actual puppygirl

have to get through these bad feelings and will eventually

woof

i like girls!

My first ever watercolor-pastel painting :]  she has already been sold <3

trust and honesty includes avoiding both sides of misinterpretation, both actions done to her and done by her, she worries about being expected of anything shes uncomfortable with, she thinks she can trust that shes said enough to be known correctly, but she irrationally incoherently worries so much

nerd

she wants to try her best without giving up anything she hopes that isnt too greedy

thought terminating overthinking is good she will trust she will trust she will trust she will trust she will trust

jdfiopsajfiodajioufdasijiopdfjiopdfadfa (positive)

“Anything is possible” is double true when you append “with friends”

so many new people today but not as favorite as ones shes already met

diary

lil doggo

🐕

feeling the anxiety disorder and trauma induced interpersonal issues very much rn but itll probablyy all be fineee 🐺🌈

alignment of past, present and future

diary

sometimes her sister clicks repost on ellies pc because she thinks its funny, ellie thinks its dangerous...

kitty sketcheeees :DD <3 she claims to have no libido owo but idk she's sussssssss

day where she needs to chill out to not freak herself out probably

1278日目 ブラッシングしてもらったブランシュちゃん🐺✨️

living feels like 1-2 miscommunications away from nervous breakdown at all times

she needs to draw again soon more

her friends r so cool and nice and cute and especially kind.. shes very appreciative and cant easily express all of her slightly varied feelings grrgrrrgrrr but she will trust shes not doing _terribly_ at least

her gf feels more like a sister than gf after so longgg we're kinda just mildly codependent bffs after having gone through so much together and learning more about ourselves than knew in past (she endorsed this post)

biting my classmate because she's too fluffy wtf its all her fault 😖

she has few drawings in her diary that are mostly just copied / eyeball traced from real artists and she feels bad posting 😭 surely is fine if just cite original... but shes forgotten original for a few of them...

not sure how her untangled feelings would feel lately when untangled shes always so self-unsure, only ever sure when happy or scared, but so many things r both...

she will need someone to tell her she is cute and/or hot eventually..

ear scritches are her favorite

The color of the sky in Seattle is han blue #5071d0

spamming music she has liked thread, things sound good in her head for various reasons. she actually hates picking favorites!! and also forgets things so this is very trimmed and arbitrary!!! she should listen to more music again..

wonder if ill ever stop needing to feel so tired always

she is feeling bleh enough where a lot is probably just her shit sleep and she should not think too hard about the feeling

So many fun uses for carabiners~ (Happy pride! 🌈)

the disappointment to feeling bad to grrrrrr pipeline

her shot bleeds lot this week but didnt hurt much those are always weird fortunately she had decided to use big bandaid arbitrarily so was already prepared >:3

she still thinks its crazy shes even socializing okay, she never feels competent when thinking about it in abstract.. i think ive posted this thought many times now.. thankful & will try harder to readjust morree her only minigame is now balancing whatever herself is and listening and caring 4others

small wolf big dog

hands are paws feet are paws

friends(majorly) and inebriation(minorly) her beloved

she needs to draw again soon more

feeling very she loves everyone n everyone loves her :3 she is so excited to keep walking!! wherever her paths may lead, she will fufill her purpose and try her best

GOOD MORNING. THERE IS JOY IN THIS WORLD. THERE IS LOVE. NEVER GIVE UP.

wonder how many people use ai in my uni classes i be kinda just rawdogging like its highschool ap classes still. ive dropped other classes here for encouraging pretty stupid uses so my hopes arent very high ngl

Lazy Morning, No! #koragart #girutan