I just got an email notifying me that an order I've been waiting on since 2024 is finally being shipped. I almost forgot about it to be honest.

Did some WB Fished Mail gutte for a trade with someone on Discord.

I can't breathe properly. It feels like the asthma I had that died down years ago is flaring up again and I don't have an inhaler. It's stressing me out a little and I have no idea what caused it. Incredibly uncomfortable situation and I want none of it.

Also note to self make a thumbsona to selfship with Denis.

I have idle thoughts of Lucio getting stuck in the corridoors of the HoS with his hip jamming ass and falling over and only just barely steadying himself with one of his swords as his hanging gut brushes against the floor. This has been on loop in my brain for maybe a day or two.

There are times where I feel like the things on my mind are going to explode out of my ears and straight up kill me. But also maybe that's just because It's late for me right now.

This heat is going to turn me into a puddle on the ground.

I got a new cable for my drawing tablet because the one I have is damaged (still works but annoying) but it turns out the one I ordered doesn't fit in the tablet port because the plastic cable part around the usbc is slightly thicker than it needs to be.

I want to talk to more people about my sona and also draw more of my sona ngl. But mainly talk and do silly half hearted rps (or serious rps idfk). I desperately wish such a woodlands creature body was attainable.

I should start taking irl photos and inserting my sona into them like some incredibly bloated really obvious cryptid.

Found a neat looking coke glass in a shop near me. Unsure whether I want to drink it or just keep it because it looks nice. Probably gonna drink it and then just keep the empty bottle. If I want to make it look like this again I'll just buy more coke.

Set up a basic strawpage at fisto.straw.page because I thought it'd be nice to engage with people a little more (although I'm unsure how many people will actually look in here and decide to use it). Feel free to send asks about anything really. I'll get the site looking better at a later date (lie)

Finally sketched out an plder character idea I had. His name be Cas and he produces way WAY too much saliva. Unsure what else to do with him, this might be the point where I make one of those qna website things people seem to love to do but I'm unsure if anybody would interact.

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I am becoming increasingly enamoured with the idea of warning stickers and things like "Mixing Unit" signs being pasted on someone's belly.

May as well shoot my shot with this new feller I just finished recently. God I need to start posting more again.

Staring at a little appreciation text thing I posted under an artist I admire and wondering who reposted me yapping like a fool. It's got me squinting at the screen like I'm illiterate.

I think my laptop is dead.

Magma canvas I did with @fineingredient.bsky.social and @dullahansav.bsky.social . Was very fun, hope to kidnap em both again sometime.

Very interesting thing, waking up mid-nap to find out one of your favourite fat fetish artists did an animation for a british railway. Looks lovely though.

Ended up redesigning a mime character I posted in a response to a really cool artist I followed because I got a lil embarassed and thought that maybe my subconcious like copied too much of their character onto mine because I liked it too much. In hindsight the previous design was perfectly fine-

Sketch I cranked out real quick. Feels like I've taken a few steps backwards in terms of quality when comparing this to the trade piece I posted earlier to be honest. Then ahain, did invest more time into that one. But inconsistency never feels good.

Really want to draw something right now but completely out of ideas. I suppose this is me screaming into the void and asking for ideas.

I think this is the first time I've lost sleep over being nervous. Somewhere to be in three hours and ten minutes and I've gotten zero sleep throughout the whole night last night.

My part of a trade with @dullahansav.bsky.social . Funnily enough he also helped me with some of the shapes here, I'm not exactly the best hyper artist around.

And back onto the computer tablet. Trying out a much thicker pen in CSP for the outlines but I'm not entirely sure. Maybe it's just me being a bit shit at art in general but it all feels a bit awkward. Complaining aside, oblivious expansion is peak.

Trying to get back into digital art by doodling on my phone. Had a really unfortunate piece that I tried to line... I think smoother brushes in general kind of fuck me over since I tend to just sketch more. And lining in general I hate lining. This is probably going to stunt any improvement tbh.

Don't ever drink no sentient infinitely self replicating flesh fluid from the gas station.

It's new years and the fireworks outside sound like a thunderstorm is about to start stomping on the roof of my home. Happy new years.

Took me a bit but I finally got motivated to draw again. Feel very out of practice but hopefully it doesn't show too much. Used a new brush pen for this sona drawing, very very soft one. Hard not to make all the lines super thick but line weight is something I struggle woth in general so yk.

I should really draw more of him... Also forgot to post this around the time I posted the inflation piece, dunno why.

Denise,,,

Finally got around to making my own ghost gal for halloween. Still deciding on a name... Thank god for the sharpness edit option on mobile these pics were blurry as hell when I took them.

Kinda shitty quality but hey, still learning. Eyes and Rebel from NT, second stomach and gamma guts isn't treating them too well. I'll be honest was kinda lazy with the bg so I don't entirely feel like I'm allowed to be dissatisfied with it when I could've worked on it more. Next time.

You guys should check out this cool game called nuclear throne #digestion ?

Laying in bed thinking of fried chicken and wanting to get commed. That's me btw I want to get paid for my art a teensy tiny bit. I don't think anybody will see this but I'll do shit for like £10-15 (maybe £20 if it be coloured digital) somebody toss me a bone.

Another phone doodle. Still getting used to digital again.

Two Beroza images! An out of practice sketch, and a test with my new phone tablet pen mode thing. Being able to do digital on the go is neat but I'll need to get used to it again. God this is so scuffed.

[2/2] final part for @gimmedatass3.bsky.social :^)

Did this because of a funny lil convo with @fineingredient.bsky.social .

my part of an artt trade with @kriticalslop.bsky.social

Art Trade with @gimmedatass3.bsky.social

More Denis content ft Katriel. Had an idea for two characters squishing their asses together and thought I might as well do it since I need practice on this size with butts. Poses feel a bit bland but it looks aight so I'm tossing it out.

Tried my hand at fullbody again using Denis from Library of Ruina. Only gripe I have is it's hard to recognise him, should've been more creative with the clothes... Also his side is a little fucky.

Zilu's bandages are actually there to make sure Zigong can never predict when the hare will grab and blow air into her—

Zigong and Zilu from limbus. This is how they record their announcer lines, right? I don't remember that being in the game... I may have not formatted this too well. Text is a bit small due to having to fit it all on the right.

[1/2] sketch comm for @gimmedatass3.bsky.social.. the lord of hongyuan is none too pleased after a failed assassination attempt

Stupid midget and his tall bloated coworker that definitely isn't fucking with him from the hit game bookshop of crumble.

tfw you get a prescript that tells you to take sketchy body modification pills from the backstreets