I'm back...ish. Doing some Generations runs for old time's sake.

If you can, please contribute to this thread. This is an extremely important project for the sake of my self-worth and mental health.

I'm going to be real here, I've been trying way too hard to force myself to stream, and I think my anxiety over it is my brain's way of saying "you're not ready".

This is a PSA for all content creators: Please, please, PLEASE add a content warning on anything that can be triggering for people. It doesn't matter what it is. That's not to say it's ever the creator's fault for causing a reaction in someone, but it just helps to have that warning.

I could have streamed yesterday. I had the motivation and the energy. Then I ended up getting distracted by other things and it ended up being too late. I also just keep chickening out when I wanna hit that "Go Live" button. It's like my hand gets frozen, shaking from anxiety.

I could use some advice/encouraging to get past this stage fright I'm feeling about auditioning for Host Position for marathons. I REALLY want to get myself out there more but for some reason, despite being able to do marathon run commentary, hosting is more intimidating.

This is why it's been a mega struggle to even do streams...even though I have so many different ideas in my head. It's also embarrassing to be promoting my stream on marathons but have my Twitch page be blank, empty, or have a stream VOD that's 3 months old.

Going to be running Simba's Mighty Adventure here in just a bit!

We are so back, and with a well beloved game of mine. Gonna be doing derust runs of Simba's Mighty Adventure, in preparation for a marathon coming up. twitch.tv/furisketoakio

I will stream again soon. I'm holding myself to it so that executive dysfunction quits biting my ass.

Starting soon!

Soooo excited for this! It's going to be good, chaotic fun.

Also penciling this into my notes… “Learn Sonic 4 Ep 2 with Sol”

Reposting this to remind myself that this stream NEEDS to be arranged asap

Welcome to SpeedDogs (and assorted Pets)! Day 1 starts in 30 with @SableDragonRook.bsky.social running the Last Guardian Snuggle%. Afterwords, @usurpering.bsky.social is running Shadow of the Colossus Kittypaw%. Both runs have incentives to hand out pets! Check us out at www.twitch.tv/speeddocs

Of course I forget to post about my Colors run but lol still had a great time. Even though my brain decided to dive right back into Bad Feelings Zone after. But, I think I just need to rest. Thanks again to @preventathon.bsky.social for having me.

I’m so proud of myself with how good of a run I did today, considering how rusty at NiGHTS I was from not playing it for awhile. Guess I still have the old NiGHTS speedrunner still in me. :3

I will be going live shortly with NiGHTS! twitch.tv/preventathon

Asexual option has been added to the LGBTQ+ bracelet lineup! ko-fi.com/s/03ab591f1b

Happy Pride! 🌈

twitch.tv/gorlsgofast Going live soon with Sonic Colors Night Light%!

LGBTQIA+ Pride Bracelets are now available to order! ko-fi.com/s/03ab591f1b

Mental Health Awareness Bracelet is now available to order! ko-fi.com/s/7c1220f13c

Fibromyalgia Awareness Bracelet is now available to order! ko-fi.com/s/65f8d3ec04

Update on my shop: All my bracelets will be made to order from now on. I feel like this will give me more freedom to experiment with different designs and see what sells.

Team Aozora shop is re-opened with new bracelets! ko-fi.com/teamaozora/s...

Gonna be starting real soon!

THURSDAY'S ATTRACT MODE! The Neurogals are taking over Attract Mode!, and they're ready to go fast! @furisketoakio.bsky.social and @beamqueensol.bsky.social take on a blind co-op% run of #Sonic4 :Episode 2! Exxy joins on comms, with @sapphire-in-pink.bsky.social hosting! See you there! 🦔

I have made some free to use layouts for Autism Acceptance Month! Feel free to use them as much as you like, just make sure you give me credit where credit is due. :) drive.google.com/drive/folder...

Doggo girl plays a cat game...-holds up hand to butterfly- is this irony? twitch.tv/furisketoakio

Going to solve puzzles while keeping a pesky cat away twitch.tv/furisketoakio

Gonna solve the mystery of who Sonic murdered...or is it who murdered Sonic? twitch.tv/furisketoakio

Starting soon!

Super excited for this! Be sure to tune in for the special surprise for Project Unleashed!

Derusting Sonic Generations runs + learning new ones(?) with guest star @raymanfan1995.bsky.social!

If I’m not dying from putting a whole dresser together plus moving stuff around, I wanna get some practice of my Sonic Generations Blaze% before my Attract Mode! run on Thursday. I also wanna do some Classic Tails runs since he’s much more fun to play as than Classic Sonic.

I am now accepting commissions for stream layouts!

First video of my new YouTube channel has been uploaded!

Time to start local recording and also just uploading my highlights straight to YouTube. Thanks, Twitch. Fuck off.

I am taking part in this, streaming a queer furry visual novel called Promises to Keep! Be sure to tune in at 3 AM EST on Feb 14th!

I’ve already posted my 2024 sentiments on my Tora account, so I’ll just go straight to what my 2025 goals are for this one: - Stream more often - Find more stuff to do fun (and maybe silly) speedruns or challenges for - Participate in speedrun marathons again Here’s to a good year :3

Probably not gonna bother posting my Twitch recap since A) 2024 has been a bumpy year where I’ve had to change my Twitch handle cause of personal issues and 2) My activity, whether it’s streaming or interacting in other streams, has been minimal

Hey all! I have another account where I'll be focusing all my non-speedrun posts. Check my bio for the link! Of course, if you want to keep following this account, I will post about my stream as well as my appearances on speedrunning events here!

Also, stress-related dreams are the best…said nobody ever.

Might as well join in on this. (Warning: You may get a Sonic game or two…or three)

Going to be flying out to Chicago later tonight. Super excited! 😄

Going to be on soon with Simba's Mighty Adventure! www.twitch.tv/gamesdonequick

I was really hoping that after getting my injection that I'd start to see a huge improvement in my shoulder...but I feel like I'm still in the same spot I was before, where I can only be productive in spurts before my shoulder just starts acting up. It's so discouraging.

Remember everyone that you are loved and to please take care of yourself and your mental health. Things may seem hard right now, but we can get through this together.

Scary Pumpkin Bracelets are now on sale! ko-fi.com/s/ca15aa1292