winning is problematic, people like you more when you’re working towards something not when you have it

i can't believe im vjing the stage passion pit is playing this weekend. i used to listen to passion pit on the RADIO like the literal alarm clock radio i had in high school and dream about being old enough to go out to night clubs and concerts. everything i do now is for me then. yeah ok crying!

“wahhhh he was a father” all you technically have to do to be a father is fuck. his ass did not carry children

and i will be standing around in a hot outfit and pointing at the stage like a mom at a soccer game to my DJ boyfriend and going "that ones mine" and sipping a light beer 😇

im so excited to VJ at lightning in a bottle im not even gonna make a joke about playing baby sensory fruit videos this time because i don't want them to see that and go "she's not really gonna play baby sensory fruit videos is she" don't worry i would only do that if the audience was babies. :)

linking up here a day before the drop was crazy im really living in the skrillex simulation forreal

jumping up and down and clapping my hands and going "hehe yay!" rn because they are letting me VJ again 😈 LA march 27th @ Avalon for Big Bubble Rave with the legend Tom Kenny, and then Shrek Rave PDX April 26th @ Star Theater. PLEASE WEAR A SILLY COSTUME. okay yay awesome. :)

YOU GUYS EASTER IS ON 4/20 THIS YEAR

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「prince + CLOCKWORK」 out now everywhere

commission🌒thank you!

This piece took about four months. I think I’m done but I’ll let it sit for a bit😊. Happy to be wrapping it up though! #painting #realism #alteredrealism #magneticfield #torusfield

NEW MUSIC OUT TONIGHT MADE WITH MY BARE HANDS

Self Portrait (2025)

dropped a dubstep clip on soundcloud

oklou - take me by the hand (onlytom edit) on.soundcloud.com/D3bZvBSEkpuD...

Water. So easily taken for granted. But do you ever look at it a little differently and think about what a magical substance it is? Or wonder where it came from? How it became water? For how long has it been, and will it always be water? Anyway, this painting is titled "Endless Journey" from 2021.

hey check this out:

stumbleupon was such a wonderful website. we had no idea how good we had it then.</3

dropped this cause i felt like it

“Like a Memory”, from 2019. One of my first “altered realism” paintings.

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Did cover art for DigitalV Check out their new album "RE:Signal" , their music is cool 😎 digitalv.hearnow.com/re-signal #art #coverart #3D #music

wip

i'll be like "better set an alarm for the morning" and then very confidently open the calculator app

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hello bluesky i'll put this here too :) my "2024 VJ wrapped" lol. very grateful for all the adventures i got to go on this last year <3 www.instagram.com/p/DEkSHNfpmH...

i also want him to leak it bc i just cut his hair and it looks sooooo cute

HAHAHA I TOLD THIS TO ANOTHER VJ THE OTHER DAY WHO'S OLDER THAN ME AND HE WAS LIKE "baby sensory video? what is that?" and then i showed him the dancing fruits and his world shattered he was like "oh my god this is literally what we do" IT'S TRUE AND IT'S MY PASSION I LOVE US

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when my soul died my body kept living, i had to drop out of college. thankfully it worked out, i got a job haunting the cathedrals. it's incredible what one can do when dead inside! #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #resolume #resolumearena #vj #visualjockey #projectionmap

(my guardian angel) #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #resolume #resolumearena #vj #visualjockey #videodj #pole #poledancer #stripper

𖢥 #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #resolume #resolumearena #vj #visualjockey #videodj @cedricswan.bsky.social

⊶✣gas⊶✼works⊷✽sprite✻⊷ #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #resolume #resolumearena #vj #visualjockey #videodj

(some comissions i did a little while ago) #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #VJ #resolume #resolumearena #visualjockey #videodj

secret𓆙garden✿ #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #3Dartist #VJ #visualjockey #resolume #resolumearena #videodj

𓆩FAIRY𖤓WEAPON𓆪 #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #resolume #resolumearena #vj

𖢥i just need to stay in my cocoon𖦹a little longerʚïɞ #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #resolume #resolumearena #vj

༄GLASS¤LUNGS⊷ #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #resolume #resolumearena #vj

copper⊷sculptures✼ #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #resolume #resolumearena #vj

WATERFOSSIL𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 #cinema4d #c4d #octane #octanerender #3D #3Dart #resolume #resolumearena #vj