That last part is important bc it means when im being fucked by feelings i was ignoring i have NO VECTOR FOR EXPRESSION like it SUCKS

I’ve probably said smth like this before, but I struggle immensely with repression & dissociation specifically from myself as a sexual/romantic entity which creates this fun (read: enraging) exp where a hyper intense loneliness just hits me like a truck bc i was simply ignoring the signs for months

And evergreen advice for any kind of alarming email/phone call. Something I have struggled to remember when I've been phished, for real.

Well i finished it anyways a whole ass hour late, good NIGHT

I just lost an hour of work to my tablet just Lying about my battery level and dying at like 20%. Plug it in and now it’s like lying about being at 40%?? I hate this shit so fucking much dude

Oh this bill sounds amazing. Please spread the word and call your reps to tell them to VOTE YES for HR 4678 💜 this would be a huge anti-censorship win.

My fantasy costume designs HAVE to get hornier but also they have to get more ridiculous ykwim?

SO LIKE. DISCORD? I'm not entirely sure how to describe it but like *randomly* a couple weeks ago I noticed it's kind of like 120% the size of my window no matter how i resize & just hides the overflow, which is JUST super annoying, i have no idea how this even happens & if its just me or everyone

And I can promise you: this is how a lot of the adult creators you like feel. Especially the trans and queer ones. Give them their flowers while you can. Create personal archives of their work. Tell your friends you like their stuff. It matters and it can make or break whole careers.

Do not take adult work you like for granted. Currently, none of my printed books can be purchased online due to this situation. I have no idea how/when I'll be able to get them back up. There is no safety net for work like mine. I'm constantly running and just hoping I'll be OK.

the agony of lining up a website update and realizing you're missing like *two assets* before you can publish it and screaming at the moon bc you're not sure where to get the time to do that

the comment period for this ends tomorrow. It may feel like a long shot but if you have something to say re: debanking, you should take the time to say it here

Please do this if you're in the US and are also worried about paypro bullshit. It doesn't take long and could make a real difference- these people can't make good decisions without data, and you can help show them who is really effected

gamers..... i dont know how to code, i give up (i'll try again in a few days)

hi hello i have the *stupidest* bug imaginable where any time i double click multiple fonts to install, it auto-opens them in fucking CSP of all things, then when i right click to 'open in', it's like "open in fontbook (default)! :))" like???? what the fuck is happening here???

is there a diff word for when human-shaped entities predate on humans? cannibalism if you squint?

Sat down to actually try drawing porn this week and just.. drew migu………………………. Maybe next week i’ll be in the mood, weh

Coding….. is hard

At this point I’ve barreled past turning into the Joker, this administration is gonna turn me into AM. Call your reps!! 5calls.org

Welp. Apparently my tumblr is gone. I was just checking on it bc of all (gestures at site). I didnt use it that much and im not surprised but i mean thats just another notch in the like. Might be done w social media after this one, idk

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staying up thinking about mothxflame again

Like i dont like having no answers to things but i also hate having Definitive answers to things in fantasy. Like the problem with making god Real as it were, is that now there’s a certainty that life just doesnt have. It also kind of opens up the floor to action figure smashing when u have multiple

listen i just think having your Very Catholic Coded Priest Class And Organization just be like 'oh no, we worship Odin actually' is kinda.... especially when you're like 'the neighboring region's apostate church also??? has a pope & a vatican?? but their problem is that they worship freya'

Some more ragnarok inspired lesbians since im still sick (i say inspired bc im changing outfits & lore like *a little*)

Thinking About Entering Toxic Yuri Jam With My FrankenGal But How Many People Have Done That Already Like…

i did that 'about me: games' chart since im still sick, but also did a custom one bc i really struggled with overrated/hated due 2 Shrimply not caring about other people's opinions. Since I did two I also took the opportunity to share some topics like 'fave ost' bc i uh... i like too many vgm osts

Im really sick tosay AND my dog was also sick, help

anyone wanna do horny ragnarok oc art with me, i hav e like 7 gals

when we say that censorship is coming for everyone, we mean *everyone*

Weird new headgear beamed into my head at 12am yesterday

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Script.

(202) 224-3121 Call , even if you don't know who your reps are. They'll steer you. Bring up the orange man's STATED INTENT TO PERPETRATE GENOCIDE. Bring up how every other senator is completely silent on this. And try to be... civil... to the interns. Unless they get mouthy. Then, fuck em.

Called my rep and said "I am concerned about the President's posts about committing genocide and would like my reps to invoke the 25th Amendment to remove him from office" and the guy was like "okay I'll pass that along, is there anything else" and I was like no that's pretty much it

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Just after bunny day too damn

Ive been kind of drawinf more casually in aseprite to just get used to the ui without thinkin to hard & its just kinda a rough transition no matter what, huh. Like my earlier pixel art tests on here were in csp & i wanna go back but also i can kinda tell if i can get a handle one ase it’ll be better

sorry for being hella depressed this month, i'll see if i can draw anything in the next week aaaaaaaa

Me @ me *you are not good enough at programming to try and do what you’re trying to do, dial it back to something more manageable or so help me god*

I'm unfortunately thinking about booting up ragnarok again for.... research........ this character type isnt original but what if alchemist who likes researching carnivorous plants a little too much

does... does anyone actually draw ragnarok online monsterfuck art? it just kinda hit me i havent seen any & im like is it just cuz the games too old

Man i should play dragons crown, i never finished maxing out my amazon bc i got the physical illustration book & didnt feel the need to finish the in-game art collection after that. Lays on the floor. Man. Idk i just like looking at nice rendering on heavy stylization, wish i was good at it

Oh y’know what puts a wrench in that theory of the art being too serious to be horny somehow? Fucking Dragons Crown. That game is *also* breathlessly rendered in a way i love to pieces but i can tap into that horniness Real easy, its like a fun design space to live in. Maybe bc its SO over the top?

Ive been playing a lot of tree of savior unfortunately and i have a problem with games like this that are so breathlessly rendered that they’re just not horny to me no matter how much cleavage they give these goddesses :/ Idk what it is, too serious an artistic tone maybe?

please keep making calls about these bills and policies!

Hey, if youre like me, i know that it's hard to keep track of everything you need to call your reps about right now this isnt exhaustive but here's a script with a check list of issues that demand attention right now. I'll likely be add more later CALL YOUR REPS www.congress.gov/members/find...