Gdi I wanna draw, but my PC is still being repaired. T_T

Film you’ve watched more than 6 times with a gif Hard mode: no Star Trek, Star Wars, LOTR, Marvel, Disney, or Ghibli

I was so hungry I was getting stomach pains. I ate. The same amount I usually do?? Now I'm so full I feel like I'm going to explode. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, BODY?!

Sorry I've been quiet. Adjusting to health things and I've just been so tired lately. Sleeping in, waking up exhausted. Also, I can't really do any art until my PC is fixed so I'm just kinda stuck. X.x

Wughhh long week. It feels like it's been a month!? Can you believe that here in the city where I live we went for +24°C (75°F) to -20°C (-4°F) with windchill in 2 DAYS?! Even now I'm sitting at work and listening to blizzard winds like WHYYY DO I LIVE HEEEEERE?!?!

Woke up to robins and cedar waxwings singing, and no disasters (knock on wood) so that seems like a good sign!

Had to do some spiritual cleansing today from some bad mojo... Before I realized what was happening (the crows and my evil eye bracelet breaking should have been my clue) my PC has died. Straight up won't load the OS anymore. Gonna get an IT guy to look at it but dayum.

Yuki approves of the new furniture.

Trying to build my business within my energy levels is really challenging. Do I want to be online all the time and opening myself up to being a personality? No. Do I need to find a balance? Yes. Is my undiagnosed autistic brain going gzzzrrrrgkhkhkhkh? Absolutely.

Went looking for two needohs during the height of the insane overconsumption insanity. Stupid me. Ended up with a really nice lipgloss instead, and remembered how sexy I feel wearing lipgloss. I want to kiss myself. XD

Look how cuuuute

Had a day of translating stupid so I rewarded myself with the Sinners LP. I'm going to try listening to it on my old Victrola. (Not sure, but online estimates 1910?) It still plays like a beaut, and I really like the idea of Sinners playing on there because of the meaning behind the music.

So since I haven't gotten any feedback, am I to assume these tiers are fair?

I'm feeling really discouraged after being overlooked for a job. I want to move to where my best friend is, but I feel trapped where I am, and don't feel like I can sustain myself - like my business will fall through no matter what steps I take. Can I get some encouragement? 🥺 A crumb of hope? Plz?

I'm feeling really discouraged after being overlooked for a job. I want to move to where my best friend is, but I feel trapped where I am, and don't feel like I can sustain myself - like my business will fall through no matter what steps I take. Can I get some encouragement? 🥺 A crumb of hope? Plz?

Hi #portfolioday! I'm Cheru, and I draw my #OC, #Fanart, #FurryArt and #Comics! Want to learn more about me? Check out my website: CheruSake.com Here's some of my work!

the redundant masquerade

Currently my Patreon levels are: 1. $4.50 CAD ($3 US) 2. $14.50 CAD ($10 US) 3. $25.50 CAD ($17.50 US) I'd like it to be level and accessible. And despite my friends saying they'll beat me if I lower prices, I'm looking for opinions. 3rd tier is a monthly mail thing, so it needs to cover costs.

I'm about ready to cry. 3rd time colour matching and yeah, it's close, but it's not ...matching when it dries. Like, it's really noticeable at certain angles. But it's the right sheen and colour so I dunno what to do;;

The people who will feel guilt seeing those are often already struggling! I wish they could have some empathy and think about how it feels to be in their financial situation AND have strangers telling you that you're personally responsible for not improving theirs. 😭

I take so long to do art now because I overthink. Like, I've been drawing for over 20 years, so I expect my style to be perfect by now. It's not, though. And I know that that's one of the reasons why I end up not doing art at all. Perfectionism is a poison.

I just blocked two people who were guilt shaming people into supporting them. My people, don't demand people to give you money by saying "or are you just going to ignore us like you usually do" and "Guess I'll die". Jesus Christ that is so fucking manipulative and evil.

Wughh. I needed to do some touch ups in my rental. I asked the landlord what paint colour it was and brought it up at the store. I had brought in a little chip of the wall to compare, and even the mixer said no way, it was too dark. But we can't get it to match and now I've got big blotches (1/2)

One thing I've always struggled with when it comes to social media is that I only have two modes: 1. Reading others' posts 2. Making my own posts I'm so used to just making my art in peace and loading it, that it's a whole other mental hoop to jump through to be sociable. Hard still when it's both!

I built furniture today. I'm quite proud of myself!

finished comm! .✦ ݁˖ #vgencomm

Pssst... I don't have any Patreon Subscribers yet. But there's already a ton of stuff on there. And I'm still tweaking tier rewards and stuff. Come sign up.

People keep telling me that Instagram is designed to keep me on the app and addicted to scrolling but I literally cannot spend more than 70 seconds there, its the digital equivalent of the stuff you used to put on a kids thumb so stop them sucking it

The icon || The artist || The work

I highly recommend that everyone follow artists. If you do, your feed is filled with art every day. Real, original art. It's bonkers that you can even have this. Amazing. Undeniably cool. And then support those artists, when you can, because that helps the delight continue.

It would be cool to one day be forced to pick between the greater of two goods. Just for a change.

Woke up at 3 AM today because I was stressing in my sleep. I work in mental health, and even with all the tips and tricks and exercises ...I can't seem to apply any of it to myself.

Maybe you wanna slip this towards some people in your life. Maybe you need to watch it. •twirls hair• Might be cute if you did~

Pigeon of the Day: Cinnamon-headed Green-Pigeon Vulnerable 📷 Francis Yap

I finally watched Whatever Happened to Baby Jane last night. I forgot how much I love Bette Davis as an actress. She was so intensely terrifying in this movie, it actually angered up my blood!

🌸 Pom pom crabs

oof. Despite having watched a million things on these... The first thing that came to mind was the memory of them rolling this into choir in high school for us to watch 9/11. X_x

The rainfall of Namibia, 🇳🇦 where millions of water lilies bloom all at once

We're getting there little by little, sure. But it's a road. Anyway happy international asexuality day #asexual #internationalasexualityday #asexualvisibilityday

I feel a scene like this made 30 years ago adds ammo against people who think Kids Movies are expected to be a babysitting timewaster and not have anything significant in them outside of visuals, especially for characters that previously had little to them to work with

Artist! Quote with your most detailed art! ...at least recently, mine is a toss up between these two:

…”I think that was the best day of my life". Sammie from Sinners #art #drawing

I read graffiti when I see it and I gotta say... "Giant dry rat" on the side of a dental office had me snort and scare my Uber driver.

I'm still working on it, but cherusake.com is up and running! It's bare bones right now, but this will be where you'll find the comics once I've got everything good to go!

Well. I just spent the last hour blocking all the sus spam accounts. If someone got blocked by accident, it's because they had several thousand watchers and watched just as many if not more. Found so many fake AI bots. I'll be much more stringent from now on.

I think I'm gonna go back to blocking those "Follows everyone to try to drum up followers accounts" that obviously have no interest in my art. Honestly, fuck them.

At least I managed to rest this long weekend. I didn't have much of a choice with the cold I had. I'm finally feeling a little rested besides not sleeping well last night. I wish I could have more relaxing days. I want to get past my burnout.

I stayed up too late watching an exposé on some infamous "demonologists". I knew a lot of this, but man, I used to idolize them...and it's made me incredibly bitter and distrustful to find out they were nothing but opportunist sheisters. 🫩

Prince Shoto and Prince Izuku look on towards the dreaded Draumēht island - the land of dogs, savage people who worship dragons... Where they will meet their fate to brace for war against the demon kingdom. #Art #Fanart #MyHeroAcademia #MHA #BnHA #ShotoTodoroki #IzukuMidoriya #Deku #Todoroki