life can lack some color, but my flame will always burn

it's tough...but life keeps going

the color in my life? it's all gone. (for now)

repost if you're happy :3

another one in the bag ✌️ ty for stopping by~ i'm in a good mood so maybe i'll do a secret stream after dinner >:3c

hi :3 another stream, this time, a little bit early, ehe~ quake tuuahh, hopefully the end of it! (waiting room below, starting soon~) #vtuber #retro #quake

hi there, i wanna try playing quake 2 at night, at 9:30pm edt, 2hours and 30 mins from now on no better way of forgetting about violent thoughts than with violent actions in a game :3c #vtuber #retro #femboy (waiting room below)

rewarded me with more unfortunate feelings and events*, which means we go back to the cycle of going through patience with even more patience

patience has rewarded me

another clip cooked, ehe #vtuber #femboy #vtuberclips www.youtube.com/shorts/lxyb0...

it is indeed disastrous for the universe whenever i find out someone that has wronged me in the past is having a very awful time and has a lot of trouble escaping it thanks for the fuel ✌️

bro really grew up, nice!

just live, bro.

such in a good mood, purging some dead weight does not feel bad at all (sorry if i left your communities, not sorry about you not interacting with me after persistance only from my side. i feel better being a lurker)

heya, we're streaming quake 1! will start quake 2 if we go super fast!! come hang out!! #vtuber #retro #femboy youtube.com/live/OFFeqnWKmYA

to get into making videos, i wanna record a small rant on how i feel about the whole twitch ban. i got some things to get off my chest and honestly i want an excuse to slap commentary on top of gameplay, ala 2011 content xd. i'm not a yapper so it's gonna be a good semi-serious challenge. 🧐

proud to admit that one big part of my comfort content is an old call of duty video maker and his entire 4 year long run on youtube

when the week is gonna be good by design but monday turns out to be the roughest start to it all

i finally get it... youtu.be/cinJDxLUsNY?si=wMA9fkAJuI6X13Au

found one of the very few clips that survived from the twitch era, then edited it a bit into a youtube short :3 check it out! www.youtube.com/shorts/gg6Vp...

North American Nebula and the Pelican nebula I spent 11 hours photographing these nebula in narrowband. I know I've spent a lot of time photographing this nebula, but it's one of my favorites, and I do a little better each time. #astrophotography #photography

on deathwish mode.

time to pull out the big guns!

heyo, this game is called doom ETERNAL. it lasts FOREVER. i'm gonna play it UNTIL THE END OF TIME. live now! come check it out! #vtuber #femboy #doometernal youtube.com/live/XNaj8w0...

good job bro, you actually did grow up!

do you like #femboys ? do you like #vtubers ? do you like.... #fumo ? do you like violence? i got you covered! streaming doom eternal at 6pm edt, in about an hour from now on! if i finish the game quick enough, i'll be playing quake 1 as well! >:3c come say hello!~ youtube.com/live/AmgmBlLxHqc

dead weight dumping session of the week is done~! phew...

i should get paid for every hour i spend without wearing pants at home

pizzer!!!!1 :3 🍕

The Cygnus loop This is my first attempt at narrowband imaging, shot in Ha and OIII. Monochrome definitely has a bit of a learning curve to it, but I enjoyed the process. #astrophotography #photography #astronomy

if before 2026 i don't do a handcam stream/video of me putting on press ons and painting them, then we're DOOMED

me when full moon:

>post 3 tweets today on the inferior site >first one starts getting traction 8 hours after being posted >others are stuck at 0 everything dude.

hey bsky, it's been a while :3c i'll be here streaming some doom eternal! i think i'm almost done with the game? but i'm having so much fun with it, so we keep ripping and tearing!!! 🩸 starting in 30 minutes, go leave a kiss or two in the waiting room! youtube.com/live/1k5PvThmXCE

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reminded once again, it is only i that can pull my own weight in the end.

I won.

>open twitter >make a post >get traction within minutes >feelsgoodman.jpg >post again >this time include link >twitter: "thats illegal we're gonna obscure this post forever" i'm not paying those 5 bucks, elon

note to self: do not play with people's paranoias, it's rude... :c

call me elsa, i let it go 🥶

the stars are aligning, bros~

dude, can i like, stop becoming friends with a group of people who end up having beef with one another? lol

i convinced myself that i can do anything that i put my mind into. it's over for y'all! 😈

i live! how do i explain people i was okay all this time and that i simply didnt have access to a computer????? (until today)

2 days before i vanish to oblivion, or accept oblivion and carry on with my life. (twitch reinstatement)

call me malcolm, always in the middle....

me trying to not be vindictive for one nanosecond:

might as well try linkpostan here...alright, i stream today, at 4 edt!!!!🗣️🔊 will be playing bomb rush cyberfunk!!! we chill, paint the town, and listen to godhood tier jams!!! see you there :3c #Vtuber #ENVtuber #BombRushCyberfunk #indie