i wish my thousand yard stare was cuter.

okay. alright. i'm definitely a little late. buuuut... here's a little something fun. enjoy~

oh fuck, i missed easter. [ fucking scrambles to get something put together. be back in a few! ]

just sleep, just dream, it's only a nightmare, and soon they'll be set free. --- indie oc in the fnaf verse, written by snowy! based on five nights at frickbear's 3, by spookyrick. [ #MVRP | #FNAFRP ]

who up about to eat dinner at two in the morning. i know i am. [ said with absolutely no expression on her face. ]

// sigh. i wanna do more with my cast of furry ocs sometime. most of them are based on ocs of mine but with different twists to them (such as one being based on cass but she's got a very different overall vibe) but the designs are SO cool and i wanna do more

[ knock knock. ] @augurysplinter.bsky.social

...no. the world does not bend for me. it never did. it bends for him. [ she grimaces. ] me deserving better? i don't know if you heard me, but i let down billions of fucking people. an entire universe is GONE because i couldn't handle it. that's on me.

[ ...who would have thought she'd get a pick-me-up talk from the fucking knight? as ineffectual as it is... ] tch. i mean, it's not exactly like i can talk to a therapist. how do i tell someone that god hates me and the blood of billions rests on my hands for not being good enough?

[ she would laugh if the sight didn't make her equally taste bile in her throat. always hands. always, always. she'd rip her own off if she wasn't a coward. ...but the words it offers gives her pause. she's well used to the fact that the knight isn't pure evil, but... ]

[ the migraine isn't new. at first she simply thought it was dehydration kicking in again. she hasn't been doing very well with self-care. but her eye, lonesome as it is, is still strong enough to see in the dark she's made her home. and she sees it. ]

[ ... ... it's hard to do things alone. in hometown that's all it ever is. cass takes breaks that are longer and longer, spiraling further and further, and she can't find a way to pierce the veil. the stress baking only winds up in the trash. the fights become numbing and repetitive. ]

...lately i've found myself wandering to the cliffs again. they're quiet. the wind whistling between the rocks is all there is. gives me room to think. it hasn't done me much good lately. all i do is spiral. i don't know how to fix it anymore. i don't know how to feel normal anymore.

... can't sleep like this.

i got that gun, by the way. gem's gun, i mean. it's kinda sick.

[ ...The anger burns her hands. The frustration with herself for not being able to save her world, the hatred she carries within herself. She's shaking a little bit. Poor thing. ]

[ ...sssssquints. ] did i just hear my name?

i feel so fucking bitter these days. like everything is just... waiting to cast me out, like the world before. like nothing i do matters, and i'm just ticking towards the next disappointment. ...heh. deja vu.

// considering chasing a hyperfixation! i have an idea for a really fun rp account, that would very able to interact with almost ANY verse with no real issues. so there's lots of potential however, for an overarching story i had in mind, it might require some audience participation.

// happy new year, all! also putting this here. for the new year, i'm going to be dropping all previous threads that i have still lying around. IF YOU WANT TO KEEP A THREAD GOING, PLEASE SEND ME A DM! i am more than down to continue, i just have lost track of so many. thank you! <3

// hey chat, just a heads up: i work insane hours this week due to christmas (thanks waffle house) so i will be a bit slow on replies and not very active on the tl. please be patient with me <3 - snowy

[ it's been a bad night, on a bad week, on a bad month, on a bad... uh. how long has it been since this all started? she doesn't like drinking. but honestly, with her mood like this, she'd take anything to shut the voices up for even just a moment. anything at all. so here she is, at a club she -

they call me the... ... ...i actually don't know how to finish the bit. i have a fat ass, i guess.

[ she shudders involuntary, then grits her teeth. ] ... [ she doesn't want him to hurt anyone else. ]

... [ ...cute. ]

[ ...gritting her teeth. he makes her so mad. ]

// hi chat, just a heads up: i have horrible ADHD and i lose threads like i lose socks. PLEASE don't be afraid to poke threads that i haven't replied to in a few days, i would actually really really appreciate it

pretty confident.

he's not gonna fuck you, bro.

// h. hi kiku?????

... ...i don't want to answer that.

// it's so funny that everyone has a k/d ratio now and meanwhile cass would be like (distressed) WHY ARE WE TALLYING THIS

[ okay, slowing down for a moment. she doesn't know all the facts. just hearsay and such. maybe she needs to confirm with the people involved. later. plushsei seems pissed about something. ]

[ ... ...these fucking kids. ]

...why is everyone pregnant now? [ a confused tilt of her head. ]

these kids concern me.

[ and as for the folks here! i didn't forget. she's not as teasing but, y'know. she can have a little bit as a treat. happy sunday, folks. ]

...oh, today is sunday, huh. ... later.

ew. get my name out of your mouth.

// considering a persona 5 au of cass for bsky. any thoughts chat

...o-oh wow. yesterday was. rough.

// oh this is going to Deeply upset this cass. rubs my hands together evilly.

[ she really wishes hannah wouldn't spend so much time with that slimy fucking bitch. ]

// ELI???? DFGHJKHGFGHJ

( waits until she turns around and then does this at the back of her head )

...i'd like to go to therapy, myself. but how the fuck do i look into that without coming up to someone and telling them that what is essentially a god hates me, and that i come from another universe and its destruction is my fault.

actual akuma sounding ass, fuck off. [ can't help a little laugh despite herself though. ]

...these kids need help, man.

// taps fingers together...