Bye.

I don't know what's been happening here, but. Hi, guess. Ugh.

...

Yaoi Jesus [ #damonruth #art #oc #ocSky #dmmd ]

.... I love him.. .. I'm scared. It's gonna go well, .. right..?

... Engaged and sleep... ?

(.... Maxel looks to the poppy. There's a tight feeling in his chest...) I'm calling you Rose from now on. [ @slumberingdark.bsky.social ]

.... You know what? I like these places. Bet someone's waiting outside my door back at my house. (Don't find me.)

Leave him alone. @catsandcakes.bsky.social @jackisreal.bsky.social

Wait, what the fuck. I meant... I rented an apartment room in who knows where. Sorry, this place feels off, and I'm tired.

Can anyone see this? Does my phone work here? I rented an apartment in who knows where. Haha.

I haven't seen those eyes again..... No... I have... I'm just not aware anymore.. I remember them. I still do, but I don't feel shit. This is weird. Why am I acting like this is the first time? Maybe I've gone crazy. .... It's fine... I have... Jack.. I have him... He said he wouldn't leave me.

..... I wanna cry... I wanna cry and scream so fucking bad... Hahaha.... Doctor, what is wrong with me?

"Happy New Year" [It's Fluffball's hand..... mouthwriting.]

.... Who the fuck were those people anyway??

MADE A WORSE VERSION IM LOSIGNSGISG TI #oc

...

Lynn said that he'd give me pure eternal paradise. Sounds fucking fun. I'll stay there forever.

Yeah, this is better. Hahaha, I knew it. I made the fucking right decision.. ... This is fine.

I'm so tired.

This is so fucking weird.

..... Hm..

// Nemuru perceiving maxien in webfishing (also does anyone know why my screenshots get de-saturated? 😭)

... What the fuck... What the fuck--

.... (Maxel is smoking the cigarettes Jack gave him. He's "enjoying" something he's supposed to hate.)

Did I... lose the other dreams? I never could recall them properly... but they made me feel.... nice. .... Shit. I should bargain.

....

I'm going for that strongest alcohol.

(Maxel is reading Damien's letter and contemplating burning it or putting it away somewhere hidden.) .... (He goes to his office downstairs to put the letter away.) Whatever.

I am tired. Haha. Alfie has been running out a lot. Fuck. I'm- fuck.

I just want to run away and disappear. Maybe bring my pets too, haha.... I regret everything. I hate this. I fucked it up again. Hahaha. I should have never done those shit. I was so naive.

I'm tired. So fucking tired.

[Damien and Erem finally arrive at Maxel's house. There's an open window on the second floor...] @slumberingdark.bsky.social @lorddamien.bsky.social @vinedbondage.bsky.social

yay "final" was supposed to draw his fucking ref sheet btw

The same dream again. The void with my own eyes watching me. Really, what is the meaning of this? Why do you continue to torture me so? Why am I being punished for something that never happened? If .... *you're* to protect me, then why do I feel unprotected? I refuse to believe that you're me.

aa

[Maxel has been lying on his bed all day long. He hasn't slept, he hasn't been eating, he hasn't been drinking. Just crying.]

[Damien has arrived at the front of Maxel's house. It looks the same as ever. There's a bell he can ring.]