i'll try to cheer up

共感ボタン 必要

i'm actually starting to feel so upset from bottling everything up so harshly for months on end

i think Aicha is a switch between top and bottom depending on the mood, and Ysk does what Aicha wants because he doesn't have a preference… he just wants to connect. they both do so, it just ends up somewhere in the middle, and they find what works for them on a case by case basis

♀️♀️⚠️for aiyu, i think Aicha would go from the top down, gradually making her partner crazy until Ysk's asking directly. Ysk stops worrying about the unfairness of being pampered for yuai, i think Ysk's able to take a more direct approach when she's the one in the the lead, and Aicha can't get enough

♀️aiyu♀️

i like yuai

rather, conversating can be so difficult but reading is easier...

i feel like i've been at N5 level forever

ごめん

I GOTTA DO SOMETHING!!!!!!! even redraw something old!!!!!!

⚠️ yuryo ♀️ Ysk should strap ♀️ or ♂️ Rykn thank you

ミディアム 好き

女体化ゆうさく……まよう

旨み

Shie-san is right. it's the best flavor if you include the enemies and brotherly love aspect… (loudly agreeing)

landmines⚠️ airyo, i want Rykn to have a nightmare (won't admit it's a good dream) about calling Aichan his brother then Ai pesters him about what's wrong, because it's got him off center. it's written all over his face when they're close… it's the worst thing he could acknowledge (it's the best)

部外者w わかる

because it's not real, anything goes. so, if there's something in particular you don't like from a stranger, you avoid it quietly. if it's someone you know, you discuss it privately and find a common ground to protect each other's boundaries. there's no need to make it a problem

i have a bunch of unfinished things i need to get to finishing.

you have to sleep first

i just wanna stay home and doodle something eroi instead of working

i think in something like yuryo, Ysk has more 'push' towards Rykn's direction (such as: i wanted to save you, become my friend, you can understand me and i can understand you and cross the abyss, i don't want to fight you, etc.) but Rykn pushes away... and he denies any connection between them...

Rykn's guilt is complicated… it seems like he's the type who would start off with trouble of understanding his own feelings and wants. he was always focused on his mission and didn't expect to continue living. how can you know what you want, especially in a relationship, when that's how it's been?

i really believe in the ryo UKE n for えちりょけ

can we please get 🔑 soon i want to say it without feeling embarrassed

i can feel the happiness of sunlight beaming through the trees on a clear windy day because of shared love for eroi thank you

嬉しい🫶

😭

i like 女 性 化 a lot sorry yu☆ri☆o

it turned out that there might be things i forgot to put here

it's old but, yuryo making out

i'm apologizing in advance, too

when can i actually draw something REALLY SEXY?? i'm terrified to do anything crazy

i feel embarrassed when will it go away😭

it's okay to draw a compromising situation where your favorite is being restrained in some way (it's a little old but i fixed it)

i feel so stupid that i can't get over the mental block to enjoy or create fictional perverted things to their fullest extent...

i can't ever remember who's okay with most ○○○ topics or not, so i hesitantly move around. forgive me...!

i can't draw ○○○ if my morale is low and it shows

i think i'm just unable to comprehend people who are so vocally negative about things they claim to like. it does not come across as though you're enjoying it very much... but i guess people like that don't care about how it appears

i think there are some people who would benefit so much and have their mood improved so much as well if they just. moved on to something else already instead of sticking around and complaining all the time and doing absolutely nothing to contribute to the things they want to see made in the world

won't somebody just save me or put me out of my misery already

when you stop having anything to look forward to, that's how the demons get you

the 3P yuai and 3P aiyu need to get out of my head and onto a canvas some day

i need to draw something crazy soon. i've been thinking about the aiyu where there's tentacles involved, but it seems like i'm not the only one

i don't know what the freak origin point is for enjoying the kind of thing where one is filled up with fluids or like, every opening is used/filled with toys etc. but it's super intriguing

i was so depressed for so much of this month that i couldn't think about hole very much. that's when you know it's bad

IT'S JUST FICTION IT'S FINE TO BE INTRIGUED BY THESE TOPICS ← screaming it to myself

all of the landmines suddenly fell out

i'm scared to use those words somehow so i'll delete it