sex isn't about cumming, it's about making eachother feel good. Just because it doesn't end with an ejaculation doesn't mean that the sex wasn't good.

We have also newly founded the The Department of Scientific Research and Development, and I will be the Chief of engineering :3 Our plans so far is to setup a simulated banking system and create a basic website that we will keep updating over time.

Hey everyone, I don't do this often but I would like to do a little advertising. I'm part of the Rosanian Empire (@empire-of-rosania.bsky.social), and the head of the Department of Documentation and Law. We are an Empire that furthers trans rights, mental illness awareness and a great community

Hey everyone, I don't do this often but I would like to do a little advertising. I'm part of the Rosanian Empire (@empire-of-rosania.bsky.social), and the head of the Department of Documentation and Law. We are an Empire that furthers trans rights, mental illness awareness and a great community

I was gonna celebrate 1 year of hrt this weekend but I think I will push it back a bit to next week. I will make a long post recapping my first year of hrt when I feel better and can think properly

Been sick for a few days now, most likely a throat infection of some kind. Just been very bleh with headaches, throat pain, tiredness, feeling weak and so on

a message for me and others that can relate (っᵔ◡ᵔ)っ(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ❤️

I need to be told I'm a good puppy more often. It helps my mental health. I just need someone to talk with that lets me be me. Let me be a dog, sees me as a dog, treats me as a dog. I am a dog! Yes I am also a girl and use she/her pronouns, but I prefer to be recognized as a a dog

Why do I keep living? Why do I keep having false hope of a future?

New zine: “Look Into My Eyes One Last Time” A final love letter to the self I shed A prayer for the creature. Becoming A reckoning, a surrender. Homecoming This is my deepest wish laid bare—needle, fur, breath, & mercy. Being held with a care I never found. #AnimalHRT #Therianthropy #ShortStory

This is still a thing :3

Sorry for my lack of posts recently. Just been busy with some things and been having lots of fun with poe2

Streaming a new POE2 playthrough, leveling an alt up, here soon over at www.twitch.tv/nikkyjules

Idk why I feel so alone all the time. I have people to talk to, spend time with. I just think that want I need is physical time spend together with someone. I really need to cuddle or just lay next to someone, I think that is what I'm missing to help with the feelings

Puppy is so desperate..

I'm gonna go inactive on a lot of my online accounts. I hurt everyone I know. I'm an awful person and I don't deserve anything in my life. I'm the worst

Streaming some more POE2 0.3 again over at www.twitch.tv/nikkyjules in a few minutes. Let's see if I can get to endgame tonight

Streaming some more POE2 0.3 again over at www.twitch.tv/nikkyjules in a few minutes. Let's see if I can get to endgame tonight

Thank you for everything, Trainer…! #umamusume #haruurara

My one complaint about act 4 in POE2 is that if you kill the shark boss you just have a quest item sitting in your inventory taking up space until the end of the act. I could use that space for something more meaningful. The reward from the quest is also very bad compared to where you are in game

Puppy is in heat today

i went here and everyone knew you

10 followers for 200...

Does any of my oomfs play POE2 by any chance? Would love to play with some of you and just talk about the game :3

For the few that are wondering about the appointment. It went very well. The therapist at the gender clinic was happy to hear I was doing better since last time, and saw no reason for us to have another session unless I change my mind on any kind of gender affirming surgery. I think I did well today

Feeling better today. Took all my meds like a good girl and got to the train for my appointment in decent time

A.. anyone?..

Alone in my cold apartment again.. I need someone to hold and share warmth with. Why am I cursed to be alone?

SSRI withdrawal is something else. My brain feels like it's chemically dependent on them at this point. Who would have guessed that medicine that gives your brain serotonin that it can't create itself develops a dependency? And they don't even warn you about it before giving it to you.

Who wants the mentally ill and suicidal puppy with trauma, anxiety, depression, shaky family relations, no talents or skills and goes on verbal often? You can use my body all you want because I have nothing else to give

Why am I still here? No one even barely interacts with me

Mental breakdown mornings go so hard

Fuck it, we are most likely drinking all day today. Life ain't worth it. Idk why I'm trying to still function like a human, I'm nothing but a silly dog

Story of my life

Streaming for the first time in a long while with some POE2 0.3 over at www.twitch.tv/nikkyjules. You might see something new made by @nyxthenephalem.bsky.social :3

So yeah, this week has been one of the best in my life. I don't think I will ever forget it because of the cute and pretty girl @twinkiefae.bsky.social. Thank you for having me over awruff :3

i need an owner

Human words are too difficult. Making barking and other dog noises are so much easier and feel so much better to use than human speech

Someone please hold me. I'm exploding on the inside and it hurts holding it in. I need someone to hold me down and give me warmth, tell me that it's ok, that I'm ok. Help.

The need to bark and bite and let loose is so strong but it's 3am and it's just killing me on the inside. I don't want to be in this prison anymore where I have to act, I want to show the real me

If science was cool enough to allow me to have a functioning dog tail and puppy ears, you best believe that shit would be wagging up a storm the moment a pretty girl talked to me...

Dinner tonight will be a broccoli salad with peas, spinach, bacon and some tuna tossed in a bit of sour cream

im p4p pathetic 4 pathetic

Another 2 hour nap made me feel a little better. I'm going to see if I can go out and buy some ice cream while it's still on sale and then shave