being a lowkey “assimilated” transsexual woman right now feels insane and psychedelic. i’m simultaneously living a “can she have it all” girlbossy rom-com alongside a grim political drama about my impending extermination

Anyone mind if I double down on a bad habit in the midst of some turmoil?

Might fuck around and allow myself to feel a bunch of difficult feelings and then move on before I get stuck in them

What is it like to have family from whom you can ask for financial help? Or a rich spouse? Or a nice little trust fund? Oh, how I wish I were a trust fund poet.

Being a working poet trying to find time, money, and energy to put towards doing the bare minimum of events and readings to promote my book is breaking me fr

When I was a child I used to see how long I could hold my arm against the metal playground bars on a hot day and now as an adult I do the same thing but with unbearable situations

Two Poems by Jennifer Espinoza oneartpoetry.com/2025/03/07/t...

Dear friends — I am moving this weekend and have been recently hit with some unexpected expenses. I could use a hand in order to get settled comfortably into my new place — if you have anything to spare, I would greatly appreciate it!! 💕

Jennifer Espinoza @sadqueer4life.bsky.social

Wrote a short story about a troubled young man and a strange dream he has one night — link in bio

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The phrase “who care” is both a motto and a prayer

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Got my hair cut for the first time in a year and then immediately after had to go home and sleep for an hour just to process the new reality this minor change to my appearance entails. Love being a girl.

Chat, if I’m doing monotherapy with injectable e and my labs come back at 364 pg/ml should I be worried about potential health effects? Or is this ideal considering I’m not on any anti-androgens?

Teaching a workshop this weekend - reply if you’d like to join :)

So gay and annoying how “We accept the love we think we deserve” continues to be a core truth at the center of life

My vulnerability and open-hearted nature exist for people who don’t punish me for it

a man will casually try to ruin your entire life and then will be the first person to watch every single one of your IG stories

The greatest sin is to have no sense of other people

New workshop piece from last night's class with @sadqueer4life.bsky.social & @eileendotnet.bsky.social!

(joy division voice) she’s crashing out again

Saw Nosferatu and have truly never experienced a bigger gap between the way people are talking about a movie online vs the actual film, and that’s saying a lot

This weekend with @sadqueer4life.bsky.social ✨ Speaking from the Shadows: A Writing Workshop Sunday, December 29 at 4 pm Pacific Time 90 minutes / virtual $30 tuition (pay-what-you-can is always available!)

Happy Boxing Day to all who celebrate….

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Snuck away from the Christmas party :)

cause of death: attempted to understand his thought process

many such cases

it really is impossible to be cute and aggrieved at the same time

I went on poetry tour through New Mexico with Sara Ellen Fowler and @sadqueer4life.bsky.social and fell in love with these shades of blue

bro why the FUCK am i still on your close friends stories

happy birthday @sadqueer4life.bsky.social 🎈

This meeting could’ve been a holiday party

living a life ruled by fear, but in a cute way

holding space

lately i’ve been reacting to things by gasping “my word!” while gently touching my palm to my chest

we love to unconsciously recreate a toxic little pattern

watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind alone in bed on a saturday night and having a great time

next year is the year i am finally going to maximize my girlboss potential

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at the part of my healing journey where i feel equally sad about and grateful for everything

yall mind if I get into the Christmas spirit or wot

Thankful for my beautiful family!! 😌💕

realized i’m kind of wifejak coded

I interviewed The Space Gal, who will be the 100th woman in space 👩🏻‍🚀🚀 My first astronaut interview! 🌟

wish everything were funny haha instead of funny in the way a david lynch movie is

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