wizard cat has a very important message

trying not to hate myself over not "having done enough" this year. when i've cracked a lot of info in regards to my ill-health and getting back to "normal" as well as figuring out how to SLEEP again. if i can get 2 months of straight 8 hour a day rest, i'm legit gonna be fucking unstoppable

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! i'm a little under the weather but it's all good i hope y'all are doin' okay!!! 🎄🎉 gonna recover and kick ass lets goooo

i finally hit 8 hours of sleep for the first time in a long long time, and the amount of manic hope i have for the immediate future is incredible. doing my best not to count my chickens before they hatch but i will do everything possible to recreate this miracle with my routine! 😭

also tysm for anyone following me here or wherever despite my non-intentional but clearly desperately needed health hiatus. i hope you enjoy my work when i'm back to posting regularly ❤️

out here tryin to rapidly follow my leads in fixing my health. getting more n more sleep as the days pass, getting better with my food and mental health. still anxious with art because of the "they all hated me" mindset but that's also going down as i work on my overall health. it's comin!!! 😊❤️

oh yeah just to be damn clear, i do not use and will not use AI in my artwork. i've been out of the game for a bit and my art may change, for better or worse lmao and i'm working on getting back to it. so if you're trying to start anything, y'all can get blocked. ty for your attention ❤️

wondering if i can even post art here since algo bots tag a lot of my work a higher sensitivity than it is when i was more active. despite my already having marked things as n/sfw or suggestive personally, and now age verification crap wants to scour the internet to prove that i am in fact, old af

so wait age verification on here has to do with like, scraping the internet to verify me based on other accounts? the fuck? i know what hit clips are and have used them, does that clear everything up? i was wondering why i couldn't see practically ANY art and it was all under the adult spoiler

ho ho, not quite dead yet. updates soon lovely eggs 💕

i feel like every fiber of my brain is unraveling at the damn seams with how little i've been sleeping. found a few interventions that'll relax me mentally/physically before i try to sleep. it's weird to get all of your muscles to just...fwoosh- i've never experienced it before but it's cozy af

Literally me🥲 sorry friends

trying hard to move and get sun and walk despite having such poor sleep- also cutting back on coffee because my heart palpitations were getting weird again in combo with everything else. i'm so sorry for the silence- i'm just so. damn. tired!!!!

precious eggs if y'all have any tried and true sleep aids (that are not melatonin) i'm happy to hear what they are because if i lose more sleep i'm gonna snap

had slightly more consistent sleep this last week, still very very tired mentally and physically. doin my best and gonna try my hardest to get back to drawing and posting more. i hope you've all been well, missed you nerds ❤️

got so little sleep this last week i'm marveling at how i'm still alive lmfao. i have a few more last ditch attempts to aid my ability to sleep which i think will help some of my other chronic health issues (insomnia being sporadically one of them) before i lose it :'D wish me luck

i have found at least 1 working aid for my crippling sleep problem, and then a thing for a separate problem. trial and error to see which of my 3 choices helps sleep the most and doesn't leave me so groggy i almost fall down the stairs lmfao. i will become so op i conquer space so watch oooout 😂

if i've finally fucking cracked what's been messing up my health for so long, i'm gonna conquer the world. watch OUT

i know for a freakin fact my tummy aches and migraines (and sleep issues) are connected, if i can solve one the others will follow (i almost always get headaches when i get tummy aches when i cant sleep). found something that helps my stomach so just trying to keep on top of it so i can function

my kingdom for a stomach that doesn't fucking betray me

Sorry guys💔💔

IT HAS TO STOP

i didnt forget boosky im just tired as hell but i hope you're all doing okay ❤️ ty for following, this account (including FA) isn't dead just slow :'D pls be patient with me

FINALLY no more foreseeable fking appointments, car trips, important phone calls or w/e i am so exhausted but after some much needed rest this weekend i may have something to share next week i hope jan was good to y'all and if not i send you lots of hugs, love you beans and remember to hydrate💕

i should be free at last from IRL obligations and appts by this coming sunday, hopefully i can sneak in some much needed art before then even if it's just some sketches busy busy start to the year but maybe that's a good sign >:v love y'all, remember to hydrate ❤️

finally at my computer for the first time in a bit, been trying to decompress with all the freaking appts and things i've been needing to do irl, hopefully when the month is over i'll be able to lock in because being interrupted constantly for other shit is tiring also less sleep bc of COURSE 😭

It's been a while...hasn't it? ❤️ #oc #furry #anthro #latex

anyone else feel like new years was yesterday but also like the year is half over bc time is weird and probably not real. lotta admin/irl back to back stuff happening when all i wanted to do this week was practice and doodle pretty things- weh. i'll get back to it, just need to time block or smth

If we can take one thing from the way lynch talks about art I think it should be to never again dilute your vision and don't put off any art you want to make because it all dies with you, there's no other way, there's no one else

everyone calm down in making cute fucking characters i only have 2 hands and even less brain cells

zooming until next fri just experimenting and doodling to get my footing again since i'm going through my brushes and resources to see what i'll keep using. trello will be updated when i know i can achieve the same if not better quality after these experiments! ty for your patience everyone ily'all💕

It's been a while...hasn't it? ❤️ #oc #furry #anthro #latex

what a weekend back it again at krispy kreme >:v

she comin #wip #furry #anthro

haven't touched my tabbo in a hot minute so please don't mind the rust #wip #oc #ikhara #furry #anthro

i never truly lose interest in an oc they just rotate on a priority system of whos currently on the mental hamster wheel. they take shifts and some of them are full time pulling double shifts

You gotta make art that sucks in order to make art that fucks

gotta practice, gotta do things, need to finish /everything/ so nothing stands in my way of making my 3945823453 adoptables and opening comms here and there. i have brushes i gotta buy this is IMPORTANT

sai2 dark mode skins literally saved my eyes, i can draw longer without as much strain im so happy also its taking me 400 years for a single fuckjing SKETCH experiment but hey at least im not 100% rusty :'D huhu

realizes in my absence from doodlin frequently that i don't vibe with a lot of my brushes anymore oh god oh fuck i gotta redo them at some point lmao 😂 making it work for now

have a slightly new drawing setup, so im gonna shake off the rust. trying really hard to upkeep my health, that chrimbus flu literally tboned me out of nowhere so i hope the last few days of the year catch me with productivity. let's GOOOOOO AAAAAA

i can finally breathe from my nose YEAAAAAAAH!!!!!! LIFE IS SO GOOD

lot of peeps got sick for the holidays and ya bitch was one of them i'm really tired and achy, but i do hope this holiday was amazing for all of you (if you celebrate) love y'all and i'll be back with more dumbassery soon 💕

when you see killer art on your tl and realize you already watch the artist mmmyeah 👍

yo i've missed just drowning myself in art on my tl, so many beautiful things everyone has drawn and i'm hype af to get back to it 😊

after almost two years of constant physical (and then mental) problems and pains, i'm starting to feel like me again. learned a lot about my dumb ass body and how to keep it running, still suffering a lot of back to back migraines but i think i may have found a solution for those too- it's been a

happy turkey day to all who celebrate! i have a headache but im cookin anyway lmfao 🍗 eat well nerds, here's hoping i can doodle something pretty soon to share with you, love y'all 💕