the manual coffee machine is so much more fun than automatic. it's a shame we'll be using automatic primarily on the job for efficiency. I love using my stupid little gadgets

I wonder if anyone else can spot my personality changes. I think the most obvious one is my tomboyish one, I feel like it's pretty jarring in comparison with the others

OMG THE WITCH HAT ATELIER OP IS EVE'S MOST RECENT SONG THAT IS SO PEAK

why am I making myself sad rn

this training program is making me into a coffee drinker...

Day 3 of training completed! I have learned: •how to operate a manual coffee machine •how to pull espresso shots •how to steam milk •how to make a latte •how to make an iced latte •how to make a cappuccino •how to notate cups bonus: made 2 trans friends

the crows outside my house are still aggrod on me btw but I have learned how to dodge them (I am 100% serious)

trying not to think about certain feelings is hard

I'm like pretty sure now that I'm actually not into men but fictional men are cute I suppose

sorry the yuri got me yearning and overthinking goodnight all

puppy wishes she could be special to someone more than anything

I'm so very curious, wish I could see inside people's minds sometimes, because asking these sorts of questions can change so much

diary

watched Cosmic Princes Kaguya with friends, it's even better than I thought it would be, very solid 9/10 anime only held back by the fact it had to fit all the story into 2 hours and they don't kiss... but it's extremely good I could rewatch this many times

irls follow me here so I can't be posting about stuff like my genitals anymore

I think the resource management in video games genuinely translates over to IRL skills like finances and stuff so I'm actually better at it than I thought I would be

first day of training went well!!

my friends are pretty

wish my voice was better but I'm happy enough with how it sounds right now to not be dysphoric

this song has been stuck in my head all day and so I've been singing it in my apartment but I think I gave myself a headache doing that

puppy really really hates being single but it can't responsibly handle a relationship right now

memory being fucky lately

ough I spent way too much yesterday...

I maybe went too far with my curiosity this time but it could have been worse

the haul from cutiefest including @pupn1k.bsky.social merch

GUYS I got REAL bran merch

want to post pics from yesterday but my wifi is still outtt

secret thoughts must be kept secret

I think drinking and being around really drunk people is generally triggering in multiple ways for this one. it is quite scary

had a really fun day but it kinda got uncomfy at the very end

I have been socializing so much in like healthy and safe scenarios that I've practically eliminated my anxiety it's so awesome

I keep growing my number of friends and introducing them to each other it is so fulfilling :D

why do I have so many dreams about my brother being horrible and me trying to kill him but nothing works

the seattle stroker

man who the FUCK just challenged me on showdown

the smores were so good puppy hasn't had them in ages

fucking love my friends oh my GOD

I am literally being bullied by a crow. it tracked me all the way to my house

seeing the newcomers smiling and laughing along with everyone filled my heart I love spreading happiness

my life is joyous again

air fryers are so magical wow

making an IRL friend through bluesky is a funny experience because I don't usually show IRL friends my bsky due to all the embarrassing thoughts I share on here

uweh it's becoming more obvious that I am probably like 4 people sharing a body

New Rules for myself: 1. take meds on time at 10:30 pm 2. be home by at least 11:30 pm 3. sleep by midnight 4. don't push yourself 5. remember that you have delusions at night, don't trust your memory or feelings 6. do not share delusions with FP 7. don't make choices until the morning

I like how the persona 6 announcement just confirms the color green and nothing else really

hot take: pride events are fucking lame because it's mostly corporate bullshit and like super stereotypical gay stuff with a drag show. it rarely ever has anything to do with trans people at all. even at these times where we need so badly to be recognized.

better photo of my new glasses

talking to myself in the mirror is genuinely helping a lot with processing thoughts and emotions and learning self love. cuz I just talk to myself like someone I really love and give the advice I would give someone struggling the way I do. does this make me crazy? sure. but it's helping not harming

I love them all, and I'm so happy for them, but there's no place for me in the dynamic anymore... oh well. I guess people just outgrow each other sometimes