Bleh this sucks

Changing most of my handles to PhantomStarEclipse (Twitter is the exception cus it’s too long) Originally I had some art and a stream to announce it but uh….unfortunately some stuff came up. But here’s your official post!

Made a new audio! This time I borrowed a script by @sunnyscripts.bsky.social Loved doing this script so much! youtu.be/KjDeZllHz1g?...

I miss my apartment 💔 I miss my routines, the comfort of home, and the simplicity.

Don’t think I’ll be sleeping tonight

Merlin during stream. He just wanted to be close to you guys 🖤

It’s been a while Working stream! twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Snuggles with my cat. He’s trying his hardest to make me feel better. (No stream. Sadly I’m a little injured, tired and some irl stuffs to handle)

This whole concept in LOTR is one of my favourite parts of the whole book. “Evil fucks up because evil people fundamentally cannot imagine that others are not motivated by the same things as them” is another theme that feels relevant right now

Advice from sergeant phantom: Take your fucking leave! Go on breaks! Don’t prolong it. Your body and mind will decide for you on a breakdown

Just me ranting to the void: Just feel like everything is going wrong 😑 ugggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

I’m starting to see that light at the end of the tunnel. I was so caught up in the craziness, prepping for major work events, a move, death in my family on top Of battling my own demons. But we’re nearly to the end goal, and then I can actually focus on the stuff I want to do so badly.

HAPPY MARDI GRAS!!! After you are done enjoying your amazing Fat Tuesday feast, be sure to join my friends and I on stream tonight as we have fun trolling killers in 2v8 Dead by Daylight! See you at 7pm EST and don’t forget about those giveaways! Twitch.tv/erisserenity

Remember kids…

Sorry guys. It seems there really is no rest for the wicked. I’ve been thru a lot the last several months but last week I experienced a pretty traumatic and heartbreaking goodbye. I took some time to be with those that needed me. But things are not slowing down.

“I want to see mountains Gandalf! Mountains!”🏔️ ☀️

Finishing that winter cabin tonight twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Building a cabin in enshrouded twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Ordered a few things to see if I can breathe life to my drawing computer. Keep your fingers crossed ;w; (I miss drawing)

Posted a poll on the tweeters just to get a general feeling. But how do we feel about building homes in enshrouded streams? I genuinely love building in survival games, one of my fav things.

My poor drawing computer that I’ve had 8 years finally bit the bullet. My drawing tablet kind of works on my gaming computer but its not consistent. Kind of works when it wants to. Feel kinda empty.

I’m live on the twitches. Doin my thing on Enshrouded Here’s Merlin saying hi! twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Phantom stream! Merlin’s with me! Twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Goin ghost. Let’s bid 2025 farewell twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Merry Christmas Eve. I hope you all have a wonderful and safe holiday.

It’s been a minute. But I’m live. Listening to Christmas music and writing again! twitch.tv/phantomstar104

This is Merlin after terrorizing chat

Merlin during Skrubs stream 🧡 after he said hello to chat.

Thank you all for making this a reality. I wouldn’t have done it without your support and encouragement.

Figured I might as well say it. Streams are on a permanent hold. I am just not feeling well.

I’m not gonna lie guys. This last month has been hard Like it sucks not getting paid, but this whole month has brought out those thoughts of “is anything I do worth it?” I’ve put so much love, effort, and hard work into people and work, only for it all to blow up in my face. It just sucks

Smothered the boi with love and attention. Now he’s passed out on the heated blanket and purring

Taking part in the November Ruck challenge. 50 miles. Think I can do it? (This is to bring awareness to Veteran su*cide. But I’ll post goals and other things I want to recognize throughout the month) 🎗️ 🎶 sometimes darkness can show you the light 🎶

2015 vs 2025 I was so happy to redraw a passion project from back in the day.

Going down the bayou! (We’ve got a real gator on our side!) Ft @skrubasauras.bsky.social @mxtonks.bsky.social twitch.tv/phantomstar104

🎶 Wtf is wrong with me 🎶

My lil burnt cinnamon roll 🖤

Spur of the moment stream. (Gonna be a lil short, I just wanna do more slenderman) twitch.tv/phantomstar104

The search for slenderman

Live on the twitches twitch.tv/phantomstar104

Here’s me tucking in Merlin. (He likes the heated blanket)

Back at the grind.

A part of me feels guilty for being very tired all the time. Took some r&r but I wish I could’ve devoted it more to drawing or writing. Well, hopefully going forward I feel more energetic after taking some time to just let myself rest.

I haven’t lived with my cat in a while. It’s so nice to have a purring snuggle buddy again.

I Loff my cat

Pumpkins galore! (A few pumpkin patch photos 🎃)

While my siblings are driving me nuts, there is something nice about being in my childhood hometown. Being able to sit outside, garden and do things I did as a teenager (skateboard, run the park trails, ride my bike etc) has been good on me mentally.

Took a crack at it. Borrowed kabus guy Sanguine, @kabuyamava.bsky.social

Gonna go do dwarf things for a couple hours! Hope to see you there twitch.tv/phantomstar104