This is ridiculous. I am. I'm a fucking idiot and tbh it'd be better for everyone if I just disappeared into the void.

Feelin' myself

There's a new boy in my life and he makes me so fucking happy. Especially combined with my amazing relationship with my phenomenal fiance, in just full of good feels rn. I'm doing good and it's so surprising compared to a few months ago 🥰

How does one learn more about fashion? I would say I gotta up my game, but I gotta fuckin START first..

I have a date on sundaaaaayyyyyyy 🥰🥰🥰

good lord, I didn't realize how much I was on FB until I deactivated it last night. keep reaching for the app and it's just not there. wild

Runway Reactions #RPDR #S15 #E12 Category is Everybody Say Glove Loosey LaDuca: cool but something feels off Anetra: ohhhh not and fucking gorggggg rave realnesss Mistress Isabelle Brooks: fucking beautiful Luxx Noir London: omg those remind me of my old OverZeas pants from my emo era. Interesting

Runway reactions #RPDR #S15 #E11 Category is Rip Her to Shreds Marcia Marcia Marcia: fun. Finally some more makeup on her face Loosey LaDuca: fuck yesss love ittt Luxx Noir London: that looks fucking wild Sasha Colby: fucking denim fashion yesssssss

Salina is just doing... The Single Ladies choreo from the video for her lip synch??? Why #RPDR #S15 #E10 #FirstWatch

Omfg Willow Pill's look on the Chaps Runway is fucking UH-MAY-ZING #RPDR #S14 #E7 #FirstWatch

Jorgeous vs. Orion Story... Girl.. Orion... Your wig's coming off. Also.. lackluster. Jorgeous fucking ate #RPDR #S14 #E5 #FirstWatch

Ginger vs Mayhem YAAASSSSSSS one of my FAVES #RPDR #AS6 #E5 #FirstWatch

Yooooooo Laganja and Trinity!!! #RPDR #AS6 #E3 #FirstWatch

Ra'Jah vs Brook Lynn Hytes lipsync is guuuuuuuuuuud #RPDR #S6 #E2 #FirstWatch

Utica wants to go into the roast with incredibly mean fat jokes?! Seriously?! Wtf. This is gonna be hard to watch #RPDR #S13 #E12 #FirstWatch

Idk what it is but Rosé is doing something for me #RPDR #S13 #E6 #FirstWatch

Utica Queen's outfit during Phenomenon reminds me of FFVI Kefka.. #RPDR #S13 #E3 #FirstWatch

Derrick Barry: "I used to do only one thing, just did Britney. Now I've taken my drag to a whole new realm. I don't just do Britney." Derrick Barry: **walks in looking like Britney Spears** #RPDR #AS5 #E1 #FirstWatch

2nd half of premiere not AS strong as the first half ... #RPDR #S12 #Ep2 #FirstWatch

What a strong start of the season! #RPDR #S10 #E1 #FirstWatch

I like Crystal Methyd #RPDR #S12 #E01 #FirstWatch

I feel like(I hope) we'll see Yvie Oddly on Dragula soon. She'd fit right in #RPDR #S11 #Finale #FirstWatch

Um what is this Nina West and Silky lip sync?? Kinda expected better, cause that was... Weak? I'd have sent them both home tbh. Sad to see Nina go though #RPDR #S11 #FirstWatch

Brooke Lynn Hytes and Yvie Oddly lip sync for your life has GOT to be one of the best ones yet omg #RPDR #S11 #FirstWatch

DOUBLE WIN?! #RPDR #AS4 ##Finale #FirstWatch

Manila should've been top 4 instead of Naomi. She been coastin. Not cute. #RPDR #AS4 #Ep10 #FirstWatch

YOOOOOO MANILA SENT HOME WTF?!?!?! #RPDR #AS10 #Ep8 #FirstWatch

Valentina fucking delulu #RPDR #AS4 #FirstWatch

Monique's energy in the confessionals are WAY down from her original season. Interesting #RPDR #AS4 #FirstWatch

Fuck I can't get over how GORGEOUS Gia Gunn looks in her confessional #RPDR #AS4 #FirstWatch

Okay no shade but Monique should've won that first lipsync for your legacy 💅🏽👀 #RPDR #AS4 #FirstWatch

This last finale lipsync between Eureka, Aquaria and Kameron Michaels went haaaaard #RPDR #S10 #FirstWatch

Wtf was Asia doin during her finale lipsync?? #RPDR #S10 #FirstWatch

This one getting REAL heated goddamn #RPDR #S10 #Reunited #FirstWatch

Ope The Vixen done left the building #RPDR #S10 #Reunited #FirstWatch

This is an awesome top 4.. I'm not 100% sure who'll win, but my guess is Aquaria #RPDR #S10 #FirstWatch

I'm a *little* surprised Kameron Michaels made it to the finals, but good FUCK is she beautiful and a great lipsyncher #RPDR #FirstWatch #S10

I just want to feel like I'm loved by friends who reach out and wanna talk to me

I have so much work to do for my internship and class but instead I'm scrolling cat videos so I don't burst into tears 'cause I absolutely *hate* myself. This is fun. This is cool. 🙃

Duo and Duolingo are unhinged 😂😂

The only reason I'll be happy to be done with the season is that I then don't have to listen to Shangela and her damn Game of Thrones metaphor #RPDR #AS3 #FirstWatch

Yooooo the fuck are you doing DeLa?! Gagged #RPDR #AS3 #FirstWatch

Good lord Shangela is back... Cue the overuse of "Hallelu!" Throughout the damn season #RPDR #AS3 #FirstWatch

Okay I need help. I feel like I don't know how to interact with humans. It's hard for me to reach out to folks to talk to them, to just have a conversation. I feel like I'm just bothering people. But I do try to. But that's the first problem. [1/5]

Oh shit Sasha Velour won?!?! #RPDR #S9 #FirstWatch

Fuck Shea Coulee is amazing omg #RPDR #S9 #FirstWatch