad. I promise it won’t kill you… Of course…in Savage it might, but that’s science for another day.

I’ll see yall next year ✨

Also…for shits and giggles I decided to do blind bags for Vocaloid standees…6 in total. Randomly bought 6 and had 1 repeat…but the staff took the repeat and let me try again. I’ll take the fact I got the entire set in one go as a hell of a win :3

We lucked out finding barrettes that look close enough to cherry blossoms where I can use ‘em as both earrings and hair piece. Now to just add the balls and feathers to the braids. My friend styled the wig for me after having had the wig since RDM originally came out. Still using the old ears too 🐱

After spending 2+ hours trying to figure out how to get gifs to work on this damned thing…I have it set for shenanigans for MAGFest - that will probably need to be re-set up on the other PC. Was it worth the $120? Probably not, but blame tariffs and other bullshit for the high price 🫤

The best thing about XIV bringing in tech-type/casual gear is that I can make a casual/closet cosplay and it will actually -work-. I think I’m gonna do my idea for MAGFest given I finally got Utai’s wig back properly styled. Just need…to go by Hobby Lobby…

We made a promise under the blossoms 👻🌸

Anyone wanna gift me the new outfit in mog station 🥺

Merry Crisis 🎄

Yep…and it’s on repeat per usual. May or may not be ready for savage next year, but here we are 🔥