This transitional housing place is so fucking weird. The staff members are never in one spot, always just moving around, and half of them just look like residents. And the signs don't really tell you shit, and there's no like... guidebook or rulebook or anything, so you need to ask people questions

I need someone to give me a makeover so I can look like a cute fully gothed out girltwink for a day. Wait, I wonder if my sis will help me...

does anyone else feel kinda sick after blasting music in their headphones at nearly max volume for 3 hours or is it just me

Dream bed tbh

Holy fuck I just realized that I NEED to play metal gear rising

I actually hate how this shirt looks on me I really need to just throw it out already but I need more shirts

So I walk on this bridge all the time, and it has this graffiti that says "TRY GIRLDICK" which is obviously incredibly based, but one day someone wrote "I'm tryin' mah" which gave me a chuckle but TODAY I NOTICED THERE IS A KISS FROM SOMEONE WEARING BLACK LIPSTICK THERE holy fuck I love Seattle

This dog is always here when I go to therapy. So freaking cute I love it

I'm gonna be so hot with FFS...

Totally cis boymoding outfit

Okie goodnight oomfies love you all mwahhh (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

If you use the right amount of conditioner, and dry it correctly, you should get results that look something like this. You can improve the bangs by using a roller brush and a blow dryer. This conditioner actually makes my hair resistant to wind, something that usually destroys my hair

Half the cars that pass by my housing place are electric which means they make their little weewoo spaceship noises and it's a bit annoying because how am I supposed to know when an actual spaceship is here??

Yearning to be yearned for

So, today I talked to a nurse, and I asked about if electrolysis, voice feminization surgery, and facial feminization surgery is covered by my insurance. And it is completely covered (although I have to take voice training classes). But I have a question:

Fucking chasers aghhhhhh

"You look like Harry Potter! You look like Cavetown! You look like (insert attractive but nerdy looking man)" Those are men. "Yeah, but you have the same vibe! And the hair! Or the glasses! And he's hot!" Please stop comparing me to a man. I hate it. I don't care how you spin it.

This song is stuck in my head and this movie is awesome and I love Reze that is all goodbye youtu.be/LmZD-TU96q4?...

My entire lower body aches. I'm going back to bed (something I wasn't able to do before)

Goodnight all you beautiful people (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)♡

I made a little playlist. Let me know what you think pleeease music.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

Woah I literally cannot walk straight now I need to lay down

Took progesterone for the first time!!

kiss your dantsu flames.. #jamd #umamusume

Bwehhh so glad to be home after all the walking todayyy >.< I love this bed...

Honestly I'm impressed I made it out of that shitty depressing ass situation without any physical scars

Oh my lord there was a cup of piss on the bus and I didn't realize and sat next to it, found out why nobody was sitting on that part of the bus, ewwwww T.T

Gave my case manager a hug because I won't be back to that shelter ever again. He's sweet

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS ART IS SO CUTE I LOVE SUNAO I'M GONNA THROW UP

Blurry ass photo and hair messed up buuut felt kinda cute

I'm kinda hot when I'm boymoding actually.. maybe the purse gives me away though

So much weight off my shoulders today... mentally and physically... I feel so free

Just got locked in an unskippable cutscene by some bible people

The food here at the transitional housing place is really fucking good actually...

PSA: if you have curly hair, and you're tired of it looking all frizzy and messy, use this. It's magic.

Oh ya I made a thingy

I'm gonna try to be more present in my own life. I was dissociating a lot in that shelter just to make it through everything but now that I have some stability I can maybe be myself again

Good morning I slept in an actual bed in my own room for the first time in months and I feel great

Here's my unpopular opinion: Elden Ring gets really fucking bad towards the end of the game because it doesn't give you a reason to fight anything aside from progression and even then you skip a lot of enemies that maybe would be a fun challenge but they don't give you anything OR progress anything

My new room I'll be staying in until I get my own apartment

Maybe coming back was a mistake...

I've really missed everyone... and I still miss those who don't want to be around me anymore...

To update everyone: Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.

no wonder, turns out it's just a couple of faggots after all

I wonder if I've remedied the situation enough to show my face here again

I can't stand those who are defending me right now. I might delete everything sooner actually

Actually, tomorrow, I will tell everyone the details of what I've done. I know they are too kind to expose me, but I don't deserve to hide behind that.

There is something that's been eating away at me for a long time, and I finally dealt with it responsibly, but my sins won't be erased. I have no right to feel sorry for myself, for it is the victim of my wrongdoings that bears the scars. I wish I could make up for it, but nothing I do will change

I feel so fcking insane when my family members tell me my mom isn't abusive, just because she doesn't get physical (for the most part) the gaslighting is real