I am going to put away nautical twink until i emerge from the knitting mines are yall ok with that this is rhetorical. i am doing it anyways. my mental health comes first or at least fourth in my list of priorities

god and anime give me the strength to finish all the stuff i need to today without crashing out again dattebayo amen

finally i am locked in its just 1045 pm so i have to sleep. rip the background was scaring me so i messed with it instead of seth. normally i want to do the main character first. but hopefully this will make this. less scary

I AM WORKING ON SETH TODAY

yesterday was a rest day by which i mean i was in the knitting mines and my fingers hurt someone yell at me to seth today

dailies accomplished

someone yell at me to work on this tomorrow.

... i was supposed to paint yesterday and made this test sketch to clean up before i work on the seth painting again and it jumpscared me this morning turning on my monitor fandom is this anything

little guy dot png

that being said i will draw seth 5* as first big art of the year come hell or high water and this was not an intended pun

using every bone of concentration i have in my body for perspective fuckery

AAASFGWEAGFAWFAWASDFASTFTASDTFDTASFDASAFSTSDAFDFATSEFDEAWVFGVJHFVVFEYFUEAFKXCF

i need to do my new years thing and thankfully i have few hours where i can't knit due to food+germ feely reasons and also because my knuckles keep spontaneously bleeding for some reason (i need lotion) i'll trace over the magic poser and then start recording...

so i have to upgrade my os to run pngtuber software. sure

ok fine i lied i'm doing portrait studies too im waiting for dinner to bake and this still had a very specific energy i really like

going to try to get a painting out for new years, the one i wanted to make for my birthday but i am a tired person with limited time but otherwise it will be honk shoo time from christmas to new years christ i am excited

back in my yoUNGER YEARS i would have posted a selfindulgent blorbo painting on this day. oh well

put linux mint on my old tablet and the usability of it has gone straight to the sky

somehow got the week between christmas and new years off i am going to. probably not draw way too much tbh, i haven't played e33 or blue prince yet can you believe

i'm going to be afk while i'm working on bravely santa and also drawing a blorbo for my birthday and i'll drop the processes when those things happen back to back my two deadlines are consecutive days this is june all over again

off yesterday and today, but I spent most of it passed out asleep 😰 but i am doing small bits of painting when i can. she is quickly turning into a blonde testament and i think this is a positive

finally i can draw today

Also here's adelle this is one where the program crashed... but I'm still happy with the end result

I'll finish the Gloria halloween one in a couple weeks. Something came up last weekend irl so I wanted something lighter and cuter to work on instead. but we will have a halloween 2

back to basics

that arm on the left is bothering me but otherwise i think i can do this

today is a drawing day

crashouttober

just some eye practice wanted to try something with central heterochromia for gloria vs inanna stuff. based it off of anne hathaway's eyes and used mika pikazo as coloring reference since i think she makes the prettiest eyes, tried to put them in a blender with how i paint eyes. i like the result.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=qt0B... finally uploading the speedpaint for this. despite how i feel about the subject matter i think the process itself went pretty smoothly.

completely forgot that i need to splice together and post the in process videos for the bd rerelease image. i recorded all of it. can you believe

whats that tumblr post where its like 'the most important part of being an artist is to communicate that there is something horribly wrong with you'

ive done 22 bakushin runs in a row trying to get a 3 star speed spark, with every single one of them having >1100 speed at end of career according to the geometric distribution, theres a 37% chance i would have it by now if i don't have one by the time that hits 70% i will crash out

youtube.com/shorts/g3jBI... process vid is up, will post tomorrow

this workspace is turning into a do it for her board. as it should

i want to paint but i am too intimidated to make a big portrait or something but i also have excess hand pain so i can't start a new fiber project even i wanted to what now is it time for horse girls

AT SOME POINT I AM GOING TO FIX GLORIA'S FACE BECAUSE I THINK THERE'S SOMETHING ODD ABOUT THE RENDERING STILL BUT THE FLOWERS THE FLOWERS

everyone who came here when pigeonsponge died. you don't have to stay. i love saying swear words here and be otherwise batshit here and if you just want relatively normal person posting it'll be over there

freedom

got a email from support and it looks good! airy is coming back!!! (in 99% of circumstances that last bit is a bad thing to say. hmm. maybe i should retire donald airy pfp)

if i do get my account back or if i have to spin up a new pigeon sponge account, either way i will make sure that it has "tHROUGH SPITE I WAS BORN AND IN SPITE I WILL LIVE FOREVER"

Ok now that the account was suspended A few notes 1. everyone who messaged me about sus messages/reported. genuinely thank you. it takes a senate to stab down a caes- i mean a bot account

THE ACCOUNT HAS BEEN SUSPENDED AND I HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANY DM NOTIFICATIONS WHICH IMPLIES THAT THE DMS HAVE STOPPED The fact that i can't get to my account bothers me less than the fact it was being used to continue the cycle. Thank you so much to everyone for reporting!!!

i can't see handles from the notfications so i can only go off of the names of the accounts so theres a few that I don't know how to search (japanese, special characters) I'm so sorry

@ariagulf.bsky.social @cutecatcrochet.bsky.social @dortlydev.bsky.social @softcrunch.bsky.social You've probably been getting DMs from my main I'm so sorry, yes I've been hacked

FOR SOME FUCKING REASON I STILL GET NOTIFICATIONS ON MY PHONE EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T LOG IN WHAT THE FUCK HAS PIGEON SPONGE BEEN UP TO WHAT DID I WAKE UP TO

Howdy howdy! Its pigeonsponge, dead ringabel flavored If you get any DMs from @pigeonsponge.bsky.social, its not me!! do not answer any DMs from me!!! Don't fucking answer them!

guess who got their account compromised *looks directly at camera*

i gotta finish that gloria portrait i keep it open on my computer and it actually looks nice, but then i remember i have to draw the fucking flowers

the hull is complete... 40ish rows left...